I'm Not a Substitute

I'm Not a Substitute
Episode 24



“Still want revenge with your ex?”


Alana stopped tying the tie on the collar of Rayan's blue shirt neck when Rayan asked. Alana then sighed. After his chat last night with Rayan Alana begins to realize that there is no point in revenge. Alana should be grateful that God showed her directly that Dion was not a good man for her.


Alana looked up at Rayan who was slightly looking down at her. Slowly a smile was engraved on Alana's lips.


“It seems like no need.” The answer.


Rayan raised next to her eyebrows. Soon his wife changed her mind.


“You sure?”


“He'em.. I don't want to be suspected of still having a taste in Dion.” Reply Alana again while re-binding Rayan's tie.


Rayan laughed softly. Alana.


“That's a very wise decision.”


“But you should also forget about Sakura completely. You promised you'd love me so much in front of him.” Alana said bringing up Rayan's words at that time.


“It's for sure.” Reply Rayan smiled faintly.


Finished helping Rayan wear a tie, Alana then wrapped her hand around Rayan's arm. The two of them stepped out of their rooms down the stairs to the 1st floor where the dining table was located.


“Rayan.” Call Alana slowly.


“Hem.” Rayan Saut.


“I think it is necessary to build an elevator in this house in order to shorten the time when up or down to the 1.” floor


Rayan seemed to think for a moment. Rayan never thought of that. But what Alana said has a point, too.


“That's a pretty good idea. I'll think about it later.” Rayan's smile looked at Alana who was stepping beside her.


“I hope soon there is an elevator at this house Rayan.”


“This house?” Tanya Rayan stopped stepping.


Alana stopped walking and smiled at the handsome face of Rayan.


“I mean our home.” Error Alana.


“Don't get me wrong again okay?” Said Rayan menoel tip nose pointed Alana.


”Will I work on.”


Rayan and Alana resumed their steps. They had breakfast together on the sidelines with small talk. Rayan hopes that everything will not be in vain. Alana can love him and vice versa. Rayan can really let Sakura go and open the heart of loving Alana like she used to love Sakura.


After Rayan left for the office, Alana immediately rushed over. Alana has thought about it, the relationship and Rayan must be good. This morning Alana plans to go to the gynecologist to check her health. Alana wants to make sure she is fertile and can provide children to Rayan as a complement to their household life.


Mr. Lim stopped his car when he reached the hospital yard. The hospital that made Alana cringe.


“Pak Lim, how come here?” Alana asked Lim.


“Master told me to drive you to this hospital madam. Coincidentally this is also a hospital owned by a friend of mr.”


Alana nodded. Alana then got out of the car and stepped casually into the hospital.


“Sakura?”


Alana just got herself in the chair waiting for someone to pat her on the shoulder. But the man did not call her Alana but Sakura.


“You're Sakura, right? God damn.”


Alana stutters. Alana doesn't know who that handsome guy is.


“Mana Rayan?” Ask the man again.


Alana doesn't know what to say. It had been 2 people who considered him Sakura other than Rayan. It was Sandi and the man who was currently standing in front of her.


The man closed his eyes with a soft hiss coming out of his mouth.


“Ya, sorry.. I forgot that Sakura no longer exists.”


Alana nodded her head. At that time his name was called. Alana resigned from the man in a clean white shirt. Alana thought maybe the man who was meant by Mr. Lim was a friend of Rayan because he had also asked Rayan to him.


“Maybe she would also be very surprised if she knew I was Rayan's wife.” Inner Alana.


Alana is examined in its entirety by an obstetrician. Alana also asked for a vitamin recipe that could help nourish her fertility as well as Rayan. Not only that, Alana also asked about the type of food that is good to help her pregnancy program.


After checking himself, Alana immediately went home with Lim who delivered. Alana felt silly on her own because she arrived to see an obstetrician to check her condition. Very excessive indeed, but Alana thought for the sake of harmony of her household with Rayan everything was natural.


“Hh.. I seem to have gone mad.”


Alana smiled to herself remembering what she did. Rayan would also definitely take it overboard later.


Alana sits herself on the edge of the bed. His gaze was fixed on the white plastic containing vitamins for him and Rayan. Alana then grabbed and opened it staring at the 2 bottles of dark colored shard alternately in the air. It is a kind of honey for men and women. For men as a stamina enhancer, medium for women to help fertilize.


Alana giggles amusedly. Alana imagines Rayan's flat face if Alana says everything later.


Tok tok tok tok


The sound of knocking on the door distracts Alana. Alana put the 2 bottles of honey and then stepped quickly towards the door to open it.


“Aibi, what's up?” Alana asked as she saw aunt standing in front of her bedroom door.


“Sorry to disturb the mistress, below there is a mistress friend who came.”


Alana frowning. Alana has never been to a friend. Because almost everything Alana calls friends is only when they meet and work together. Outside it never. Alana can never get too close to anyone other than Dion and Michelle.


“What did he tell aunt who he was?” Tanya Alana was curious.


“No mistress.” Auntie's bell replied.


“He's a boy?”


“She's a lady mistress. Her hair is curly and a little blonde.” Answer aunty.


Alana clucking. That was Michelle.


“You why is he here?” Inner Alana was upset.


Alana glanced at the aunt who was still standing with her head bowed in front of her. Alana then told the aunt to return with her activities after saying thank you.


“Alana.” Michelle smiled and got up from her seat when she saw Alana appear. The woman smiled without feeling the slightest bit guilty about what she had done with Dion behind Alana.


“Sit again.” Alana said with her flat gaze. Michelle always looks sweet even after her malice is revealed.


Alana puts herself on a single couch opposite Michelle. Alana sighed in disgust at the arrival of Michelle who arrived at that.


“Alana, I'm pregnant.”


Alana raised next to her brows looking strangely at Michelle. I don't know what Michelle meant when she arrived and told Alana about her pregnancy.


Alana glanced at the CCTV. Alana realized during her stay in the luxurious residence of Rayan herself was always supervised.


“Quiet Alana. Maybe Rayan is looking at you right now. You have to show Rayan that you are not weak.” Inner Alana.


Alana looked back at Michelle who was still maintaining a smile on her lips. Alana smiled.


“Congratulations well then. Coincidentally I am also pregnant, my gestational age is only 4 weeks. I just found out this afternoon.”


I don't know where the idea came from so Alana could smoothly lie to Michelle.


“Ah jeez.. I don't think very soon we will be mamah.” Michelle said smiling wider.


“So what's your real destination here?”