Monster Labile

Healing

I know, ignoring that family is the wrong thing. They helped me when I was a kid. As most parents say "remember their efforts so that you can be a person now" constrained by that stupid phrase a child can never be himself.

But..

I'm different..

I can release myself and follow my own instincts. I choose what is good and not everything will be a lesson to me.

How much money, services, and all sorts of help I was given would not be able to subdue myself. Hiding behind retaliatory words as a weapon to curb.

Ignore what you see and tell the truth..

My mother never held me back..

..

So do I have to follow your stupid ego?

My body became traumatized given your actions that once hurt me. In contrast to physical attacks, mental attacks are much more painful. Thank goodness I have the character of Hepis who quickly recovered from the slumped condition. If I had been too late in the dark I might have acted a lot more foolishly.

The problem is that there are bullies who deliberately enter your life.

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The problem is, to do point only.

How can I forgive them?

Connecting soon is a holiday. Honestly, if it wasn't for His commandment, the Most Forgiving, I would never have forgiven them.

Ya~

I also hope that I can get the victory in this month of Ramadan by fixing everything.

Indeed yes..

If you want to be a better person, the test is always difficult. Sometimes emotions engulf the conscious mind. Being blind is what you should be doing. And strangely again, it is always us who struggle, who have to do everything, for all around us.

Wasn't easy..

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Time is getting worse, until it runs out. The opportunity I was looking for was gone like before.

I realized that I lacked a lot of myself.

This month I was just going around in circles not obviously doing ordinary activities without any real effort. Little preparation and less science.

Is there another chance later?

Don't let what's left be just regret.

The feast day arrives..

The real victory is when we can forgive those who have hurt us.

I cried a little because I couldn't do it..

>>>> Hapis the Lovers of Peace <<<<

The evening of the feast was a reunion of me and my Round Tofu group friends. I still remember I should have slept more so I could wish I could dream of Master. But. uhh I think, I want to put my friends first because long time no see.

It is our tradition, a walk to the city park at night. Yep, we're just walking.

Along the way we discussed unimportant things as joke material. Starting from discussing games, anime, empire boys to the delusion of war between schools, empire boys control our area.

A hock! what a swear!

Ah, you guys want to know the meaning of the empire boy?

we call them empire boys because schoolgirls who bar-bar make sharp weapons from zinc, motorcycle gir even buy katana.

Ahaha! that's ridiculous, right!?

There were even iron experts who made such strange weapons.

Wkwkwk!

We laughed out loud, I haven't laughed for a long time.

Yep, there's only one place where I can laugh to be my peaceful self. To relieve fatigue from all the problems of the world and people. Feels relief. But I keep my faith so that the heart does not die. Remember who gave you the pleasure to wake up.

Before returning home, we were still not satisfied, it felt like we still wanted to gather together. Finally we relaxed in front of Tiki Abdi talking about anything cool.

Long time to talk about the problem of world creation and continue about religion. I became more enthusiastic about discussing it, I saw Aldi was also enthusiastic. Increasingly exciting and culminating in the discussion of the end times. About the apocalypse and to be saved to the afterlife. Good practices to practice. Such as tahujjud prayer, dhuha and surah reading. I don't think it's good to just keep her alone. Science should be shared especially with your best friend. If your friend is pious and strong faith who knows later in the hereafter can intercede, help to get to heaven.

No one knows the future of the people we despise, who knows they could be even better at a level far above us. But that doesn't mean if they've been successful we just want to bring up what we call "goodness" to help them.

"if I don't tell/help you where you might be successful"

That's incorrect. It's like admitting that we can give you a clue. Arrogant quadrate.

I always try to close my eyes so as not to see people's ugliness because I don't want to be seen that way either.

Huft...