
My life cycle as unemployed does not stand still without increasing. I keep trying to be better, not because of anyone else or family. Sincere only to approach with the Creator. But the test is always on humans. That's why my unstable character appears to change people and of course to change myself. What we really hope may be the answer to only one: peace.
But humans, there are those who prefer to be stupid than smart.
They are unconscious. They live only on instinct. Eat, work, marry, have children, have fun and keep repeating. An important missing part of such a cycle is the desire to keep learning. What luck? fortunately, it must be to get much better results from the new test that will befall. Life will be chaotic if we do not get the solution of a new test because of the consequences of our lack of knowledge.
In the meantime I want to try to control my labile more and learn a lot. If indeed I am ready, it will surely come to plunge into the wider world.
Yes I believe..
This afternoon I was ready to exercise by cycling around the village. Somehow these days my heart is calmer than usual. Could there be a new problem haha. Usually the cycle is. There is a quiet time and then trouble will come. Ah let..
Not far from home, I was pedaling a bicycle suddenly in front of where his mother Meli or Acil Inyah gasoline sales stopped me. I asked what's up.
He said "do you want to work fidz?. There are job openings in Hasbunallah"
"emm..what's his job there or so what?.." geez.
"so OB, replace the Hendra who quit.."
Who's Hendra?
"want you? if you want, I'll tell Bani. His work sweeps, mopping the floor and helping other affairs"
Hmm. how is it..
Think about fidz again, wait until when waiting for the right opportunity.
"try to go first, if you can't talk about it well.."
Also true. I do think this kind of world is not as important as my view of money. Work does not mean making choices that cannot be re-attested. If you can't choose again.
On the other hand, I think I've had a lot of experience in dealing with this labile impact to people around me. Just focus on work and be a loner but be neutral who is ready to help others.
My body is not good. It felt like someone wanted to stop me from moving on.
Reject it!
But I want to keep going to get better. Work intention as training.
"alright, I want to"
Tomorrow I'll drop off his proposal.
Unfortunately, tomorrow afternoon news has a candidate who also wants to apply said acil Inyah. Ahh I'm late. There is disappointment but there is also pleasure.
I am stuck in my comfort zone so happy. Hedehh. I don't think my chance is yet to come.
"go for a walk" I bike around the village again.
Get home. My sister surprised me.
He said Acil Inyah came here.
"wrong?.."
I also went out of the house and went to Acil Inyah's place.
Maybe it's good news for a handful of unemployed that Acil Inyah misheard and I still have hope of getting a job. Then I and Acil Inyah came to Bani's place. Apparently his son was Gafur's father. Si Gafur is Bani's brother.
"lumayan loh fidz gajihnya 1.25 million"
Haha, that's not what I'm after if I want to get better..
After driving me to where Bani acil Inyah went to leave us both.
I talked a lot with Bani. Like his job and everything else.
"it's better tomorrow, the sooner the better and I'll just go there, if pian (your name is for an older person) who takes my application is the same as I have no intention in the eyes of receiving my application" I said. Well, I could have said that.
We exchanged phone numbers.
"okay, tomorrow around 10 I'm waiting at Hasbunallah High School?"
The night I did not have time to write a proposal even tomorrow I tapped the writing and came there not to shower. Messy ehh.
I was confused to go to the location of High School but finally met too. Shortly stop Bani also invited me directly to the Foundation. Direct!
Interviewed directly!
I answered as much as I could and had to laugh at my career.
"continue during this unemployment you do anything?." said Ms. Raudah or Saudah, uhh sorry my hearing is a bit bad.
"help at home and about money, my mother searched by working with Mr. Iin as a secretary"
"keep you?.."
"yes it's just at home threesome.ulun just help" if I say I'm learning where maybe ordinary people can understand what I mean by studying.
I continue to pass this test
"ahh ulun is also active in the violin, every morning open the breach and adhan.."
"so gf??.."
"emm no, just for the job"
"not paid??"
"chosen up, ma'am." Oh my goodness.
Finally, Ma Saudah stopped asking me.
"hemm that's it.."
Keep coming Rifki sir as the second stage of this interview.
*ugh
Meanwhile, Mr. Bani just sat on the chair on my left. Uahh as if just helped, but I did not expect it. Want to evict time, right??
After the interview I was told to write a few forms and then completely finished and went home to wait for the results.
Next day.
I'm waiting for the cold heat. Still hoping not to pass but also hoping to advance, yepp ultimatum labil.
A day waiting until the afternoon there was no call or news. I hope to Allah if it is my destiny to work there then input but if it is not a good thing to work there then it is not acceptable for the servant.
Long wait. Still no calls or news.
"it seems not to be accepted"
*drett drett
From mr. Bani.
"why isn't your phone turned on"
I'll reply to Mr. Bani's message
"i've been active all day, why? any news?"
"last noon Rifki called you but didn't connect"
"ehh, even though my phone is really active all day, I swear" until the cold heat awaits news.
"haha, said Mr. Rifki coming to school in the 10s tomorrow"
"okay alright"
What does it mean that I'm accepted????