Monster Labile

Get rid of

Explaining directly what I have done to his father Gafur will only make matters more complicated. His advanced age may have reduced response to the surrounding. The problem is that age has passed 40 years but habits are still bad, changing them will not be easy. So I had to think about what to do to fix things. Just for myself and the others if it can.

Getting rid of bad thinking.

Let's see from the other side why his father Gafur can behave like that?

>Enjoyed..

Maybe because they are too excited. I have also done it and become less responsive to the circumstances around because it is too focused on myself. Included in the learning process.

It's okay if it's old but still the spirit of learning. There is no late word.

Yes, yes, now I understand.

>Help another priest

We can get tired of repetitive activities. Well with a replacement that does everything by itself will facilitate the other. The audience always wants the good ones never to think about their position. Wrong bit nagging.

Uh really..

Understand, understand it.

The next chance I have to fix.

Short story.

Come that opportunity. I agree with this new mindset but still maintain my own way. Doing my own wirid then on the part of the Shahadah I will harden my voice and follow the rhythm of the priest to make it pleasant to hear. My aura has become more cheerful. The aim is to show an attitude of agreement with the priest. Uhh. This is one example of a face search intention. To change the thinking of the priest and others.

Why should I fix the others too?..

Because I was the one who was arrogant first so I will fix it.

But is all this for his good?

Many have gone home first before performing sunnah prayers after magrib to avoid priests who want to do evil. I am also the same.

I don't know..

I spoke to the heart "better I do it myself at home" in a sense I doubt. A moment before turning away I saw the Judge still in place. Hm..

I'm dizzy because this problem makes it difficult for me to worship, ah maybe we. I understand that if I reject someone else outright it means that I am a super arrogant person. Guilt will always be present after making a decision, a decision that I think is right when I never know what the other person's heart is. It becomes self-creating a thousand reasons to get away. Remembering the word of Master if the man really believed he would be hated by 72 people maybe more.

Be detested?

A strange reason for hating him for a reason I think is right.

The mind always wants to reject reality.

Just accept it. okay I'll change this mindset. The ability to see the ugliness of others. If I'm not mistaken, this ability arises because I want to anticipate witches and people who want bad intentions on my mother. Reason Beater exists..

But now the new character update is much better than the way I was. Always be cheerful and not think negatively. Still santuy keeps a contentment inside me that I will one day activate if I really need it.

Isya time has come hurry I out of the house want to adzan. Ettt-almost forgot, intending.

Sometimes when I'm clingy I like to run

Until the front I saw his father Gafur and Mr. Rt sitting on the bench talking.

My brain responds to information.

The problem. Discussions. Makmu. Desire. Which needs to be repaired.

Uhh. aahh no need to think macem-macem.

Mr. Rt hinted at his hand so that I would immediately adzan. I nodded in understanding.

This issue is still unresolved. Apologizing after prayer I intend to forgive myself and not make the same mistake.

Applying new knowledge to everyone I can catch.

It's still a small victory...