Monster Labile

I Can't

If you had someone you hated the most in the world, what would you do?

"Stay away from him"

If this doesn't work, what will you do next?

"i'll try to accept it by seeing its goodness"

Unfortunately he rarely has the kindness even often makes you sicker, what to do?

That was my view and situation towards my sister. As a child, I did not like it. Trying to accept it is free. How can I accept it while in his body flows the blood of the ***. His nature and attitude always made me angry and hurt. He's my biggest weakness.

The first time I remembered that there was something wrong with my family was when my Ushu said my sister was not from the same father as me and my kaka. I was shocked, trying to understand what had happened a long time ago. It's true, too, that maybe my mom could get pregnant if my dad died first.

My memory is not too much in the past. And I think it was my mother's fault.

My only parents were my mother, so I had to trust her, whatever her choice was. Either he gets married again or whatever it is I'll be ready.

Yes I know that.

"That night maybe that bug guy wants to come back to my house, help me set him up!, yesterday people started to be indecent" I asked my cousin for help.

"sook! we're gonna beat him up!" reply to my cousin quickly.

With the evil plan I've been thinking about, I put an upside-down plaster in the algae outside the house door and spit on it.

"it's okay, it's possible for people to come back"

Unfortunately, the man did not come back again and may be ashamed of what he has done. Failed trap.

Whatever my mother's decision won't make my thoughts about her waver.

Until a text came from an unknown person denouncing my mother as an actor.

I don't know who to be angry with..

Who is to blame?

The new stage trial comes again.

One more person, the person I hate the most in this world. Stepfather divorced my mother and preferred to be with the actor.

My mother hasn't eaten all day. I can only cry out in heartache. Though I thought he was a good stepfather, apparently not, the same as the *** who abandoned his own son. I'm so mad. My life runyam.

Each time I split the school rapids I could only remember my mother who was further away from the family, preferring to be with a new stepfather again. Seeing another friend happy because his parents accompanied him.

I could only look from afar feeling envious.

Who is to blame?

I'm getting bored of school.

And again, every time my mother was about to go to her new husband's place my sister would whine without caring about the surrounding. Pissed. But I still believe in my mother that it's for us.

No matter how much money my mother gave me after marrying Mr. Iin, it doesn't make me happy, I don't care about money. I just want my mom to come home so I can still love her.

Little by little it began to look at the core of the problems that made my family fall apart. When my mother went to a smart man to get rid of the subjugation from her former stepfather**, the smart man found another witch in my mother's body.

"Another chant?." I asked in my heart

Santet from my sister's parents.

I should have known that maybe my mother often had headaches because of fatigue.Where might my mother do a stupid act that only harms herself..

One by one, interconnected events form a storyline that is acceptable to reason.

My mother was exposed to witchcraft from my sister's father to my mother wanted to be invited to participate in the activity. Until my sister was born she was the *** instead of running away.

During the delivery, my mother was alone, no family would come to accompany me. There was a neighbor who wanted to help my mother.

We were her son who could help and I was a child and even my previous memories could not be remembered, anyone who had hurt my mother by ignoring her. Thank goodness my mother gave birth to him safely. After my sister was born my mother was still lying exhausted, my sister had been taken to the midwife by the neighbor earlier. In such conditions my mother still had time to worry about us.

"sleep son is already night"

Too short of a memory of my childhood. About my father, too, is only one memory.

Another memory appears again. I knew and knew we were moving into my grandmother's house. I walk with my mom. Why should we move?

I'm trying to understand again. If for example my mother was expelled from the village, I will not forgive them all who were there. My uncle, my Ushu and the rest of the family. That happens if my guess is correct. How much money my family would give me if I considered all my mother's efforts would never be worth it.

My mother said I was the most similar to my father compared to my kaka, my height was also almost the same, it was very happy.

Who can get out of a witch trap in a normal way? unless it is Allah who wills.

I can't believe it's still in my mom's body. That's what makes my mom get a lot of headaches. And I'm so sorry I rarely want to massage his head when that misguided reaction comes up.

But..

it's not my fault, but he, the ***!!!

What if I want to see you again??

I don't care what kind of demon is protecting you, I can also go crazy with my own ability to end your life??

No matter who gets in the way.Our pain will be paid when I meet you..

Woy!

I was talking to you..

Surely one of your acquaintances can read the minds of people who will threaten your existence right?

You think I'm gonna let you run around for what you're doing?

Dare to once again appear in our family.I was not ready. Tearing your body and pulling your spine out may reduce this anger flare-up..

Hey I said I was talking to you.. You heard this declaration of war didn't you?

I'm angry!!!

Seeing my sister is the same as seeing her. His body, his nature, everything about him I hate him..

Religion requires me to be able to forgive people who have hurt me..

How could? How can I forgive them? If I forgive them it means Beater will disappear forever.

It hurts to accept what they have done.

I can't. I can't..