Monster Labile

Persist

Today I'm going to buy a vehicle that belongs to my cousin, his son, my mother. I was playing Dota at the cafe with Yahya.

Didn't know that I went up to the second floor of the cafe to look for me. Wtf. I feel like a wayward little boy because I rarely go home. I'm having a hard time focusing on Dota.

"can't you wait downstairs?"

So impatient to want to have a new vehicle."not fidz but if you want to save time, you know for yourself right now the thought of how after marriage"

*start to analyze

So yeah. All right, just be patient again.

"i'm waiting downstairs"

"yes"

Grrr. His actions instead invited negative thoughts about me to other children. It should be through a message that can tell me. So distracting..

Okay focus again. No need to take care of others.

"Yes I'm coming home with my kaka"

"okay"        

I went down first and then went straight with my kaka.

On my mind trip a little annoying. Yes, obviously how to be calm because soon I will meet people I do not like - oh more precisely that makes me not like. Considering the road to his house alone has made me down let alone get there. I want to avoid. Yes, I should have avoided. But I forgot. I'm too focused for today to play with Yahya. I forgot to think about what was going to happen.

Huh~

In front of our house we arrived. Looky. I should be happy to be here like I used to be. But this time my view changed because it was just a trivial matter, which is that I did not work.

Nope..

Even if I work, they will keep me down. Insinuate me from behind. What they want from me is back to themselves. The habit of indulging in the lust of speech has a bad impact on yourself.

It is difficult to refrain from talking about the disgrace of others.

Here I tell you about them to be a lesson. Speak only for useful things, even better if it involves our Lord. Useful speech brings a good personality. For example, if someone forces you to talk, try to respond politely and give a short and clear answer.

Good, try to be in that position.

In order to make up for your shortcomings, you must remain dependent on your God.

Second try to hold back the anger because the rewards are great but do not let the intention just to get better but we return it to who created us. If you forget yourself with Who Created us it means also arrogant right. Try if we intend all our activities only for God then the other we can get without the need to try hard again. That way we can "know ourselves" who we are. Automatic pride in others will also disappear from us.

This is a test I know.

*Sighs

My body is starting to feel bad. Trying to keep the Enchanter effect from faltering.

Nyehhh. who appeared first even her husband anyway.

Why is my response like that? is he much more troublesome?

Yes so. His bad habits are much worse. I can imagine her being unhappy when she sees me.

Eh? I guess it's not just me.

Um..

maybe more fatigue after bending.

"his mother at home went to the back"

Me and my kaka just go straight down to the back of the store.

"assalamualaikum" I say hello.

That me? my voice is slow. It feels stuck in the throat. Maybe it's more of a feeling of not wanting it. So my body's response tried to hide itself not to be a concern. "get in. sit in a chair, pick up the key and letters first"

Sitting in a chair? face-to-face? ah mending is sitting on the floor. The reason for playing with my cat was sitting on the floor.

After taking the vehicle, my acil and kaka talked about the vehicle. Yes about any shortcomings or advantages. Not much either and I'd rather be quiet not to interfere with the conversation as usual. At least that's about cats. Haha why is that?

Yes, because I like to talk about the likes of each example about cats, so it can trigger a sense of pleasure to divert the mind to not think negatively. Yep is just for me. I don't like the gloomy atmosphere.

"yes, it's a little slow to come here because of waiting for him to play the cafe" I'm talking about me

"iyaa.." replied in a slightly high tone and sounded like he understood the situation.

Ka, silly of you. You know that acil most do not like me to cafe and even discuss it near me.

Is this the intention of dropping? Not very callous.

I know he's happy so just to melt the atmosphere. Don't be so Fidz. Who said I would do the same to someone who had a problem. I've learned from the Regret episode and trained her up until now. The ability to read other people's minds makes it easier for me to work on them.

Patience..      

The one who reports my activities here to my mother must be my Kaka and my Acil. The reported activities are certainly my bad habits, according to them.

Ah when compared to the good activities of about 7:3 or it could be 9:1, see the conjecture from the way they look at me.

I was surprised what to respond when my mother admonished me not to play at the cafe anymore. The amazing part is not where my mom knows from but my mom's reprimand doesn't support her mood, ah, obviously my mom just wants to do what she wants. My response? nodding understands the situation is not a reprimand. Yes my main purpose to the cafe just play dota doang even then if there is free time. If you want to reveal what the good side of playing Dota is, I will only feel guilty. The intention of indulging advantages including pride especially if only to silence others, so this heart will always be anxious if there is no determination to survive. Fight off?  not but cover the way I think. Some are seen from any side of the money to change the thinking that clearly benefits a little, but with my thinking now I can maximize it more.

Yes so..

In terms of the activities we like we gladly do..