I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 101's

Caterine does not come down at breakfast. Rayan who realized the absence of the mommy had asked but both Sechil even until Fina could not answer.

“Alana, we go directly after this.” Rayan.

Alana nodded slowly. Alana did not want to reject whatever was her husband's decision. Today Rayan invited him to see the house they would occupy.

While Ramon and Sechil, the two of them can only be silent and look at each other for a moment. Ramon actually felt a little uneasy with his rejection. But Ramon also did not want to be considered using Rayan for his own sake.

After finishing his breakfast, Rayan and Alana immediately left. While Ramon and Sechil they chose to relax in the back of the 3-story luxury house.

“Can I ask you something?” Ask Sechil slowly.

Ramon turned his head back to Sechil. The man smiled and nodded his head.

“Dad and your mother.. Aren't they surprised by our marriage?”

With a smile that was still engraved with a thin lips Ramon sighed. If Sechil knew his parents didn't know about his pregnancy, Sechil would have avoided it.

“Before my gestational age hits the 4th month. That means my son will also be born soon. What do you think they will think? 5 Months of marriage arrived to give birth.”

Ramon swallowed his saliva. If they blame him Ramon doesn't take issue. But if Sechil is to blame, Ramon doesn't know how to deal with it later. However, Ramon explained that if it was honest, his parents would be angry and consider Sechil not the right wife for him.

Ramon still showed a smile on his lips. Ramon does not want Sechil to be disappointed because his parents cannot accept Sechil's shortcomings. Ramon tried to calm down. Ramon does not want to make Sechil think about what can make Sechil feel guilty again because the past is not good.

“Which is important now you are healthy first yes.. Don't think like that. Everything will be fine.”

Sechil smiled faintly. Sechil is not sure. Sechil doesn't believe it either. Ramon's family is a good family. Sechil has a very bad past. Getting pregnant outside of marriage is a disgrace.

“Oh yes Chil, maybe starting tomorrow I will go back to college again. I'll also find a job to buy you what you want. Although only rujak and milk.” Ramon said, ending his little laugh.

Sechil laughed. Sechil doesn't want Ramon to know his heartbreak right now. Ramon was willing to take responsibility and try to make him happy Sechil already felt very grateful. There was still a kind-hearted man besides her brother Rayan. And that was Ramon, her own husband.

Ramon got up from his seat and stepped towards the blooming flower. Ramon plucked a rose and then approached Sechil again. Ramon thrusts a sprig of roses at Sechil, leaving Sechil confused.

“What?” Ask Sechil.

“For the future mother of my son.” Ramon replied that even made Sechil feel shunned. I don't know, hearing Ramon's sweet remarks actually makes Sechil feel that he is digging up his bad side.

Sechil sighed then bowed his head staring at the rose Ramon was still thrusting at him. Sechil felt he had no right to receive the rose.

“The price is too good. I'm too bad to get Ramon. Sorry, I can't take it.”

Ramon's face changed. Disappointment is evident from the expression on his face because Sechil refused a gift from him.

Ramon could only silently stare at the back of Sechil who was moving away from him. Ramon doesn't like what Sechil said. But Ramon is also unlikely to protest. Ramon doesn't want to offend Sechil. But it seems like what Ramon did this time was wrong and made Sechil feel uncomfortable. Although actually Ramon was confused because Ramon felt not the slightest offence to Sechil. Ramon said sweet and romantic to make Sechil feel privileged.

“Am I wrong?” Ramon asked in his heart.

Ramon sighed staring at the red rose he still held. The rose looks beautiful and fresh. Maybe because it's just blooming and Ramon's new picking. But Ramon realized, the rose will not continue to be beautiful if separated from his tree. He will wither until it dries.

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“How? Do you like?” Rayan asked as she and Alana were staring at the beautiful view from the balcony of the room of the new house that they would occupy later if out of the residence that they currently still occupy.

“The views are good from here. The air is cold too. I like.” Alana's smile looked at Rayan who was also looking at her.

Rayan smiled. Rayan is deliberately looking for a place that is a little far from the frenetic city. And that region is in the peak region.

Rayan sighed. Everything Rayan thought mature. Maybe everything will not fit as he thought. But Rayan was convinced as long as she tried nothing was impossible.

“When will we start occupying this house Rayan?” Alana asked while breathing fresh air with both eyes closed.

“Secapnya.” Reply Rayan. Rayan smiled again imagining her quiet life with Alana after this. No interference from Caterine or Dion.

“OK..” Anguk Alana's.

Alana is confused. Following Rayan to live in a 2-story house means that Alana will be very far with her mother Sari. But refusing is also impossible. Rayan did everything for his good as well as the fetus in his womb.

“Al afternoon.. Looks like we should find Alana.”'s lodging soon Rayan.

Again, Alana nodded her head. The house is still empty. There is no household furniture there. The room they were going to occupy did not have a bed.

Rayan immediately invites Alana to find lodging. After finding a hotel that feels suitable, Rayan also invited Alana to dinner. Unexpectedly during dinner they accidentally met Sandi there. Rayan who knows Sandi is disappointed because she married Alana just silent and reluctant to say hello even though they are equally aware of each other's presence. Rayan did not mean to be disrespectful. Only Rayan does not want Sandi to always blame her and says Rayan is not loyal to the late Sakura, her lover and first love first.

“Didn't you have Mr Sandi? Why not say hello?” Alana asked as they walked through the hotel hallway about to go to the room they were both going to occupy.

Rayan smiled thinly.

“I just obey his will Alana.”

Alana frowning.

“What's you want?” Alana looked curiously at Rayan who was walking while holding her hand.

“Will to consider him someone else wherever we meet.” Reply Rayan.