Monster Labile

Seeking the Meaning of Love

The classic way to look for answers is to use question after question and answer them with experience, like self-discovery. The problem this time is very difficult to solve, I think I lack experience anyway. Going courtship?

No

I often prank Helda by writing my autograph on the last page of her notebook and sometimes putting my finger over her head, unknowingly I had instilled love into her. How can I instill love with my innocent attitude first? I don't care about the environment around me. Yes I pretended to be innocent at school because I did play an obscure character.

Once I glared at Via because he was gossiping I liked Gania, after which I regretted, I was very frustrated.

I realized that Helda liked me when I was kissed by a classmate. His smile at that time was indeed different from usual, why could it?

The first person I liked after I entered IPA class was Lisa. I realized it when he whispered the word "i love you", I was not surprised because often, Wow! *no, they only know my outside.

Her answer?

I never reciprocated their love, I hung their love story. Perhaps the most hurt is Shevira. I sat alone with him because in class the number of guys was odd. I wanted to sit with Ahmadis but how else would Ahmadis want to sit with Boby. Well. I used to sit with girls as long as they don't mess around. Guess why they like me? I didn't do anything.

Little things that people often miss.

I know about Shevira, a lot of things I accidentally met. She used to tell me about herself, but I pretended not to hear her. When he deliberately chatted with Boby, when chatting with Nanda, time to run, time to memorize the Surah of the Qur'an, when I moved to sit and others. Stupidly I ignored it all, there should be the best solution. He once sent me a message if he wanted to visit my house at the right time, but it was like "i want to see you" as a man, unstable, another character I took action on, Shevira wanted to enter your circle of life. Someone who is struggling to maintain a goal is willing to do anything

When Citra greeted Aulia, I realized something. This is true love. Love is blind.

The message from Shevira came again but this time I did not like it very much, the message was no more saying that I like Aulia but she likes the others. "Gossip" was the first time I responded to that message. In this story it was as if Aulia was being made into a scapegoat, it irritated me that I did not reciprocate their feelings, the more they hated Aulia the more I wanted to be around her. I just don't like it when someone gets hurt.

It should be. that's the fact that many have been hurt.

The simple answer to ending this is to stay away from them all. Disappear like a fog.

I will be careful that such an experience does not repeat itself.