
Time felt quickly unconscious for almost a year I was unemployed which means the rest of the time I stay one more year, I just want to make sure. I've been trying to be the one behind me for a few months, which means more or less being the one you don't like, but without me knowing it I am still moving forward with people who are fighting against the rigors of life but on a different path. During my life I also learned from myself every second of every moment I tried to understand everything, pearl sentence usually says “understand yourself just understand others” well more or less so the sentence but the meaning is the same. Understanding ourselves is difficult because our eyes can only see what is in front of them but instead we are easier to understand others, sometimes we can say he is naughty, ugly, ugly, stupid and so on, words that again ngetrendnya “friends eat friend” or “your friend the real enemy”.
There's one thing I need to look into your learning - you're a struggling human being who will always experience the same changes as me and the others, do not be surprised if you see your friend can succeed first or excel in other things may be called adjustments, well it depends on the problems we face.
When we were practicing physically in the BLK yard according to his vocational, to my surprise we only had eight members of the Las Electric vocational about how he would learn. Then every vocational was told to the UN exercises one of us was told to be the leader by the organizers of the activities, one of us was told to be the leader, judging by his physical form I think he's older than me and apparently he doesn't know how to line up, if I still remember a little bit that was vague but the problem is my nervous illness. There have been some people who cannot or are ashamed in front of people we just know, my turn came but it was the same that I was with them less able even when I was in High School I was less interested in UN training because this nervous disease was the biggest problem even though how I struggled it would be difficult if this nervousness is not removed.
“ready to move!” I tried to prepare the line in a rather loud voice, I felt that I was very nervous at all but when the others laughed at me I felt a little used to it, but still it was difficult, but still it was difficult, they laughed and I also laughed until I heard “hole his nose bige” well that's it. Then held the game, our members joined the Akutansi vocational whose men there are only 3 people, the team members, the game was about a sense of trust in his comrades one of the others was appointed and stood on the prepared table and stood his back to us, the one standing was ordered to fall before us by falling like a stick then we greeted him with a strategy from the leader, I was chosen again to be the leader of the acem once.
We rested in the yard BLK sitting and drinking suddenly there was someone who approached me just sitting there anyway, I tried to talk to some people who were beside me well including with the person in front of me earlier, suddenly the group beside my left was excited “saipul saipul” jer some people mocking, and, oh he's getting famous I mean the person who debated with me earlier, the long story why he was called saipul. Lastly we went into the hall and were given a little motivation, then there was “saipul” from behind, I chuckle “ops I release” gosh what I do why I laugh my words in my heart, there he mocked should I defend justice, huhh. “absent from las elektrik” wah it from my vocational, we were asked the last home and education address and my turn arrived, “.... in Jangkung pak”, replied again ”Where?” eh emang cave residence has another district, cave nervous and do not know what to say and laughed at by other participants in my heart said “ini as a result if laughing at others hehehe..” next time the cave must increase my vigilance.
Hours passed very slowly I started to sleepy and tired as well as other participants, some were sleeping. I saw Mom eh how ya say it Mother or Instructor ah call Mother had already 4 days was forced to fill the opening event of new participants, just to fill the event, sometimes he is angry because male participants tease him every time filling the event, pity when we talk seriously even made into joking material. After a few minutes, my brother sent a piece of paper from his home front “eh what is this, I said!!” after I open it and it says I love u , “from whom do I say?!” the tone is a little high, but I'm surprised my compatriot immediately took it and sent forward, “oh good” said I was calm in my heart, because I do not want to deal with love-love for now.