Monster Labile

Dark Cloak

Hem what if I plunge into the darkness I mean act deviant, not impossible. I always discuss this in my head how and what if I am not what I imagined, actually I want something so I do recklessly like this but before if I do something I must think about the risk, like this and this. But my decision is absolute I will do it when I want to. so that I can set my goal correctly , before I fall I will make sure that I have to remember my main goal. And that's how I promised myself .. when do I not remember?

I was lost ..

At school on the second Tryout, I was sitting in my seat looking out the window, I felt a lot of complicated things in my life like the first time I enrolled in this High School, for people who only know the pleasure he will feel his life is fast “ah does not feel like pass” so .. I also time SMP also so. I blinked my eyes and focused on the familiar object of a tree, just a little different, “tak alien” said this time I showed it to the tree because I often saw it in my head, and only this time I saw the real .. the leaves are green and numerous, somewhat curled in the shape of the tree, and look fresh after the rain.

“fidz did you learn?” nanya to me, then I answer “enggak” while feeling relaxed, that's how I .. it is enough I do not intend to learn that is the expression of my heart even though forced this heart can no longer echo like there is a chunk of ice covering it.

Back in the room this time is an English lesson, I don't know if I can still calm down like that, start the tryout .. intermittent one hour, hup almost finished thank God I kind of speak English, I can do it, then I was surprised to hear a voice that was unfamiliar to me, he .a friend who didn't care about me wanted an answer with me, I turned back and understood the signal, he said, so I also do not care about the same lesson, then I give my answer .. until he is satisfied.

When I rushed home he came up to me and explained why he couldn't give me the answer .. the matter of time and already anyone wanting to ask for the answer was the factor why he acted so, I knew him and thought that I was just a burden to him but why did he put his hope on me because I was good at English, that man sometimes acted illogically, there is no right key to escape from it even so as me I still forgive him based on the experience I have learned so far .. if I act illogically it means I'll hate him.