I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 50's

After finishing dinner, Rayan and Alana let the fisherman rest. They very kindly showed the room that the fisherman would occupy. Not in the servant's room, but in the guest room that there are indeed some of the Divilla.

After showing the room occupied to the maid, Rayan invited Alana to rest. Rayan felt a little dizzy actually, but Rayan did not want to complain now. Rayan wants Alana to know that she can give him whatever Alana wants.

“How does the fish taste?”

Alana who was playing her finger in the field Rayan slowly raised her head. The two of them were lying on their sides facing each other on the bed in their room. There is nothing special about the taste of grilled fish actually. But seeing the fish Alana felt very moved. Rayan willingly trapped under the heavy rain and big waves to bring the fish for him.

“Why don't you go back as the sky gets dark Rayan?”

Rayan frowned at the question. Alana looked at him without the smile that Rayan expected.

“You know Rayan, what you're doing is very dangerous. You scared me.” Both of Alana's eyes began to look glassy. Imagining Rayan not returning to her makes Alana again haunted by fear.

Seeing that Rayan smiled. Her one free hand then gently caressed Chuby Alana's cheek.

“What's as scared as hem?” Rayan asked gently.

Alana's tears trickled past the corner of her eyes. Alana grabbed Rayan's big hand, grasped it tightly then kissed him.

“I don't want to lose you Rayan.” Reveal it.

Rayan was very happy to hear that. Alana really loves him now. Alana was crying for him. Alana's afraid of losing him.

“Do not cry.. I promise I'll always be okay for you Alana.”

Rayan returned Alana's hand. His gaze was right about the two eyes of Alana who continued to shed tears as a sign of fear of losing the figure of Rayan.

“I love you, love you so much.”

Alana smiled in her tears and then shuffled into Rayan's warm embrace. Alana leaned her head comfortably on the chest of Rayan's field which immediately wrapped her two hands on Alana's slim body.

Rayan also dipped many times the top of Alana's head. His feelings felt deeply for the woman he had forcibly married. The woman in the beginning saw Rayan as Sakura, her late lover.

“Alana, about Rayan junior do you still really want her?”

Alana instantly broke away from Rayan's embrace. His head looked up at Rayan who was also looking at him.

“Do you think I changed my mind now? I want to be a mother soon.”

Rayan laughed hearing that. The man then rolled his body making Alana's body under him.

“Then we must be diligent in doing his.” Bisik Rayan then immediately grabbed Alana's lips.

And tonight they both went back.

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The next morning Alana again did her duty as a wife for Rayan is to cook breakfast for Rayan.

“How is his sleep sir?” Rayan asked Slamet. Currently the three of them are eating breakfast with fried rice menu and omelet made by Alana.

“I slept very well sir. The place you provide is very convenient.” Said Mr. Slamet answering.

Alana nodded with a smile on her lips. Mr. Slamet has been very meritorious to Rayan.

“Sorry sir it looks like I have to go home now. My wife and children must have been waiting for my return with great worry.”

“It's good sir Slamet finish his breakfast first.” Alana voiced suggested making Mr. Slamet look at her for a bit.

“Yes mistress, thanks. The cuisine of the mistress is very delicious.”

Alana nodded again receiving praise from Mr. Slamet.

“Once again I am very grateful sir. Mr. slamet will be escorted home with my assistant.”

“I should thank you sir. I got a ride to sleep and could taste delicious food. It was truly an honor for a fisherman like me.” Mr. Slamet is down.

Rayan and Alana looked at each other and laughed. Meeting a kind, selfless person made both of them feel happy.

“Pak heart slamet. Greetings to the wife and children of the pack Slamet.” Alana.

“Iya mistress. Sir, madam then I'm sorry.”

“Please.” Rayan.

Mr. Slamet then boarded the ship brought by Luky. The brown-skinned man sat comfortably with the ship's controller.

“Mr..” Luky approaches Alana and Rayan and greets him respectfully.

“Luky, how are mommy and Sechil?” Tanya Rayan put her hands into the pocket of black knee-length shorts she was wearing.

“The big one often goes back and forth to the master's company. He even had time to cuss me assuming I was hiding the whereabouts of mr.” Answer Luky.

Rayan sighed softly. For now indeed avoiding is the best way for Alana not to get into trouble. What's more Sechil her sister is a girl who likes to make fun of regardless of who she is making fun of.

Alana who was next to Rayan just kept quiet. Alana doesn't know how mommy and her sister-in-law behave. But Alana could guess the two of them definitely did not like her.

“Ya already then. Make sure they don't know this place. And deliver Mr. Slamet safely to his destination. On arrival there immediately buy a new boat for him. Love her money and gifts to her too.”

“Good sir. I excuse.”

Rayan nodded her head. After Luky and his ship passed away, Rayan grabbed Alana's hand and grasped it very tightly.

“Alana.” Call Rayan with a straight forward look.

“Hem?” Alana turned her head and slightly looked up at Rayan's handsome face from the side. The man was really very tall. It may be 190 cm.

“Mommy and my sister, they are not good people. They can break a person's heart and feelings with his mouth.”

Alana smiled faintly. He was used to humiliation. In the past when he was still in contact with Dion, Agatha also often insulted him.

“Then I ask you to be a strong and strong woman. Never show the weak side in front of both of them.”

“If they say something bad about me to you someday will you believe?”

Rayan looked at Alana who kept looking at her.

“Depends.” The answer.

Alana raised her next to her eyebrows.

“Depends on what?”

Rayan sighed then smiled.

“What I know is that you are a stubborn woman. And what I can imagine is that you can fight both of them to defend Alana. Don't doubt anything if you're right. I will definitely trust you.”

Alana quiet. That means Alana has to be able to defend herself. Alana cannot rely on her status as Rayan's wife to make the world see her.

“Good then. I'll show you Rayan. I'm not a weak woman.”

“That's great.”