Monster Labile

Will Get

My stomach hurts a lot when there's movement in the intestines. The reason is not yet known, I have difficulty thinking because of pain. If there is a sense of wanting the next chapter I have to go directly to the wc if I can not-can I draw dicelana. It's hard to remember what I ate yesterday. As I recall, I did not eat any strange food. Could it be that my digestion was surprised because I wanted to fast with sahur coffee and spicy noodles? Or is there something that escapes my calculations?. uhh it is very difficult to think, my mind is filled with pain.

It's a pretty heavy hurdle.

Sorenya, thinking how I can pray Ashar congregation.

The whispers of the devil began to sound in my heart, whispering that I should pray at home.

Almost influenced.

The pain when moving can still be withstood, but if suddenly wanted to bab forced to go to wc. The problem wc in the mosque is not worth using. It takes a lot of time to be careful if you want to come out clean without stool.

Try as much as possible to calm down and guess with the instinct to choose the right choice.

My feelings are more sided if I pray at home without the need to clarify the reason for alay. I know my condition is not possible but that does not mean I choose to be weak.

Too bad, big loss, it's destiny..

I also pray at home and the true feeling of guessing that will happen, in the middle of the prayer the stomach is getting sicker because it wants a chapter. If I chose to go to the mosque maybe I did not have time to run around the mosque to go to the toilet and immediately take a break in the middle of the road ..

If it counts maybe ten times more I chapter in a full day, the hours of night sleep do not count. My digestion is like wanting to get rid of poison so it is often a chapter. I don't know what I've eaten. It felt really painful until I lay limp from the difficulty of enduring the pain. But in the midst of the pain I felt grateful. Grateful for maybe this is a test that I am able to realize faster than ever and add strength to faith. Very good lesson. But yes not always have to be sick, I have to be healed to be free to worship.

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>>>Monster Labil<<<

Every day is ordinary sometimes. That's because maybe I'm still stuck in the safe zone. A word for someone who is unemployed. When our condition is comfortable then suddenly the problem comes to attack will we respond well or vice versa? It applies specifically to me, because this is my particular problem.

I'm clear. I have previously explained why I do not want to work. Though I have the potential to learn quickly but at this time it is not the right situation to focus on producing material possessions.

I still have a lot of problems with my own personality so I better fix it before it gets worse.

When a person loses control he is nothing more than an animal. Following an endless lust and purpose. Tired and dead. Wishing to die is just dying to disappear, when in reality it is not. It's one of the conditions I most want to avoid.

Keep learning and carefully pay attention to life lessons that can be taken to complete the puzzle pieces of science, to complete the part of me.

My level is weak. The fact is I can learn the maximum when I am happy and in top condition. A long pause I can realize until I'm ready to accept the lesson. Well this is how I am. There will never be a school teacher who can teach me well. If there really is, they should be much more understanding of all life's subject matter. Not just a single point but a whole in the aspect of life.

Does anybody?

Yep, there's definitely.

The religion of Islam not only teaches worship but also teaches how every activity becomes worth worshiping. It is those whose religion is strong who can teach me to be better.

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There was a feeling of sadness that appeared and there was also a feeling of awe that appeared.

I captured the moral message as I saw it and as per experience.

Sad feeling.

The desire of the heart to glorify a Master is deep in the mind.

"If I had been there protecting Master with an umbrella and leading him to his destination" was sad that he could not do.

I review whether our treatment of a Teacher is the same and for example with an official?

According to what I have seen, surely an official or a top official mostly prioritizes or is beside him a guard. Hope to get protection and so on.

But different from the teacher.

It is the teacher who walks first.

Why could that be?..

Because of a lot of experience and obstacles.

A feeling of admiration appeared.

The lesson is that we cannot hope in creatures because they can collapse, betray and die. But if we lean on and hold on to God. The one who rules this universe will be impossible to fear the world and its contents. In addition to self-study to be independent, do not have to rely on others or hope to get help from others.

I'm sorry that my observational abilities are based on my own logic so there will always be flaws.

Those who have very good religion must have experienced many obstacles, experiences and knowledge gained. You could say from the test trials that are almost impossible to overcome by ordinary people. My level? Yep weak, once hit by a bully it feels very navel.

Choose to go with the flow alone or want to commit and try yourself to move forward?

Hearts ask me.

Know it? Every time I bowed down to the last prayer I was always at a loss to ask for anything other than forgiveness for myself and for the four elders. I am a very satisfied man. Plus the ever-fulfilled needs and personality differences of ordinary people make my way of thinking saying "all of this is enough, I don't want to ask for anything for the life of the world". The wrong way I think is to just focus on the current condition. I should have thought that satisfaction should reach the end of life. By looking far away I could realize an empty expanse of supplies and plans that should be used to face future trials.

I realize now actually for what all the amount of free time and life support so far is none other than to train myself.

So, I had to ask a lot whatever request was made for worship. Including asking to be better. For the sake of better personality. For a better future.