Monster Labile

Self-Esteem

It's not that I don't want to work. Of course I want to work. But for now I still can't. There are several reasons that keep me from doing it. Before explaining my reasons for not being able to work I would like to ask

Why work so much in question?

Until I'm sick of hearing a sentence in which a word works. I became sensitive and tried to stay away from people who tried to coerce me. Just a little bit of his movements look like I'm going to stay away.

I intend to explain my reasons not to change people's thoughts about me, nor to change people to do the same as me.

Including from the part of the story of the Monster Labil because it has not been able to work is a labile symptom.

My family needs are fulfilled, even more.

Is that what makes my mind stiff if work is not important for now?

Not particularly.

If I find a question of identity, I will first look for an answer in my mind. Then look for other answers from various points of view and conclude them according to logic and scientific foundation.

Working for me is a job that has a lot of responsibility. Even though the job was only as a stonecutter I still considered the job to have great value.

I've gained a new view of Beater's ability to 

assess a person's personality from his work. Not looking at the results but how sincerely he tried.

Someone inspired me.

His job was not much but seeing him still smile sincerely when joking with his friend fascinated me. Sweat and dirty clothes as a sign that he has worked hard.

Cool..

Yes, it was an expression of admiration from my deepest heart.

I am a hard worker again. Cool abis dah.

Want like?

of course I would but I have done the same as well. The difference I have with him is probably just the purpose. Purpose to work.

I want a more realistic goal. Working only to raise money is less on target. This is a small reason. I knew that someday I would need money for all sorts of things. Like I said, realistic goals. The future no one knows.

Sounds ridiculous, my little reason. Yes it looks like it. But it's been discovered what's the cause if a small reason alone makes me look ridiculous. For most people a small thing like a clearly real goal is often overlooked. Randomly placing a goal is a sign of rudimentary identity. Small things, let alone big things.

What I mean is Labil..

A person who is shackled by an unstable personality tends to be confused in choosing choices. Indeed, I have got my identity and my main goal at this time is

"Perfecting my character"

Getting the identity is not necessarily perfecting one's character. There are many other parts I need to find and put together.

Sub personality is not fully known. Emotions that sometimes soar and easily drown in sadness. There are so many things I want to learn about myself. There must be a cause.

For example, I work while completing my part, studying it and doing experiments.

What will happen around me?

The stability of a person can make the surrounding feel the impact of the stability.

There have been many expression responses from various people I have met.

Someone is confused. Angrier. Realised. Come feel sad. Cheerful when with me. Fall in love. Humiliate me and others.

Not many friends want to stay with me.

Well what if my labile impact makes my coworkers or around me feel it.

This is my most serious problem and the real reason why I can't work for now. In addition, my energy is not as strong as men in general. The power of the Beater is the body's reserve energy. Maximizing it means being able to use it well. For example, I overuse it means there is no more energy for the body's defense. Decreased immune system. Disease is easy to get in. 

That's why I'm often sick.

I also know that there are many out there who work a little with energy. Like selling. 

I tried again to drop the advice because I wanted to learn a lot of things. Just studying is still a lot wrong when my name is Hafidz, supposedly a memorizer of the Qur'an.

These are the reasons that keep circling my brain.

I once read if someone is over 25 years old whose daily life is only filled for old fun later will complain a lot. Teenagers should be filled to learn.

That's absolutely right. I can feel it.

Getting everything at the same time is impossible.

What will be regretted later will not be repeated..

There are a lot of simulations that I have done to find a solution. The only two obstacles are no support and a lot of intimidation that makes it down. I was given the freedom to do anything. But this heart does not want to make others disappointed in what I do.

What my mother gave me I will repay you later, now and until the end of my life.

The only important point lies with my mother. If my mother had reprimanded me for work then I would. I like to be given orders, but well and correctly. Not a slave or a personality disease. Being ruled by someone who is obviously good at his personality or being directed by him could have been me doing. 

Positionally.

A good character above me can be an inspiration and motivation for me. But not everyone has the perfect character..

I am afraid to make mistakes with others. Fear disappointment. This is a quote from Zheill.

What I should do with my decision is my own responsibility.

For now I have decided to perfect my character and study the science of religion a lot.

The decisive situation that will definitely move my body to slam bones when later if my grandmother. I am also tied to my home. Many obstacles arise from others.

That doesn't mean I'm not free. True also the other reason I am in this house because I want to change the people in it.

Too many reasons. 

Uhhh!!

The Hapis want to learn to read the Quran and change family members, Zheill wants to perfect the character and Beater wants to be alone do not want to do wrong with others.

Ahhhhh!!! the labillll..

The chosen path is not always the same as our mind. Trials always come when we are off guard. It is important that we are always ready and become strong individuals.

I intend for now to strive to perfect my character and learn the basics of mutational abilities in order to survive the trials that will come upon me.

Enchanter Effects!

It's not about the witch.

Enchant means enchanting, right?

then "-er" is haha

So the real meaning is someone who dazzles wkwkwkwkw..

The charm is always confident and the innate is excited.

The combination of my two characters Hapis and Beater became the Ulululu~ Enchanter