Monster Labile

Monster Labile
Judge



Drizzle the day I walk towards my workplace. Trying to cover my head with a hood jacket that is, not fit. It's my second month of apprenticeship and entering the final day. It feels so slow. At the intersection of the road to work I saw Pam-pam, actually a parent, already had a child. His body is low than mine, fat but not too fat. He stopped and looked at me. Oh come on don't make me catch up with you. I finally walked with him. My character in this workplace is plain, diligent work just not present and rather quiet.


"Would you have a crunch?" Ask him about my health


"


Ah good enough already" I replied rather meaningfully


After the conversation we were silent. Waiting for who will talk next. I don't like this the most, especially the parents. Maybe I'm an introvert.


"Uhhh cold" tried to talk


No one spoke until they finally got to the workshop. In my heart I was relieved to get out of a pinching state like that.


At work I was often in bully well indeed because of my strange behavior. I tried to hold him off with an innocent character. For example, if they fooled me, I just kept quiet and did not need to respond too much.


The experience I had worked with Mr. Rahimi he told me to wake Pam-pam when the break was over, I woke her up. Pam said "ihh." half conscious but she knew I was waking her up. Entering the two o'clock half Pam-pam advises me well like a normal conversation if you don't wake me up again. I just say yes, I still don't know if I'm being bullied and I realize when Mr. Rahimi talks to om Pam that .yes that's how it is. I'm not looking


they, I pretend I don't listen.


Regarding Mr. Rahimi actually he was a bit angry with me, when the first apprentice of several weeks I and other employees wanted to lift a raw rubber cutting machine, unfortunately my small hand was very difficult. If the comparison is with the employee arm that helps me power her 1:3, I'm part one. Similar to a girl's arm. We had a hard time and asked for help with Mr. Rahimi who was at work, was very upset with him, and told me "******" hahaha I forgot, for sure he was upset. And mid-month fasting too, this experience requires extra patience. At that time we wanted a meeting at the workshop office, we entered but there was still nothing in the storage of goods that we often use to pray. I also took it easy while turning the office chair, then upset Mr. Rahimi and he said "selfish little can not" he said. Once upon a time I tried not to think about it at this moment. I immediately entered super was was mode.


I try to get away from people and think hard. On the road, while driving, while playing games, taking a shower. I was thinking why he could say so old age what a narrow thought, judge that person had his own child.I was playing an innocent role.hmm at home if cooking really can not.. hmm .. hmm. judge.. judge ..


thinking of things like this is my habit..


don't grudge.


"Oh I know!!!"


Why is he this attitude about karma, said the usual person. I used to judge people like snooping and not want to talk until the person admitted his mistake. Yes, I do do it often. As a hard thinker like me. If you guess I mean wrong because he cares? .. no way. where there are people who care about me. Well that was the most reasonable answer.. okay, I'm gonna modify my character a little bit. A week later my innocent character arghh was too attached, yaudah aja whatever. But he came while I was cleaning the forklift machine, most want to judge the cave again. But he was good to me. Oh I know .. I know what you mean. mumpung want more suggest. My mind clashed with my heart.


"Bro clean the one in the gap is not?" the aura of cmiww is full of intent


"Oh already.." a flat expression yet clashing in the heart


"Well, it's not here yet" kind of surprised


I went to the side of the machine he was facing.


"Well yes, emm" I said rather guilty.


He also went to the workshop. I laughed hahaha want to apologize eh no so because look at the fault of cave hahahaha.laugh me in heart, and I forgot that I was fasting.


"Uhhh when I clean up again it's afternoon anyway. uhh"