I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 145's

Unlike Rayan who almost experienced permanent trauma, Sechil actually looks tough with everything that happens. Sechil felt that what Caterine received was indeed worth remembering what Caterine had done.

“Are you okay?” Ask Ramon quietly.

Sechil sighed then turned his head and smiled at Ramon sitting at the bedside.

“Yes, I'm fine. No need to worry. Let's take a break.”

Ramon swallowed his saliva. It doesn't feel possible if Sechil is okay. Ramon tau maybe Sechil is just pura rigid course in front of him.

“About Bastian.”

“Em, Ramon. No need to discuss anything. We all know what Bastian means. She couldn't have married me because she already had a boyfriend. Aren't we also invited to attend her show tomorrow?”

Ramon laughed softly. The man nodded his head understanding. Bastian's thinking is really very mature.

“Yes, you are right. I'm lucky to find good people like you.”

Sechil stepped closer to Ramon and then stood right in front of him. Sechil stared fixedly at the eyes of Ramon who continued to return his gaze. During the marriage, Ramon never touched her. They have never had a husband and wife relationship like a couple in general.

“Ramon, may I ask you something?” Ask Sechil slowly.

Ramon frowned but still nodded his head. Sechil's gaze looked very serious to her.

“Ask whatever you want to know Sechil, I will answer it.”

Sechil smiles. Gently Sechil stroked Ramon's tapered cheeks. It made Ramon feel comfortable and closed his eyes.

“Did I not seduce you enough during this Ramon?”

Ramon reopened both eyes. Sechil's question confused him.

“What do you mean?”

Sechil followed Ramon's handsome face with both hands. His lentic finger rubbed gently every inch of Ramon's facial skin.

“You never touched me as long as we married Ramon. Even back when we were still dating you also refused when I invited you to do that.”

Ramon grabs both hands of Sechil then lowers from his face.

“We used to not be able to do Sechil.” Said Rayan slowly.

“Then what about now? Now I'm your wife. We can do it freely whenever we want. But why do you seem reluctant?”

Ramon sighed. Sechil is pregnant with Bastian's child. Ramon was afraid Sechil would feel uncomfortable if they did.

“Wait after our child is born Sechil I will definitely finish you.”

Sechil laughed softly. The woman took off Rayan's hand which blocked her wrist then stepped slightly away from Ramon.

“I'm not sure I'm your taste Ramon.” Sechil said he felt insecure because of Ramon's attitude towards him since they got married. Sechil even thought he might be inappropriate so Ramon wouldn't touch him.

Ramon got up from his seat then stepped closer to Sechil who was standing on his back. Ramon hugs the friendly Sechil from behind. Ramon also kissed Sechil's soft open shoulder with both eyes closed.

“Do not make my patience run out dear.” Ramon's whisper was right in Sechil's ear.

Sechil hissed feeling a sensation he had never felt before just because Ramon's hot lips touched his earlobe. Sechil closed his two eyes enjoying that incredible sensation.

Ramon slowly turned Sechil's body to face him. Ramon smiled at Sechil who closed his eyes. To be honest, Ramon also almost always could not help himself if he saw Sechil who closed his eyes on the bed.

“Sechil open your eyes and look at me.” Ramon's orders were directly obeyed by Sechil.

“I'm also a normal male Sechil. I have a passionate desire every time I see you fall asleep in bed without a blanket. That taste is like burning my whole body, baby.. But I always tried my hardest to hold him back. Because you're pregnant with our child. But later after this child is born you may not be able to sleep quietly.”.

Sechil blushed to hear it. Imagining Ramon touching him every night until he can't sleep well makes Sechil's cheeks warm up.

“Sabar yes... I'll show you my strength later when it's time.” Ramon's smile then grabbed Sechil's lips kissing him with love and passion that he had been harboring on Sechil.

Sechil enjoys Ramon's friendly kiss with a heart of flowering flowers. Although it was not the first kiss for Sechil but because Ramon who kissed him Sechil felt a tremendous sweetness even beat the sweetness of the first kiss Sechil taken by his first date partner when he was still living in the house americas.

And that night Sechil felt an incredible beauty even though Ramon did not touch it to the core. But the soft, friendly, loving touch of Ramon managed to make Sechil fascinated and feel flying in space.

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The next morning, Ramon and Sechil announced their breakfast together. There was no more sadness that they showed as well as Rayan. The man looked very cheerful and it was as if nothing had happened last night.

After Ramon and Sechil return home, Rayan invites Alana to go find a dress she will wear later that night while attending the engagement party of Bastian and Cleo, her lover.

“Indeed her engagement party will still be held?”

Rayan frowned at Alana's question.

“What's the reason?” Rayan asked back which made Alana speechless. Alana thinks it's possible that Bastian got into a fight with his lover after what Caterine did.

“I'm sure at the moment our thoughts are the same Rayan.” He said he looked at Rayan who nodded in understanding of what Alana said.

Rayan sighed and slightly reduced the speed of his car because at that time they were in a corner on a fairly crowded street.

“Bastian called me at dawn and said everything was done. His family was also a family his future fiancee could understand. I was also a little confused by their thoughts. But I am also grateful because the problems caused by mommy can be quickly completed. And the engagement party will still be held tonight.” Clearly Rayan with a straight look forward to the streets that were quite crowded that afternoon.

Alana laughs. Every human being does have a different lifestyle that certainly not everyone can also understand what else to understand. But Alana is relieved because the problems caused by Caterine are not to make the relationship Bastian and his lover in serious problems. They could finish it off with a cold head.

“Until..”.

Alana frowned when Rayan stopped her car in front of a boutique that looks luxurious on the front.

“What are we doing here?” Alana looked at Rayan confusedly.

“We find a dress for you dear.”