Monster Labile

Monster Labile
Sorry I'm Different



As time went on I began to change my attitude and principles. I began to show a striking difference in terms of my thinking, which when combined with other things will make something new, something different of course. Some of my friends already realized that I had gone too far. I know a friend of mine who thinks I've gone too far now is Nisa. Though Nisa and I are good friends even more to me, she is also the one who often loves important information for me and also when there is a task or repetition we often study together, he said, but what often happens over time does not learn also because we joke. Sometimes I also confide in what I have experienced to him, yes I consider him more than a friend. And that's why I threw it away as a friend. I know that my decision sounds crazy, but if you understand my situation, you will do this as well. I knew because of my familiarity with her, made her look at me radiantly, and through boundaries, I thought so. Now to stay away from the non-essential and also throw away a promise I made with her. I have to stay away from her and become a stranger in her sight. I'm doing this for my own good and for her, too, I can't make a decision if nothing makes me this way.


The problems that come because of me, because I am weak and I will turn it now into a good thing.


*Sms sign in*you, yes you, you changed..


I knew he was very confused, because one of his friends had no news at all and did not leave a final message. But he needs to be sensitive to me so he knows what to do. I remember when I was on the street wanting to go to the library he suddenly passed by with his friend and his friend stopped me. I pretended not to hear it and continued walking to the library. The habit of women if again exposed to the problem must confide in a friend who he thinks can be trusted, said Ms. Leni is good for health. Indeed there is a point too, but can to see the other side, I think the contents of the heart to someone, will only make the person believe what is expressed. Have you ever thought that the curses would only make a perverted understanding of this I have experienced, so when I confided in my friend, I felt something was wrong. Maybe this is because my thinking is too much different, to the point that I consider the curses like a whisper of the devil. There's a part to incite.


When I went down the stairs, I fell silent because someone was blocking my way but I was also silent until the person who was blocking it realized that I wanted to pass. When he came to his senses and opened the way, I put on a consongous gaze and passed in front of them without speaking a word, then the person who was in the way said "smile little napa.." stopped me, I just kept quiet and kept going. Well now I arguably lack a smile to others, not like the old cheap smile. Even though I looked good in class, I was actually getting ready, I was also looking for a way to express this change and change the situation around me. But I was also urged by the graduation exam, I had to concentrate the two together, I knew it was very difficult, but the strong name was definitely tireless..


Finally the ugliness of this world began to be revealed, who would have thought that the beauty of this world is just an abyss to death, if only one person who fights this world would not be able to, he said, if only trapped in the motions alone will not be able to change anything, and if only yourself can not be controlled will not be able to achieve a good future. As you read this, I am not the kind of thing that unfolds here depending on the situation but every incident I experience now is a reality.