Monster Labile

Counterattack

Sip I have memorized the wirid before dawn prayers. I was intentionally faster than the priest was violated so that I could and on time to get there. Just before iqomah. Honestly, I'm still afraid to hold the mic and want adhan and iqomah. Looking to the past.

When I was in 7th grade Junior High, I was silly to know nothing so eager to pray in the first saf. When it was time to be told to iqomah. I don't memorize. And more ridiculous I want to do it.

*Ajshjakdvh

Everybody's laughing.

Classmate.

Until the teacher who became the priest announced additional lessons in religious lessons for all students must be memorized and can be adhan.

Sumvah I'm numb.

I still remember that teacher.

Second time experience in the Quran. Ahh same ends. Make-down.

Thank goodness I was ridiculous. Once playing the game with a friend I can forget the bad things that happened to me.

I'm cheerful again.

I want to avoid things that make me moody all day. It's not a challenge, I'm traumatized. Daniel said "you don't memorize the Adhan?". I've memorized it but I want to say it and imagine the reaction of my head people so dizzy, the heart beats fast, shaking and sweating cold. Am I really traumatized?..

I know I don't have to be like this forever. Kasian his father Parid, already adhan, wirid an and became a priest. Very different from me who gets bored quickly.

I have to find a solution. How do you get out of trauma?..

Slowly, no need to rush.

Tomorrow..

I arrived early after the imam. Finish the sunnah prayer before dawn whose reward is very large much greater than this world I told his father Parid let me read his wirid.

Mu-maybe!! you!!!

*I nodded

Yaa~ leave it to me..

*ehem sound check, oyeah baby..

Seriously eyy..

Yep I tried to adjust my voice to sound even though the body felt like going and giving up. This is the best first step right now so I can adjust.

*his father Parid left me out to his house five steps from here.

In my heart happy.

Uwwahhh was very understanding, he knew that I needed to adjust the situation around so he left. There's no one here, and this way I can focus.

I will try that way!!!

To get rid of the nervousness I need to control my body.

Zetsu!

*breath, self-relaxing and-

*huft! hugh!

Oy oy oy if that's how I'll have trouble breathing.

My voice was so messed up with lack of breathing.

Record first. Part hold his breath I rework later.

Wirid finished as well as his prayer.

Ahh I feel more relieved.

I learned that if I can get out of the trauma I need a small step to get started, fight the fear. And also a valuable lesson if I don't need a lot of experience to be able to do it, I just need to know the ins and outs, understand it, unite myself around and do it the best way I know.

After that I slowly escaped my trauma. 

I made it a habit. At least this can ease the burden of his father Parid.eh wait if it is wrong intention later, the purpose of worship is not to lighten the burden. I keep that in my heart.