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On the Sunday night of my uncle's death I went to the cafe with Abdi and Aldi, if you guys find it strange why I have to go have fun while the others are sad, I also feel that the reason is because I have promised my friend, on the other hand I can not go there because of the place is far away. I also feel sad about myself. This time I petrified Abdi playing Dota 2 to complete his mission because he last played out during the match his dota account in Abadon and was given a penalty. I think the three of you might be able to finish it quickly. The punishment is to have to play Single Draft mode where we can not choose character hero according to our choice in other words random but in that mode will come out 3 kinds of heroes namely Agility, Intelligence and Strength of the 3 heroes are only selected one that can be used, honestly very difficult if it comes out a hero that is not our career.


We played twice but never won and Aldi said we have to play one more time. But the third time we lost again, actually that night I was dizzy thinking about my uncle would not focus on playing. Then someone among us spoke that every punishment in the dota must win must not lose, at first I realized that it had to be won other than that it was late at night I had to go home, finally I came home with pain, annoyance does exist.


“i never thought winning could make me cool, or losing would make me uncool.


But giving up before trying that's what not cool”             


That is the status of Abdi on the next day whether it leads to who but there is a small possibility. If you remember I also thought so but the words are somewhat different, he said, if I “make what win or lose anyway this is just a game to have fun” that's how the pearl said came out when I was angry with Daniel.


A little past when I was in 5th grade Elementary where when we went to class, I came to Abdi's house to ask him to pray, I was surprised by Abdi's mother, Abdi,he said “because you are an orphan so go to class” means because I am an orphan I was in the class even though at that time my grades were very bad, that's what I understand I know he's angry so I didn't reply to him but those words I've always remembered until now were like a strange buzzing again I didn't care about ridicule people. Maybe that's one of the proofs of why I hate what parents ever hurt my mom I won't forgive. 


Because my grudges are more sensitive to the words of people like asking my mother where and the questions or opinions about my family, I am angry, upset I should keep their mouths shut, he said, but I'm too good with people .. disgusting huh??


But the good things will always be there, I think only Abdi friends who can make me laugh widely, others have also been but more often make me carefree is Abdi friend from my childhood until now.


 Forever will not always be bad ..