Monster Labile

About Me and My Friends

Tonight the sky is clear. Many lovers, on the trip or who hang out at the cafe. My friend and I are also out for a walk. There is no clear purpose we just go around. As usual, Nisa always has a topic of conversation that makes our nuances not awkward. Do I feel awkward? of course, I made it clear we were just best friends. But this sense of comfort was so delicate and gentle, enveloping this cold heart. I wish he would always be by my side.

There are a lot of things we talk about. From our friend Norma who wants to get married to the guys who tried to get close to my best friend, ah even the taxi driver also followed. I am confused what is suitable to talk about when with someone, who is in my head only games and anime, this trait I need to improve so that my partner will not feel bored. Well of course I will definitely have a partner later, yes later that is why I need to improve the nature of my Labile Monster. When it comes to religion, I don't think Nisa's very interested.

 

*tuitt

We almost got hit by another vehicle because I forgot to turn on the right turn signal, I thought the driver was slow so I thought there was no need to turn on the turn signal, well anyway we're fine now.

Tanjung Park, I think we'll spend some time here before late at night. Thankfully there was a swing that was still left fitting once for two people, we sat facing each other. Uh it was hard to look at his face, btw me if talking to someone did not look at each other, just once looked at him that was less than 5 seconds. The defense of shame is amazing even though I tried to pass it but still very difficult, I tried to look at my best friend for a long time but when he looked back suddenly I reflex turned my face away. It was so hard to look at someone's face, I was surprised by the artists who could hold their feelings when looking at each other, very professional. He was so engrossed in his cell phone that he just pissed off. The sky was brighter and the temperature was colder but I felt so comfortable being close to my best friend, the more it became.

I hope time stops.

"fidz if you're married, don't forget to invite me"

"well, of course I might not have invited you"

"we went home late at night"

Towards the parking lot my best friend asked me who my friends were here. I thought for a moment, ah the Judge said. "that's it? your love is fidz" well yes I do have a little friend but I never feel lonely but different now when you go then I feel lonely to be upset, my heart will heal again. Wellh anyways I almost finished my character, in the future there will be many obstacles and new characters are a little troublesome.

I did throw my friends away so I could control my unstable nature, the most important thing was to find a new character for the future. Obstacles will always come and I want to solve them with above average grades, all experiences.pain, upset, happy, happy, scared, sad, comfortable, love, love, embarrassing moments, happy, regret and others I am getting used to feeling all the emotions entering in one container that is my heart. I felt like I wanted to scream so loud that I could be heard on the neighboring planet so happy that I was struggling to solve all the problems. This is not the end of a new beginning with many obstacles. Any more? yeah again as long as I can still say "yes" everything will be fine.

"Nisa, I will change my appearance and also my hairstyle" hehihi