Monster Labile

Inner War

Last night when I was about to go to the bathroom all of a sudden my little cat was attacked by a neighbor cat on the roof of the bathroom. My bathroom was separate from the kitchen so I could see my cat directly above the bathroom attic. Without further ado I flushed with water on the top of the attic. My cat jumped on the wall of the kitchen where my cat used to pass by, while the neighbor cat ran away in a mess, sometimes running into the kitchen attic. Looks like my neighbor's cat doesn't know the way back, going up can not go down. Just bothering me I tried to help her by hinting this way, but the cat was scared. Stupid really bothers me later nolongin he plunged himself too really.

Ought to..

The cat called Putut, he even went up to my living room loft which is quite high and continued to plunge into the neighboring attic that has that cat!! well that dong without me help that the cat can certainly be desperate to find a solution, I returned to my life and want to rest, I am still tired and sleepy. The glass of hours of sleep a few days makes me not feel well especially after the impact of my apprenticeship which is very energy consuming life I become more easily exhausted. I once used the power to cross the line as a result of I did not know the normal limits of my fatigue, in short like playing the game with the highest score accidentally and there was a check point there. I don't know where to rest. Human power is full of mystery. So this time around the fasting month I will recover my body before fighting again with reality. I looked at my phone screen and I found it was half ten, if I got to bed at 11 o'clock I could have a weird dream, maybe it's a signal that I can't sleep at the time of the prayer hour. I opened FB and Line, there is nothing exciting in other words I am bored, this is the first time I am super bored! I also began not interested in the game, to the cafe also males. I gawked while looking out the window, it crossed my mind that I should focus on resting, yes I should rest.

Iqamat already heard I was ready to pray but the voice of the neighbor surprised me. Apparently my neighbor was calling his cat the Putut who was still trapped in the attic. Uh! I think it has come down, in my heart to nolongin anyway but iqamat has been heard, I am more concerned with praying. The voice of the neighbor nods me to prayer, iii-this must be a trial, I assure myself in guilt. I let out a breath. The boredom mixed with the guilt over my neighbor's cat that was still stuck, yes still! my inner voice began to rage over this matter.

*It's his own fault cats jumped in there!

*The cat is senseless, not like us

*ehhhh he attacked our cat first

*hah!? who cares about your opinion that's what's going on with me.

The hot weather plus the boredom and guilt made me even more agitated, my head started to hurt thinking about it. Sometimes I deliberately glance at the roof of the neighbor and look for the whereabouts of the cat, It's been 3 pm no sound from the cat, aa-don't-don't he fainted and died roasted, it's, I'm starting to panic. I tried to brush it off for various reasons again.

Why don't my neighbors care about their own cats when they love cats? Why should I be wrong? Own cake effort?I started to fall into trouble with my mistakes. Yes I often do this which always ends with regret, this sense of indifference bothers me who wants to move forward. If I don't fight, I. don't know and how? maybe my neighbors already dislike me because of my actions that make their cats trapped. What is my reason for helping out? ahhh noisy. I only hope to God that all will be done, I pray at the last prostration of the Ashar prayer, which my teacher says when the prostration position is that we are closer to God and pray to Him in our hearts. When I finished, I asked my sister to help me. Let what happens I don't care anymore, want me to say or what's important I want to end this anxiety and help the cat who wants to be approached by the angel of death. If the cat dies of hunger or dehydration we bear his sin or it could be my worse sin as a result of my indifference, I don't want my heart to die so let's end this.

I took the stairs and took her. I feel like I've recovered quite a bit from this ladder so easily. Then, I set up the stairs and went straight up. I saw the cat lying down on the other side of the attic so as not to overheat, I was relieved the cat was fine even though it looked hungry and thirsty."naw nyaw! want some fried chicken or a snack?" while thrusting it once persuaded him because the wind was blowing towards me while the cat was in the corner there. I tried to throw a little fried chicken meat at him, it was very difficult because the ladder was swaying. The cat sniffed the smell of fried chicken earlier, my inner cheering Eureka! "okay my life kept coming here" and if I got it, there was a bit of a rebuttal but I can handle it, it's weak. Half of the height of the stairs I took off the cat earlier, in to this height the cat even though his condition is weak can certainly hold his body.

*tap the cat landed and immediately ran to his house Ah my heart so relieved..

Today I learned that helping people does not need to be compromised, if the goal is clearly to improve, just hit the wall that blocks it. The wall was not solid, I was the one who did not believe in my strength. It's a mental problem. Okay get ready taraweh..