
There's one thing I know about myself..
One thing I should be aware of when close to the crowd especially with women. Not too confident anyway, I myself do not believe if I can be popular because of my Hapis aura. The reason is based on many experiences so I know the ins and outs of even what will happen after. I made sure of that. So that's the reason why I should be vigilant or not get close to the students in this school. Again, not too confident, but it is. Want like anything to brush off the reason 😒😒
Someone will like me..
I woke up being called by someone. A student woke me up and gave me money.
What money is this? My speech
Apparently a wealthy man was sharing sustenance for students and others. But why should I? I just came in. Simply what we think is the answer.
"Thank you a lot.."
It has been delivered but I don't even want to find out who the person who gives, yes that's my nature, concerned with money my attitude is always ordinary. Maybe because of my good life.
I can't, I should be good at being grateful.
And the result of being grateful is getting more sustenance.
Justright. I got another meat coupon.
From boarding school meat coupons for all teachers and High School employees. Just entered work already got windfall. Ustadz Ma'mun said "whichever other thing you want to deny." The meaning of the verse that is often repeated is given by Ar-Rahman. I swear if I'm alone no one wants to cry.
I learned another valuable lesson..
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A place for self-training..
Is correct..
I work here to train myself, to grow faster and to strengthen my faith.
Like a teapot is a teacher and the cup that is ready to pour is a student. Teachers must be respectful and intelligent so that their knowledge is right on target. And a disciple must also expound the mind, be civilized with the teacher.
I also improved my learning ability so that from one experience can produce more than one lesson even up to dozens of lessons.
Zheill's new ability "Multiply"
In other words starting from the episode this time the character Zheill will be the main character..
Being close to a crowd will be very difficult for me. I had to be conscious so as not to make a fatal mistake. Take care of yourself for the best solution. Don't think of others as friends because my unstable character can come out on guard. Do not let others be affected by my unstable character or I myself will be troubled.
Tuck awareness when I get carried away. The password is..
"focus fidz.."
Once spoken in the heart will be directly connected to selected memories such as activating defense, calming down and maintaining behavior or can also remember God swt.
Sometimes different situations come.
"that's a bigger salary than me." said Ms. Enny.
I don't know if my work is still not good or if other things that make it can say like that. Close your eyes on people you just know, focus on yourself.
Therefore the ability to reminders this time is very good.
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All students gather in class 12 IPS to socialize including teachers. I want to avoid but I can't. I had to join in. I was too late so I sat at the entrance. On my left is Ma Aya.
Emm 😐 does not taste very good.I feel being noticed by students.
This time, socialization about TB disease. One of the njai teachers here is affected by the disease and is being treated. Therefore the socialization of the puskesmas this time aims to get to know the disease and certainly for the anticipation of transmission.
I was inspired again about how great the body is to develop.
Recalling what my grandmother had experienced. My grandmother used to be bitten by a cobra.
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yep! snake cobra. Where maybe there are people who will live after being bitten by the snake I mean get the poison into the body. Miraculously my grandmother lived.
My grandmother said it felt after being bitten by a cobra a blurry direct view on the way home to the hospital and a few days sick. The pain is incredible my grandmother said on the day of illness. A kind of resistance reaction in the body.
The difference between humans today and the past lies in food, the condition of the earth and also its activities. To be able to pursue this difference is only one way.
That is..
Strong will or desire..
Beyond boundaries..