Monster Labile

Mysterious Feelings

This afternoon the weather is cloudy..

Preparation is complete. I opened the door of the house and took my foot to the Judge's house.

In front of Abdi's shop I was greeted by his mother. He said today there was no study at Ahmad's teacher. I replied "emm. ulun was going to Bitin, Lake Master".

Abdi's mother understood immediately.

The last few weeks I suddenly stopped attending Ahmad's teacher's studies. The reason is that I haven't been able to improve my Tasawuf science. If the knowledge of Tauhidul Ap'al I can understand and gradually practice it. Then if I want to go up again I have to really throw away my bad side, the liver disease that is in me.

Lazy*ugh

Fast bored*ugh

Envy, ria, vindictive and more. If I FEEL it means really. Another reason, somehow I'm like a face-seeking person. So I better postpone the science lesson Tasawufnya. There's still so much I need to find while I'm young I don't want to waste that opportunity.

Arrive at the Judge's house. We wait for the Gafur neighbor the Judge who diligently went to Master's studies. The reason we were waiting for Gafur was because we wanted to take someone else's transportation. The Gafur who has been waiting here often must have known him a lot. For years, certainly never climbed from one of the cars that aim the same to participate in Teacher studies.

Yep. only this time I took part in the Sunday evening study of the Teacher who was in Bitin. The place is far away. I who do not really like the streets feel very tired traveling far. I was drunk on travel. The smell of the same fragrance as in the car has made me nauseous.

*hoek

Heavy resistance.

But I had to fill an empty study schedule. If not, then the bonus combo hit is lost.

Hope the pickup car will come over me or us. If I ride in a pickup car I'm not drunk. Maybe because of the fresh air I can breathe freely. Do not get anymore if you get a narrow car like a deer last year. Five people lined up in the back of the car. Gafur's candy runs out and he even joked to tell me to chew the coin.

Forgive me. don't want to repeat the cake incident.

This time my condition was also unhealthy. If I get a closed car I don't come. Sillier.

It's 5 o'clock. Judge and I sat in the car in front of her house. Long also waiting for riders who want to give a ride. Every time a gazelle car passed by because it was full of grateful caves!

I saw the Judge moving his left arm like he was lifting a barbell, pegel, right?

while on his feet a lot of wounds and his skin also blackened like a sunbathing all day.

"out of spanking, huh?" I spontaneously asked him.

"uh! how could you know?" Judge surprised.

The only answer to why his body can cake is definitely menyawah. He used to say spanking himself so I thought that was the answer.

*cittt!

A pickup truck stops across the street.

Yes!!! I screamed in my heart.

Haha.for the first time this might be a bonus of convenience for me.

>>MONSTER LABIL<<

It has been quite a long journey until we meet the smooth road of the driver directly tancap gas!

Very crazy. Feel the taxi ride the difference the wind can be felt.

*brr

Other riders were only raced. Just bend I hold the side of the car so as not to be thrown -___-

Uhh. kang.. for example, want a collision I can not reflex avoid. For example yes yes yes.

The further the journey, the more areas that have been passed.

*ughh

Again and again..

Cold, lonely, dark cloudy clouds, images of certain places and the emergence of memories I have never remembered.

Difficult explain. But if I guess it because I don't know for sure, this feeling of loneliness, longing, can sometimes be as painful as heartbreak.

Remembrance.

If it gets deeper, there will be memories that I have never experienced and encountered.

A memory of a very familiar place.

Another case of javu? I don't know because of all the places that pop up in my head I've never met.

In front of an ordinary house made of ulin.

In the middle of the cold trees.

Wet tree branches after rain. Much more.

A picture of a certain place.

In addition to the memory appears to see a certain image can trigger the emergence of this feeling.

Hp wallpaper from the theme that I downloaded in old age SD first.

Black and white wallpaper at midnight, crescent moon and one house.

Blue Moon Light scenery theme on the beach rocks.

Wallpaper someone standing looking at the sky cloudy to brown-brown in the barren land of the earth.

A beautiful garden filled with rain.

All the messages from the picture of the place lead to feelings

solitude.. longing.. broken heart?..

It's a mess like a different story.

How mysterious. I can't solve this case yet.

Is this feeling what will happen in the future or have I experienced as a child?

Did the meal I ate come from someone who died so as to bring memory to me?

Or from the memories of my parents? my grandmother and grandfather?

I tried to put it all together and look for patterns that would lead me to the real answer.

But my efforts are still the same as before.

Vain..

Riddle level impossible.

If true, this feeling will happen to me in the future..

What kind of situation will I face?

Hapis: cutted girlfriend? keep raining and elohim under a tree near a house made of ulin?

Zheill: a pretty detailed explanation but does not make sense because we are not dating.

Lapis: emm.. means that you have been stabbed?

Ngaco..

Mystery is still mystery..