Monster Labile

A Strong Personality

Have you ever experienced an incredible bad mood?

must have, it feels bad, forced to behave well when the heart is hot again. Oh yeah, the first time I got Beater's character when I was in 2nd grade High School, I think it's self-improvement. The name of this character I took from the S.A.O anime when Kirito pretended to be a bad character. At first I also unintentionally used this name, ah not more precisely a nickname.

I consider myself two, Hafidz and Beater. The beater was a dark red, strong (strenght), sturdy, self-concerned only and sided with justice. Beater comes as a combat, the many problems and the absence of support makes this character rise. Guess what the first ability I got from this character, haha where maybe you can answer. The first ability I got from this character was killing intent.

Improvements that should not be needed in the world of learning.

I'm so fucked up that this ability could appear and I've used it a lot, to whom would I use it? first to Ebet when I play the game at the cafe, obviously he panicked to confide in his friends oh not the meaning of friends hanging out. After I scared him I realized "he's scared" how could I?

Second I use it to Via, whose reaction is more or less the same as Ebet. Third to Agus and more. I use them because they're too annoying plus I'm frustrated for a variety of reasons.

Does it scare the opponent? it's not as bad as if I want to give up everything if until your killing intent is unstoppable, who wants to be a delinquent student at school.

Oh yes I also used it to animals, at that time my cat was often attacked by cave cats also just older, naturally every mating season always fight. But my cat this one is still small and innocent even involved, to the point that my cat's waist is scratched by sharp zinc and injured, blood coming out. I'm so mad. At least I won't let her into this house again. I know the habit of my thug cat this one calls Uning so every time he moves I already know what his purpose is because I raised him.

Whenever my neighbor's cat or my own cat is attacked by him (which is clearly a difference in strength) I go after him like a nightmare. Prediction, speed, instinct, skill, I will chase him until he is deterred, this is the result of oppressing the weaker one. Yes, he was also weak, his name was also animal, but somehow my heart was very sick if someone asked for help, the point is that my cat Si Uning only intends to oppress not-umm ah he means that the Uning I who have raised should he not do evil, ya~ even when she was a child I often practiced her instincts and strength. The point is that Si Uning should not be like a snake that preys on frogs, if it happens he must have been thrown away.

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Why do you want to graduate quickly? I wanted to calm myself down, at least getting out of school trouble made me more free to develop and look for something I should be looking for.

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I didn't expect, the more often I used Beater's powers the easier it was for my physique to weaken. I didn't feel it was due to the age factor, obviously due to the excessive use of force. When labor, thought, talent really must be tested. Moreover, I was fasting and had to work hard. Time is the only responsibility that keeps me going. Fatigue, hunger, thirst, headache, pain, heart fatigue and lack of sleep if someone punches the left chest just once maybe I will die or I give up by the pain and fall can be sure I will die, the real death.

Am I scared? not that I wanted to be called, I gave up everything because I thought I was doing the right thing.

A week after the holiday I fell ill every time my heart beat would cause pain like being pricked by a needle, this signifies I have crossed my boundaries. I lied that I had a heart attack, I skipped my internship again.

My family showed off its aura of curry. Even if it wasn't heart disease, I could have died from this pain. I asked my kaka to accompany me for treatment but he did not want the reason for the work when I had put my trust in my kaka but the answer was always, always, and it must be because of my Ushu rule or my father's sister to work seriously, want nya~

I was angry but Beater had crossed the line.I became me with a half-mixed feeling.

I'm driving through a broken road, this is the fastest way to get there. Every time I go through the hole to a minimum so as not to make a vibration but still it hurts. I go to the minister only if I go to the hospital it feels complicated anyways I'm alone and-who cares. I went into the minister's office and asked various questions He said that if he didn't have a heart attack, he didn't know for sure. What the minister did was not work just given painkillers and other drugs. I don't take it, these drugs are suspicious and also minister to it, rascal? I don't know what's clearly suspicious. Finally I just rest at home and stop apprenticeship when people there are interested in the results of my work.

It's a pity that maybe the heavy-duty work isn't right for me..