I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 136's

After seeing Luna, Caterine continued to ponder unsettled. The woman felt she had to know what her two children were planning behind her. Caterine believes that Rayan and Sechil must have a plan that was deliberately hidden from Caterine.

“Why don't they want to be frank with me? Why do they always act? What do I really think I am?” Caterine grumbled feeling very upset by what Rayan and Sechil were doing behind her back. Caterine also felt the two were completely disrespectful and regarded her as her parents.

“If this keeps going I can go crazy.”

Caterine put herself on the bed. The woman did not realize the slightest mistake she had made. Caterine continued to feel herself was right.

“I should be able to master everything before Alana gives birth to her child.. Even if necessary Alana need not make the baby was born from this world.” He smiled with a sly smile.

The sound of Ramon's motor successfully distracts Caterine. The woman immediately got up from her seat then stepped quickly towards the balcony of her room. Caterine smiled cynically when she found Sechil who welcomed Ramon's return warmly.

“You'll be siding with Mommy Sechil soon. You will leave Ramon who is indeed useless.”

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“You've eaten?” Sechil asked Ramon who was taking off his helmet.

Ramon smiled faintly then nodded his head.

“Already.” Answer's short.

Ramon glanced at Sechil's distended stomach. Rayan's remarks that said she was trying to find who the father of the fetus in Sechil's womb managed to make Ramon feel his heart was pinched. But Ramon could do nothing. Ramon pasrah's. Because Ramon realized he was nothing between Rayan and his family.

“Ramon, you why?” Sechil asked confusedly looking at Ramon's residence.

“Eh, no. I'm not papa. Yes I have clean clean first yes.this I have buyin you cilok earlier.” Ramon's smile then handed the parcel he had brought to Sechil.

“I shower first yes.”

“OK..” Nod Sechil smiling.

After Ramon passed Sechil sighed. Sechil hopes there will be no problems between his relationship and Ramon although later it has been found who the biological father of the fetus is being conceived. And if it's true that the person who planted the seed on him that night is Bastian, Sechil won't be demanding much. Sechil just wants Bastian to admit it. While his relationship with Ramon, Sechil hopes nothing will change. Ramon remains her good husband and wise in all things.

“Now I'm aware of Ramon.. I wouldn't be able to survive without you.”

About 20 minutes waiting but Ramon has not come down to him in the family room. Sechil had also finished the lick that Ramon had bought for him.

Curious because Ramon did not come to him, Sechil also rose from his seat. Sechil stepped towards the elevator towards the 2nd floor where his room was. And as soon as he opened the door of his room, Sechil found Ramon sitting on his couch and silently pondering.

“Ramon.” Call Sechil who managed to distract Ramon.

Ramon smiled then patted the place in front of him gently telling Sechil to sit next to him.

Sechil. Sechil stepped slowly towards Ramon and sat down beside the man.

“I'm waiting for you below but you didn't come down.” Sechil said slowly.

“Sechil, can I hug you?”

Sechil frowned at the question. Without thinking Sechil nodded his head making Ramon immediately embrace him very gently.

“If one day you feel bored or bored to me just say yes.”

Sechil instantly broke away from Ramon's embrace hearing him. Sechil looked at Ramon who was smiling sweetly at him with a clueless look.

Ramon sighed then grabbed Sechil's hand and grasped it with both hands.

“You should know Sechil, I have always loved you.” Ramon raises Sechil's hand and kisses Sechil's back with both eyes closed.

Sechil just kept quiet. Ramon always says he loves her but Ramon always says things that seem to code Sechil to leave her.

After kissing the back of Sechil's hand, Ramon then gently rubbed Sechil's distended stomach.

“Whatever happens later you remain a child papah.. Although papah can not be papah that can give you everything.” Ramon.

Sechil swallowed his saliva. Sechil brushes Ramon's hand violently making Ramon look back at him.

“Don't tell me love Ramon again if you're reluctant to be with me.” Pressing Sechil made Ramon again carve a smile on his lips.

Ramon sighed and pinched Chuby Sechil's gaunt cheek.

“Loving for me doesn't have to demand to always be together. I'll make sure you're happy when you no longer need me later.” Said.

Sechil felt his chest start to tighten. Ramon's words really pierced his heart.

“How about until I close my eyes I still need you?” Ask Sechil with his two glassy eyes.

Ramon's speechless. Rayan has already told me who the man under investigation is. And considering how Sechil told the story after embracing Bastian that night Ramon also had the same prejudice. Bastian is the biological father of the fetus Sechil now conceived.

“Sechil that's impossible. I don't have anything.” Lirih Ramon looked at Sechil softly.

Sechil shook his head. The woman then hugged Ramon's burly body. Sechil cried not daring to imagine Ramon would leave him one day.

“I'll always need you Ramon.” Sluggishly.

Ramon closed both eyes. Gently Ramon returned Sechil's embrace. Ramon also kissed Sechil's shaky shoulders which were so tightly hugging him.

Rayan's words again ring in Ramon's ear. Rayan is a wealthy family. Whatever Rayan and his family wanted could all be realized easily. Of course, because they have a lot of money. While Ramon, his salary for a month is not necessarily able to buy branded clothes for Sechil.

“What if it's true that Bastian is the biological father of our son? Are you getting married to Bastian Sechil?”

Sechil shook his head. His two hands tightly wrapped around Ramon's neck.

“I just want to be with you Ramon. I won't marry Bastian or anyone else.” The answer was accompanied by sobs.

Ramon laughed softly.

“Don't be stupid, Bastian is a rich man. He can make you also our son happy.”

Sechil lingered to loosen his embrace on Ramon. Slowly Sechil released Ramon and lowered his head increasingly sobbing bitterly.

“Me and sister don't mean to demand accountability from the father of this son Ramon. We just want the best for this kid. For him to be recognized by his biological father without having me be with his father. I just want to be with you. And sister also understands it.”

Ramon swallowed his saliva. Rayan explained everything. It's just that Ramon feels a little afraid if finally Bastian really intends to take responsibility and invite Sechil to get married. Ramon has nothing to keep Sechil by his side.

“Ramon.” Sechil raised his head to look at Ramon with his cry.

“Let's speed up our transfer plan Ramon. We live together in our own way.”