I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 99's

Ramon could not close his eyes. The man continued to flip his body feeling very uncomfortable sleeping side by side with Sechil. But the main factor is not about sleeping side by side with Sechil, but because it is hindered by the blessing of Caterine.

Ramon sighed. Both of his eyes looked straight at the skyline of his room and Sechil now. Caterine's words continued to ring in his ears. Caterine says she won't approve of it and Sechil will. That really bothered Ramon's mind until now.

“Yes lord..” Ramon closed his eyes. Ramon is frustrated now. However, Caterine is Sechil's biological mother who is very important for his blessing for the continuity of his and Sechil's domestic relationship.

“Ssshhh..”.

******* Sechil's plan makes Ramon reopen both eyes. Ramon turned his head and frowned at Sechil who was furrowing his brows like someone who was enduring the pain.

“Dia why?” Ask Ramon in your heart.

Sechil changed his supine lying position to tilt his back to Ramon. Again, Sechil moaned but this time it was more fitting to be called a groan.

Slowly Ramon approached Sechil. Ramon gently touched Sechil's shoulder.

“My waist, hurts so much.” Sechil complained quietly with both eyes closed.

Ramon sighed softly feeling sorry for Sechil. Maybe because too long standing during their wedding event made Sechil feel stiff and pain in the waist that eventually arise pain.

Ramon touched Sechil's waist gently. Ramon hopes his massage can ease the pain Sechil suffered in his waist.

Sechil stopped moaning as Ramon twitched his waist. A smile slowly etched on Ramon's lips. Being able to be with Sechil now is a very happy thing now. Ramon is very hopeful and praying that he can be together forever with Sechil, raising the child that Sechil is carrying even though it is not his flesh and blood.

Ramon continued to massage Sechil's waistline. The disappointment is still felt. Sechil's shadow kissing in the classroom with their seniors on the campus made Ramon's heart feel again in pain. But no matter how much Ramon felt, his love for Sechil was stronger than any feeling that cut his heart. Sechil may not be as good as a girl in general. Sechil is bland, selfish, arrogant, also arrogant. But not anymore. Sechil really has changed. Sechil would even listen to Ramon's advice.

Once again Ramon sighed. Both of her parents do not know that Sechil is pregnant and Ramon marries her to take responsibility. Ramon was sure the two of them would definitely be angry and disagree if Ramon said honestly.

The sound of knocking on the door made Ramon look at the door. The man got up slowly and came down very carefully so that Sechil would not be disturbed by his movements.

“Master..” Ramon frowned when he found Rayan standing in front of the door of Sechil's room. Rayan has replaced his expensive suit with a white bone t-shirt and knee-length shorts.

“You still call me master?”

Ramon smiled faintly. Rayan was already her brother-in-law but to call her brother Ramon felt inappropriate.

“I'm your brother now Ramon. Just call me Brother.” Rayan's Smile at Ramon.

“Alright, sister.” Nod Ramon with a smile on his lips.

Rayan then tells Ramon to follow her to speak together in Rayan's workroom.

“Sit first Ramon.” Tell Rayan who is influenced by Ramon.

Ramon sits himself in a long sofa across from Rayan's desk while waiting for Rayan who is either looking for what on the table where there are many piles of maps there. After finding what he was looking for, Rayan approached Ramon and sat next to him with a blue map in his hand.

“This is for you and Sechil.” He said while thrusting the map to Ramon.

Ramon frowned confusedly staring at the map that Rayan thrust at him. Ramon had no idea what the map contained. Ramon was worried about having to accept the map or reject it because Ramon himself did not know what the contents of the map were.

Rayan smiled.

“You can see for yourself what it is.” Reply Rayan.

Ramon was silent again. Ramon looked at Rayan then looked down at the map that he had not received. Ramon sighed. Not wanting to make Rayan offended because Ramon ignored his gift, Ramon also received the map.

“I open yes brother.” Said Ramon who immediately got a nod of agreement from Rayan.

Slowly Ramon opened the map and read it. Ramon was very surprised to find out the description of the neatly arranged writing on the paper in the map.

Ramon again closed the map he received from Rayan. The map contained a file in which the file was a house letter in her name, not Sechil. Ramon does not disrespect Rayan's gift, but Ramon feels that what Rayan gives is too excessive. Ramon never expected anything from Rayan. Ramon even intends to invite Sechil to live together in his boarding house. That's if Sechil's ready.

“Before I was very grateful for what my sister gave me. But brother, for whatever sake I never expected anything from big brother. And to be honest, what you're giving is too much. I feel unworthy to get her.”

Rayan nodded her head slowly. Rayan tau Ramon did not intend to refuse his gift.

“It's a wedding gift for you and Sechil Ramon, I don't mean to insult or assume you don't..” Rayan stopped talking for a moment. His intention was purely to give a gift to Ramon and Sechil who had just married.

“It's true true pure only gift.” Rayan again.

Ramon smiled and nodded his head hearing it. Rayan's a good guy and Ramon knows it.

“Sister, I know brother's intentions are good. Therefore I am very grateful to big brother.”

Rayan leaned her back against the long sofa she was sitting on with Ramon. Rayan was neither angry nor offended by Ramon's refusal. Rayan knows how Ramon.

“I've got the pleasure of moving from here Ramon.”

“What?” Ramon was surprised to hear that.

“You can definitely judge how mommy. He doesn't just dislike you Ramon. But also to Alana. Mommy's always been hostile to Alana. Now that Alana is pregnant, I don't want Alana to continue to feel depressed so it finally sets. You must know what the consequences of all that are.”

Ramon nodded in understanding. Caterine does look cynical when she's with Alana.

“I think we better get out of here. Leave mommy alone with all her selfishness.” Rayan.

Ramon sighed.

“Sister, however bad mommy is, she remains sister's parent. Brother as the first child should be able to keep and make happy mommy.”

Rayan swallowed his saliva. Caterine's happiness is if Rayan gives up all the treasures she has. While Rayan, he knows someone's life will not be easy without the property they have.

“My advice, you better think again the beauty of this brother.”

Rayan was silent. Staying at home will only make him and Alana feel more was.

“My decision is already round. It's for the good of everyone. Neither Alana nor mommy.”