I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 49's

Alana looked up at the originally bright blue sky now suddenly shrouded in black clouds. It was certain that it would rain that afternoon.

“It will soon rain... Rayans.. God damn.”

Alana was getting worried. Waves in the ocean will certainly be big and it is not impossible there will also be a storm if the rain really falls.

Alana stared at Rayan and the waiter disappeared. Alana hopes nothing bad happens to Rayan as well as the fisherman.

“Yes god.. Don't rain yet.. Wait until Rayan returns.” Alana continued to mumble hoping that the rain did not really fall before Rayan returned.

The thunderous noise made Alana surprised. Alana's getting more and more unsettled now. The rain really is going to fall. And it is true that a huge rain shower directly drenched the earth at that time.

Alana shook her head. Rayan and the fisherman were not yet seen even though the rain was very heavy even the waves were getting big and soaring high.

“God.. Protect servant husband.”

Alana did not care about her body that was wet by the heavy rain. Both of his legs were almost down when the waves hit him. Alana will keep waiting until Rayan arrives safely. No matter Rayan brought fresh fish for him or not.

“Rayan.. I'll stay here waiting for you until you get back.” Alana spoke softly with her trembling lips.

Alana's tears dripped down both of her cheeks but were disguised by the raindrops that also drenched her beautiful face.

The rain is getting heavier. The waves also grew stronger and times managed to subvert Alana's body. But Alana still doesn't care. Alana kept waiting for Rayan who was looking for fresh fish to grant her wish.

“Huhu.. Rayans.. I don't eat grilled fish.. Come back.” Alana was not strong in crying in silence. Isakanya came out from the lips of her beegtar who continued to mention the name of her husband, Rayan.

The rain continues to rain very heavily. Alana continues to be on the beach without knowing the fear of the waves so big soaring high that it can certainly also drag whatever it likes.

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Not much different from Alana, Rayan did the same. Amid the shock of the big waves Rayan continues to try to survive with the fisherman. There were not many fish that Rayan and the fisherman got. They only get one tail, it's a fish that is only the size of an adult's palm. Afraid of the fish being released, Rayan put the fish into her white knee-length shorts pocket. Rayan does not care even though later her body will smell fishy. The most important thing is that Rayan can come back and bring her capture to Alana who is waiting for her.

“Heart of master. Strong fasten strong waist master kebadan boat!!” The fisherman suggested that Rayan's body not be bounced when a big wave hit the wooden boat.

Rayan according to. The net they used to catch Rayan fish made rope.

“Bapak must also be careful. We should be able to return safely sir !” Rayan exclaimed amidst the great pounding of the waves as well as the torrential rain in the middle of the water.

“Master don't worry about me !! I'm used to this !!”

The blow from the big waves hit the wooden boat that Rayan and the fisherman were riding on and almost made the boat overturn.

Rayan tightened the grip of both hands on each side of the boat. Rayan is sure that God will continue to protect her. Rayan is confident that she will be back with Alana and enjoy her time together. Because there is still a lot that Rayan wants to do alone with Alana.

“Alana.. Wait for me to come back.. I brought this fish for you.”

Until the dark start the new rain subsides. Alana who was already in the Divilla just kept pacing back and forth in front of the main door. Alana continued to cry because she was afraid that something bad happened to Rayan who had not returned until the evening.

“Yes lord Rayan.. Why haven't you come back yet.”

The thought of bad thoughts continuing to rule Alana's heart made Alana not stop shedding her tears. The beautiful story and Rayan have just begun. And Alana doesn't want all that beauty to end just because Alana wants fresh fish to burn.

“Rayan..”

Not strong, Alana's body finally decayed. Alana is really very afraid of losing Rayan.

And without Alana knowing Rayan is stepping closer to her. The clothes he wore were so dirty that the knee-length white pants worn by Rayan had changed color to slightly brownish.

“Mari sir.. This is my villa.” Rayan took the fisherman to his villa. After all, the fisherman had a great contribution to him.

“Ah yes sir.”

Rayan smiled as she looked at Alana who was sitting in front of the main door of their villa with both hands covering her face. Rayan felt very relieved to see his wife was fine.

“I love you Rayan.. Huhuhuhu.”

Rayan smiled. Alana cries and says she loves him.

Rayan sighed softly then sat herself right in front of Alana. Rayan looked at Alana who was crying sobbing and continued to hide her face. Rayan Tau Alana must be very worried about him.

“I also love you Alana, even very.”

Alana instantly stopped crying hearing Rayan's heavy voice. The two hands that covered her face immediately Alana lowered them. Alana gulped her saliva looking at Rayan who was already sitting and smiled sweetly at her.

“Rayan you.. This you?”

Rayan nodded her head. The man then reached into the pocket of his pants are already very dirty it took out a fish that managed to get stuck in the day that Rayan and the fisherman dropped before the heavy rain fell and hampered it even almost took his life that waitress too. Rayan then shows the fish with great pride to Alana.

“See, I got his fish.” Her smile.

Alana's tears were dripping so hard on both of her cheeks. Rayan willingly stuck in the middle of heavy rain at sea to be able to catch fish for him.

“Yes lord.” Alana shook her head slowly. What Rayan did for her already put Rayan's own life at risk.

“Hey.. Why cry again?”

Alana did not answer Rayan's question and chose to hit Rayan's body so cold. The shirt is wet and dirty with sand. His handsome face was also the same hair, filled with sand.

“I'm scared.. Huhuhoo.. I'm afraid you why napa.” Alana's cry behind Rayan's broad back. Both hands are so tightly hugging the burly body of Rayan makes the mpunya can not not not to singleness smile on her thin lips.

“I will always be fine Alana, for you.” Reply Rayan.

Rayan returned Alana's embrace very gently. Although the fishy smell that emanated from his own body made Rayan feel uncomfortable, but at least Rayan was able to fulfill Alana's wishes.

Long enough they embrace Rayan finally let go of her. Rayan had even almost forgotten the fisherman who stood not far from him and Alana.

The two let the fisherman in and gave him a change of clothes. The fisherman was also told to stay because it was impossible to cross the ocean with his wooden boat when it was night.

“I'm very grateful for your service. My father wanted to accompany me to find fish for my wife. If you can know what your father's name is?”

Currently they are both in the middle room and enjoy a cup of warm tea and a cake made by Alana herself. While Alana, the woman was struggling in the kitchen to prepare dinner and also burned the fish caught by Rayan and the fisherman.

“Same as sir. I will help anyone who needs my help. My name is Slamet.”

Rayan nodded her head slowly. The money he gave this afternoon to Mr. Slamet may have been wet because of the water or even lost because of the waves. But Rayan will replace it later.

“Evening is ready.”