I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 214

Caterine was cleaning photos of Alana and Ramon when the door to her room was slowly opened by Safana's doctor. Caterine looked over and smiled. Caterine looks much younger than she used to be. With his new hairstyle cut to shoulder and straight jet black.

“Doctor..” Caterine put Alana's photo on the table across the bed.

“Mistress, I have a surprise for mistress.”

Caterine laughed softly at that. Doctor Safana always managed to make him smile. The beautiful woman was very attentive to him.

“What is a doctor?” Caterine asked curiously.

Doctor Safana smiled meaningfully and then told Rayan, Alana, Sechil and Ramon to go into Caterine's room. And the presence arrived they made Caterine speechless pecking at where he stood. The cloth that Caterine used to clean Ramon and Alana's photo from the dust regardless of his hand grip. The smile that had adorned his red lips was also immediately navel as his gaze met the two children and his daughter-in-law.

“Yes God... Is this a dream?” Caterine asked inwardly. Because Caterine often dreamed of being visited by Rayan and Sechil who later became disappointed when he woke up from his beautiful dream.

“Master, mistress.. Excuse me for a minute.” Said Dr. Safana to Rayan and Alana.

“Yes doctor. Thank you and heart.” Rayan's smile is taken by Doctor Safana.

Doctor Safana then passes leaving Caterine with Rayan, Alana, Sechil as well as Ramon. The beautiful doctor was sure everything would be fine. Caterine wouldn't hysterically anything else until it went berserk.

Rayan sighed softly then stepped slowly closer to Caterine. Rayan smiled sweetly looking at Caterine who did look more beautiful and youthful. The woman also looks a little filled with a positive aura that Rayan can feel when they are really facing.

“What is this dream? Is mommy sleeping now? Are you going after mommy opens Rayan's eyes?” Caterine's voice shook as she asked the question.

Rayan who heard it immediately grabbed both of Caterine's shoulders, rubbing them gently.

“Mommy doesn't dream. Me, Alana, Ramon and Sechil are coming for mommy.” Rayan said very gently.

Tears that had inundated both eyelids Caterine finally escaped and dripped to form a tributary on both cheeks Caterine tapered.

Rayan did not want to see her mommy cry immediately wiping her gently using both of her thumbs.

“Don't cray mom.. Please..” Lirih Rayan who did not want any more tears.

Caterine couldn't help but cry. The woman even immediately sobbed and cried loudly feeling very moved by the arrival of her child.

“Yes God.. Mommy really misses you Rayan.”.

Caterine immediately hugged Rayan very tightly. The woman cried sobbing so loudly behind Rayan's back that returned her tight embrace gently.

Alana, Ramon, and Sechil who saw him smiled. They slowly drew closer to Rayan and Caterine who kept hugging.

“Mom.” Alana called out to Caterine slowly, very carefully. Alana is sure Caterine won't get angry or kick him and Ramon out.

Hearing Alana's slow voice, Caterine released her embrace to Rayan. Caterine turned her body to look at Alana who was holding Zoya in front of her.

Caterine's tears were dripping more and more. Caterine's body decays until she finally kneels in front of Alana. Alana who was shocked took a step back.

While Rayan, the man just kept quiet to see what his mommy did.

“Yes God.. Mommy.. What mommy did?” Alana knelt down to align her position with Caterine.

“Mommy is a lot wrong with you son. Mommy's been so mean to you.” Cry Caterine.

Alana smiled then grabbed Caterine's hand. Alana shakes Caterine's hand then kisses the back of her sincere hand.

“Don't remember mom's past.. What matters now is the future. Make all that is past learning for all of us to live better in front of him.”

Rayan, Sechil, and Ramon smiled at what Alana told Caterine. Caterine has made a lot of mistakes with Alana since she first met Alana.

“Mommy sorry son.. Mommy's really sorry.. Please don't punish mommy again.. It's enough for mommy to live withholding longing for all of you.. Mommy realized, mommy needs you.”

“I've forgiven mommy even before mommy apologizes. I am also sorry mom, maybe all this time I have not been able to be a good daughter-in-law for mommy.”

Caterine's cry grew louder hearing what Alana said. Alana who could not bear to immediately hugged Caterine tightly, rubbing a swipe of her vibrating back Caterine tried to calm her down.

Long enough Caterine cried in Alana's arms until finally Zoya's voice resuscitated Caterine. Caterine immediately let go of Alana's embrace and then got up with Ramon and Alana helping her.

“Zoya.. Grandson oma.” Caterine's smile approached Rayan who was holding Zoya.

“Ya.. This is mommy's grandson.”

Caterine turned to Alana and turned to look at Sechil and Ramon.

“What is Kenzie?”

“Ya.. This is Kenzie grandson oma.” Ramon's smile was scorching.

Caterine laughed yet again tears dripped down her cheeks. Ramon who was also unwilling to look at the sadness gently rubbed Caterine's wet cheeks.

“Don't cry mom. Later beautiful ilang.” Said.

Caterine laughed at hearing that. The woman immediately rushed to embrace Ramon who had also been hated. Ramon, the best daughter-in-law Caterine never appreciated his efforts in making Sechil happy, his beloved daughter.

“Mommy apologize Ramon. Mommy is a lot wrong with you.” Caterine with her voice still trembling.

“Ya.. Ramon also apologizes if much wrong same mommy.”

Complete is Rayan's happiness now. His wait was answered. Caterine was aware of all her mistakes before it was too late. The rebuke of God is right directly about the heart and managed to melt it. Now Rayan believes that the word “Will be beautiful in time” it is indeed true.

It was a happy day for Rayan and everyone. They chatted warmly, joking together in Caterine's room. Zoya and Kenzie become the center of their happiness now. Thanks to both of them, Caterine felt very touched and realized all her mistakes in the past.

Their warm chatter came to a halt as the sound of knocking on the door sounded.

“What is mbak?” Ask Caterine very gently.

“Sorry madam, lunch is ready.” Said the young household assistant who is familiarly called mbak Sri.

“Oh yes.. We'll be down in a minute. Thank you, mbak. You also do not forget to eat lunch well.” Caterine's saut smiled sweetly.

“Ya mistress.” Take Sri before it passes.

Caterine then invites Rayan, Alana, Sechil and Ramon to come down and have lunch together. Caterine really looks very happy because of the presence of her children.

“Emm.. Alana, let mommy carry Zoya.” Caterine said as Alana was about to lift Zoya's stocky body.

“OK..” Let's just say Alana agrees.

Caterine immediately picked up Zoya and carried her then took her out leaving Rayan and Alana smiling happily looking at her.

“Eem.. Mommy would be even happier if Zoya soon has a sister.”

Alana laughed at Rayan's words.

“Basic flirty husband.” The reply.

Reluctant to worry even longer joking husband Alana also chose to catch up with Caterine who had already left the room.

Rayan laughed to herself. The handsome man in black clothes shook his head then followed Alana out of Caterine's room. All the happiness he has dreamed of has come true. And Rayan promised herself that she would take good care of all that.

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