I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 165's

“Everything is done. I've been carrying out my parents' second orders.” Juita said when they were outside the Caterine detention building. Although there was a drama cry from Caterine but eventually everything was finished according to plan.

“Looks like I have to go home to america this afternoon too.” Juita.

Rayan and Luky were silent. They will not forbid or detain Juita to stay longer in Jakarta. Both know Juita has his own busyness that may also not be left behind.

“Emm.. Juita, you have come a long way from the United States of Jakarta just to finish what can actually be completed only by phone connection.”

Rayan and Luky immediately turned to Alana who suddenly made a sound. Alana looked very calm as usual.

“How about tonight you and Luky come home. We had dinner together.” Tawar Alana made Rayan frown confused and not believing.

“You invited me?” Tanya Juita pointed to herself.

Alana nodded her head with an engraved smile on her lips. Now Alana is convinced that Juita is not interested in her husband. Alana also believes Juita is not on Caterine's side who always blame him.

“Ah yes, previously we have not been acquainted. I'm Alana.. Wife Rayan.” Alana reached out her hand introducing herself proudly as Rayan's legitimate wife.

Juita. Juita looked at Alana's hand that was still on the air waiting for the welcome of her hand. Juita doesn't understand why Caterine can hate people so much as Alana.

“OK, I'm Juita. I honestly don't know what you and Mommy Cat are doing. But, I'm sure you must be a good person.” Juita's smile greeted Alana's hand, shaking her steadily.

Rayan and Luky stared at each other then put their shoulders together. Alana's attitude is very easy to change.

“There's one more Alana. I thought you were Sakura.” Juita continued to make a smile on Alana's lips immediately disappeared.

Alana was silent for a moment. The woman then sighed trying to dampen the sense that almost touched the emotions that would surely instantly overwhelm her.

“Not. I'm Alana.” Reply Alana again carved a sweet smile on her lips.

Juita nodded his head then let go of his hand post. They then disbanded. Alana with Rayan, Juita with Luky.

“It looks like Juita is indeed a good person.”

Rayan smiled with her eyes fixed forward towards the crowded streets that afternoon passed by her with Alana.

“Why don't you want to be betrothed to him Rayan? Looks like you guys have known each other even since you were still with Sakura.” Alana again.

Rayan sighed.

“Not everyone is good we can accept as Alana's partner. Neither does it necessarily match us.” Reply Rayan.

Alana smiled hearing that.

“What about me? Am I good in your eyes?” Ask Alana later.

Rayan laughed when she heard it. The handsome man shook his head inexhaustibly with the question posed by his wife.

“I can't say you're so good because you have flaws too. But my heart says that you are the most worthy to accompany me. Complementing me, also being the mother of my son.” Rayan replied with a smile on her lips.

Alana laughed softly. It is not enough to make someone make a choice.

“We have lunch first yes before I drive you home.” Rayan said when she stopped her car because the red light was on.

Rayan invites Alana to the restaurant for lunch first before driving her home.

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Meanwhile, Sechil's rented house just finished in order. Quite tiring indeed according to Sechil considering himself who never once intervened himself doing homework. Even Sechil only holds hands when he wants anything that will always be obeyed by Rayan.

Sechil occupied himself in the narrow guest room of his rented house. His smile was engraved on his past. Sechil never felt tired of trying but always got what he wanted. And again it's all because of Rayan who always indulges and obeys everything that Sechil wants. Starting from the car even to all his needs.

“Kakk.. I don't know what I would be like if I didn't have a sister.” Gumam Sechil.

Sechil knows himself and Rayan's different fathers. The wealth that Rayan had was completely non-intervention from anyone. Everything was pure Rayan's property inherited by Richard, daddy Rayan. Even Caterine who was his biological mother also did not have any rights to the property that Rayan had. And amazingly Rayan never boasted. Rayan always shared what she had. Rayan even met all of his and Caterine's needs.

Sechil wiped the sweat that soaked his forehead. If he remembered his past, Sechil felt that there was no good in him. Sechil felt so evil and bad. Sechil also felt unworthy of Rayan's kindness.

The sound of hp ringing coming from the room made Sechil's daydreams scatter. Sechil sighed. It felt like his body was very limp after cleaning the house. What else Sechil also just finished brushing the bathroom.

“Yes god... I'm so tired.” Said complaining.

Sechil ignored his phone that kept ringing. Sechil believes if it was Ramon who called him Ramon would understand. But if someone else Sechil won't care.

Being overwhelmed by weakness and fatigue, Sechil slowly began to close his eyes. The breeze coming from the fan that Sechil deliberately put in front of him to drive away the feeling of heat and sultry was his introduction into the world of his dreams.

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“Kok not lifted anyway?” Dumel Luna because Sechil never picked up the phone from her.

“Did I just send the photo?” Luna seemed to think. Luna then looked at Ramon who was focusing on reading with Claudia who continued to be beside him.

“Tapikan Ramon is just the former Sechil. Sechil also has a husband who must be rich and much more everything than Ramon.” He said he kept staring at Ramon and Claudia.

Luna took a breath. Although Luna knows Sechil is married and not with Ramon, but Luna still hopes the two can unite. Luna knows how Ramon must be good for Sechil.

“Hh.. Never mind, it's none of my business either.” Luna then passed from her place watching Ramon and Claudia.

“You've had lunch yet?”

Ramon lowered the book he was reading and turned to Claudia who was sitting next to him.

“Not yet.. But I've been brought the same.” Ramon did not continue his words. Ramon almost slipped and said honestly that he was brought by Sechil.

“Dibawain with whom?” Claudia asked curiously. Anyone knows Ramon lives alone in Jakarta.

“Emm.. Same..” Ramon is confused as to what to answer honestly is impossible. Sechil doesn't want his college friends to know they're married. I don't know because Ramon himself doesn't know.

“Sama?” Ask Claudia again.

“My mom's name.. Yes my mother.” Answer Ramon accordingly. Lying is not good but getting Sechil's anger is also not good for their relationship.

“Oh so..” Nod Claudia smiled faintly.

Ramon smile. Ramon almost opened up about his relationship with Sechil.