Monster Labile

Monster Labile
Heart Throne



I understand now why someone we think means so much is hard to forget. The main problem lies in our hearts. If we consider him special automatically we will make room for him, filling the emptiness of the heart. At first it likes but because too often gives a beautiful impression and coloring the day his figure becomes special. Our aura can blend gently then the chest feels tight, longs are very painful, a warm smile full of meaning.


Some will consider it love and then give more space for it that's why we will find it difficult to move on from it so take a quick step, imagine slowly you release it from your heart, you'll let it go later. Slowly his figure became ordinary and got to the stage of no feeling because he had already separated from your heart completely. Next it is up to you whether you still consider him or just an acquaintance.


I remember how I felt when I was dating Linda. I don't think he's more like adoring or proud of himself. The bond I made with her was just a bond instead of having each other. That's probably how I felt when I was in love with him. I knew she would like me too because after I expressed my feelings through a message she answered immediately.


Many asked if I had been dating Linda, I answered her casually "yes" when she was the first to reciprocate my feelings. I should be nervous or that's why. So what makes me so easy to let go of her is how I put her throne in my heart. Both are rare, especially kangen. You know after we dated we met only at orphan clubs. He once asked me to meet but I was nervous and found it difficult to do, especially after seeing a couple behind school. Maybe it's because I'm special or I'm a coward.


Does that date require us to meet? Do this that? I'm still a kid who doesn't know how to maintain a relationship.


Even sending messages is difficult. What should be told or asked? I don't think it's necessary. And I seem to understand again that my goal is just to get it, not to keep it. His presence is only as a decoration of the heart, not me but for both of us.


Giving someone space means giving them special treatment. I don't know if it feels so natural to talk to friends, try talking to the doi, there is generally a sense of enthusiasm and attention, the rest depends on our nature.


Then what about someone who is initially ordinary can be meaningful? I explained it at the beginning depending on your view of him and the placement of the throne in the hat-No! I mean what if we intentionally make him mean? or make him love her. Your problem is to respond when someone likes you. Can you imagine if the placement of position in the heart is the main factor we love someone? answer's no. Loving someone must have one or two sides that we like. Don't frown, that side of him might just be nice or considerate. Everyone loves a good nature.


"Being wings for others"


When love is about the placement of the throne in your heart do you dare to bet the pain if he is your soul mate?