Monster Labile

Process

IPA Class 3..

Oh here, look at how horrible this class is, I entered the class and just a few steps, someone has been looking at me with a horrible look. It was as if I wanted to disarm me, but I kept stepping up and sitting in a corner by myself..no guy friends!! Just me!! How cruel is this world.. When I fantasized again, I was surprised, because someone was bullying me from a distance, who was he? I don't know? No one to talk to. If there is, talk what try.

When the teacher came in, the others were looking for a seat, and sat a man beside me because he felt so sorry for me, his name was Ahmadi. But I just keep quiet and don't want to talk, biology is my favorite subject because it's easy to memorize because of the many pictures. The teacher was different, this time the teacher was very quick to explain the material, but I was still able to catch him even though the others were at a protest. Long time with new friends finally I can blend even though not completely. The difference between the former class and the present one is far..

When I sat alone, I was surprised by the girl sitting next to me, who was she? But I know his name? These girls are very smart and always rank one. He also said he was from the same Junior High School from me, only that he accelerated. I'm really nervous, if he knew my true identity when Junior High, was it a cave thug? No, but this time I was really nervous, because the first girl who dared to sit next to me. While studying, I became very confused, 1+1 time I do not know? I was not happy because of his presence.

A few days later we went to multimedia to learn ICT, quite far the journey did not forget we bought candy for supplies, when I immediately targeted my favorite seat that had his desk but not in front. The lesson lasted for 2 AD or the equivalent of our hunger. When I couldn't see the screen because my friend was protecting the screen, I stood up and accidentally saw the girl's notebook, the girl was well, well that's Salicia, apparently he is a fan of sword art online, but why should Salicia, why not Kirito or Asuna? Get lost uh I don't know.

I have an idea!

I just shot the monster gleam eyes, along with the hit point above, then I handed the picture to him, but he didn't understand what I meant, maybe my picture even equaled genderowo, uhh..

When I asked the teacher, I heard someone call me. Apparently she was, but she instead showed me something, I knew her and smiled, it was one of Annie's moves, I smiled because she had a hard time showing it because of her skirt, haha . . . Don't think negatively.

The more I like him, maybe because he's smart and something, something that makes guys enchanted. But there was something to sacrifice, one of my friends liked me too but I pretended to be insensitive even though my friends were on my code-in when I talked to him. I started wanting a serious relationship, at first I wanted to keep it but because the whisper of the devil was leaked. Surely this is not the first time I fall in love, moments like this do I need to learn, because what? Because I want to know if I can find the answer to the meaning of love, like the song Ada Band..

this is the paradise of love that many people ask, or just a dream that never ends..

Is it true that dreams or love are blind? Hem scram uh I don't know keep it as time goes by.

A special chocolate from me for her, which I deliberately made into her bag without her knowledge, was apparently a success. I've been making him cheer up all day. He's glad I'm happy too. But as time goes on, I get bored, bored? why could that be?. My PDKT stopped when I was angry with him, why should I be angry? It was all as if it had stopped, there was no communication and I thought that his friend was also hating me, but I was just talking to one of my friends who I thought I could trust because I was drowned by the mistake of talking about him in the back. Either he or the guy who bumped up our conversation. Since then I started not to believe in all my friends, whoever he is, it is better to be alone than to vent, as if not confident alone. A few months later we did it, but didn't expect more. I started to know the blog from one of my friends, the post was very interesting but cool, yes that made me want to make a blog, to the point that all my friends in class, I asked, I asked, do you have a blog? And I asked him? But he did not respond to it, then I asked Amal, until Amal home continued the story and I know the story all, about what he experienced after I met him from behind. As a guy, I was so confused, I had to make a quick decision, but I haven't decided yet. If I bring him up again, will he get angry? Or if I repay him by being his loyal partner or just shut up and hold him? I got into a dilemma, apparently I'm a very cruel human being, because I know how it feels behind my mother's story. I'm confused! But do I have a breakeven principle? And it must be done, but still I am confused even though I am quite a strategist in the game, I can make sure later everything does not run smoothly, the situation could change suddenly. Day after day I pass without any response but I want all of it not to be revealed. I still remember when he used me PHP, that was the reality of part of me. I don't have the raw form of my character yet because I'm still in the process, I'm sorry, but an apology doesn't quite remove the wound in his heart. I'm so confused, I've never felt this bad. Because of this experience I was deterred to like or near someone, there have been many feelings of women I play, this is all because of love. But the responsibility has to be done, I try to fix everything I want to make him happy, but just friends. And I can't ruin someone's friendship just because of my presence. I can no longer see the good side but see the bad side, so that I may fear my faults.

The world will be beautiful in the end . . .