Monster Labile

Obstacles

Every day of Maghrib is a rame. Now hangar deserted. The problem is only the lack of priests. Sometimes there is, sometimes not. Many pray at home. After 4 days I no longer want to pray Maghrib in our break, because it can be uncertain, never at all no one came but me. After iqamah long wait to be praying alone deh. Not delicious. I don't know, it feels so different to pray alone with congregational prayers, there is less so. So, do not die better step I capital little to be able to pray to other places.

Trying to the mosque.

Ah, there's a bukber show every day while I open with just a drink. Fear if you eat first pray can be about to waste the wind. Pretty disturbing. I would sit in the mosque waiting for them to open.

For me this is not good. I want to pray first just eat.

I'm trying to go to RT next door. In the beautiful pan.

After drinking I run or sometimes use a bike there.

I perfected the ablution there while the Adhan reverberated. Apparently the Adhan also became a priest. I don't know who he is, let alone his name. Wahh he broke just by drinking, the same as me, his adat cepet pantesan after flute.

Fix, I can congregate here every maghrib.

In this bouncy hall many remind me of various exciting and beautiful memories. Like playing running around, truant tarawih go to warnet ⁇ , can expression liked by someone, end of dawn prayers streets to the city park. Anyway very typical, starting from SD until SMP memories accumulate. I want tarawih here but I want how else, I have to run the mandate.

And one more thing..

I want to move forward again.

I want a place that can make it grow.

The weight of the heart is actually tarawih in our violation. But maybe it's the test, which is that I have to study hard whatever the conditions. Like being hit by a storm. Do I have to sit back and do nothing or choose to move forward?

Or are they thrown and losing?

I want to be better and I know that..

That's why I'm going to complete this mission to gain valuable lessons. Until I get it then move on to the next stage.

"ka hapis, even though he was much younger than kaka but already a priest" Rehan opened the conversation to me.

I paused for a moment thinking about the reason why my religion was weak. It has been my destiny to live in an ordinary, simple family, which is not a religious family. It is unthinkable to blame God because I now understand the position and yes a lot of science is in the can. All the many things I've experienced.

Romance, pain, friendship, falling into a maksiat, almost dying, being someone who means, having a lot of money, lack of money, liked by many people. I should have received an award, huh ahaha.

So what I am looking for now is to complete myself.

Calmly, face the curious little boy. Be friendly and kind so that you can follow. His name is also a child.

I admit my weakness but never forget my purpose.

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New obstacles in the month of fasting are quite hot added the dry season so hotter, that his father Gafur want to be a priest.

After ba'da isya the father of Gafur remained silent waiting for the opening prayer of tarawih in the place of the priest. Yes, fardhu isya he was the priest and is now waiting. Today we hired a schoolboy priest yesterday. Oh, at first I didn't realize why the other fathers didn't have a roof. In fact, they talked as if they wanted to Trigger his father Gafur.

Long enough about 2 minutes maybe, a long time to wait.

Duars!

Gafur's father said "so no tarawihnya?! if I don't just go home!" stand up to leave.

Yes, obviously the one in front immediately agreed to it.

While I was immediately dizzy processing the information of all the parties present. It's not very good a situation like this. I wanna go. I want to get out of here and go somewhere else. I was thinking in no time, papet.

Before deciding, I saw how his grandfather Halim and the hired priest were in front. Processing information from the movements of those who are still slightly bowed, maybe close their eyes, think to respond or something else?..

ahh, tarawih began we all stood up.

My head hurts more and more to hear the priest speaking out loudly. Her facial skin is flushed.

Why?!..

Can we follow the angry priest?!

This condition was my first time experiencing.

Look for informants who have lived a long time and weigh the options. His grandfather Halim. But the answer I wanted was none. Just have to mediate. Neutral..

Hm..

The oath is not good to hear. Next time if he is a priest he is better I tarawih to the baking sheet only.

The surprising part was the greeting. Gafur's father was friendly instead inversely proportional to the sharp attitude of the others.

haha..

Yes, really, who would want to be hostile to many people.

Much different from me. I'm not even responsible for antagonizing people who are trying to ruin my personality.

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