Monster Labile

Obstacles Again

Two weeks have passed in the month of fasting but still difficulty managing time. Given what people often say in every difficult situation is "just go and enjoy" that is, keep moving forward. Look carefully and choose your choices wisely.

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While I was cleaning the glasses of Nini Anum's bottled drink talking to me about my mother. At first I asked if my mother would come home this month. It seems like Nini Anum's mood is cheerful again so I just reply casually that my mother feels like she might not be able to go home this month because she is busy.

Nini anum my best neighbor, she always feeds my cat when we have no fish dishes. I've made sure he's a good guy who can't possibly plunge or talk badly about my family so I'm more open. Even though I was open about personal information, he was polite and did not want to ask about me.

There must be another reason why I suddenly asked about my mother.

Replying to my answer, Nini anum said that our neighbors really want the presence of my mother and Mr. Iin back then like years ago my parents shared the money. Add to that quite a word they make more trading capital. Nini Anum laughed a little. The mood is good again.

Given from experience, I have also done it, worse sometimes I offend.

Carefully having understood the situation of Nini anum I simulated their conversation in my mind.

The position of Nini anum as a listener among those who ahh arguably chatted, perhaps.

Then someone asked Nini Anum about my mother. Nini anum somewhat heavily answered because maybe they will speak badly. So Nini Anum answered "nahh I don't know"

The next step from him who asked earlier and then plus the reason for the chance of Nini anum daring to ask me about my mother is an unusual situation that they speak well, not expecting bad.

"easily, his mother Hafidz went home and split the money again, it was enough to make trading capital"

So possible..

Hmm. Yes this is just an estimate.

Btw I know who likes to ask where my mother is, specifically she is a trader.

Heh! starting from Junior High has often asked me. I'm upset and don't want to shop in his stall anymore.

Grpr...

But the actions of Mr. Iin also did invite a lot of attention.

Ahh. I understand it.

I laughed a little at Nini Anum.

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I had a feeling that my family would come to open together at home. My body still finds it hard to accept them. It takes a long time to forgive.

As a child, I was always looking for friends. I prefer to be friends with friendly friends. A bunch. Than smart but naughty.

Already so the flesh blood of this body will always avoid against people who yaa. arguably if you associate will be contagious with their nature. I am the victim -_-

I enveloped my body with an aura of rejection so that their auras could not touch me. Disgust tau. hahaha..

And then that day came, they really came.

Reason time.

"Sholat" says

Yaa~ after breaking I do not directly eat but want to pray first. I had bought my own drinks this afternoon, not wanting to taste their food and drink. Haha..

On the way I remembered that my intentions were wrong. Should have intended to worship is no reason to run away.

Uahho..

I repeat my intention.

After the Ba'da maghrib prayer day is still raining, I am very grateful to be able to stay a little long here.

I actually know what I'm doing is wrong. But how else, I'm not as strong as great people who are able to accept pain in order to maintain relationships.

Only a certain determination can make them survive. That determination I still can't reach. Too tall..

The rain is a little bit off. I'd better go home and enjoy my drink.

Arriving at home. I just enjoy my drink. Not eating with them.

I was a little surprised by Yudhi's sister who was different than usual, as if to demean me.

How can ya?

What the hell's been going on?

Hahh~

I thought Brother was different, apparently just like them.

There is no reason to keep in touch, if I continue, there will only be conflict and feelings of dislike, contempt for each other.

I'm gonna stay away.

Whither?

Oh, obviously, I want to go to a place of worship.

There's more adem.

The money for the hired priest I've brought.

My problem with them was so hard to solve, it took so long that it completely destroyed their vices. Before that arrived my body would have a hard time accepting their presence.

Pretending to be familiar when in fact stabbing. People like them want to subdue me?

Why naive..

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The biggest mistake when we forget something important to take care of...