
>>Post this time will discuss about yourself and the Creator<<
I studied religion by attending lectures and watching televised lectures. The study I attended of course what I can reach is the study of Lake Teacher, Ilmi Teacher, Ahmad Teacher and Ahmad Teacher (Jaro). If on TV the speaker can be changed but selective. Free from SARA, politics and other teachings. If my instinct detects something is wrong, I must have stayed away. So far there has not been and so on hopefully. What I mean by TV speakers.
In one week can be more than 3 times the study of different teachers.
Tuesday night Guru Ilmi studied the science of fiqh. Wednesday night Lake Teacher (once 2 weeks) lessons can be random. Saturday night Guru Ahmad lessons only a few minutes (many practice) and Sunday night Guru Ahmad(Jaro) studied Tasawuf science.
Hit the Bonus Combo!
I don't know why I can go straight to the Tasawwuf science stage even though faith is still weak.
At the beginning of the story I was invited by the priest whose house was near breaking, his father the Parid. He said the study that I often attended was less effective so he suggested we join the study again.
First I refused his invitation because the judge didn't want to. I made sure the judge, I didn't want to either.
Sufism ey! it's a science for people who have a strong foundation. If it falls, it can go crazy.
I refused because I was about to enter a new area and would probably establish a new relationship again, such a thing would be very troublesome for me. I'm a simple man. mop..
My hunch is not to say danger, again I just don't like troublesome things. Yep is just that.
Another opportunity came when Master appeared on TV. I watched it until I was satisfied. Satisfied with his explanation that my mind could accept. Wow. I'm stunned. A beautiful set of words grew my desire to directly listen to it. Sit in his studies. Until I opened the book of Ad-Durrunnafis.
I wonder with myself, how can I accept Sufism at this age with the current level of faith?..
I began to think about UFOs, alien conspiracies, pseudo-science, the mysteries of the universe, the mysteries of the earth, the mysteries of life before humans and others.
Could it?..
Could it be that because I have thought of such things my mind becomes more flexible in accepting each science. Moreover, I have been majoring in IPA so that the basic subjects I have understood.
For example
About nature..
What causes fruit to fall?
How did the galaxy begin?
What would the earth be like if there were no humans?
About community life..
Why should man be the caliph of the earth?
Why should we be kind to others?
And about other knowledge, everything will refer to one point.
About the introduction to the Creator. Adab us to the Creator.
I also realized that this world was created without any defects.
Ever thought, is empty space in space really empty?
Everything is interconnected and makes up each other's stories.
With the understanding I have gained from the sciences I must know myself, who I am.
I was confused how to explain it.
I'm not very good at putting together beautiful words.
Little can I conclude, learning Sufism makes me more grateful, more willing to ask for forgiveness, more willing to praise Him, praise His beauty, praise His power, want to ask for hope, desire, desire, prayer and increasingly wanting faith to increase.
How good is this soul..
unconsciously the tears have broken..
But the truth is that I just knocked on the outer door (your tasawwuf) said the teacher. Not yet entered into real learning.
Uwahh. pantesan people who like caves can understand haha..
But the knowledge I get is very useful for everyday life and dealing with various life problems.
I practice?..
Evidently.. That's called learning.
Do not let self-negotiation plunge you into bad things..