I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 37's

Arriving at home, Rayan immediately asked Alana to use the test they bought. And Alana of course immediately obeyed him.

”How?” Rayan asked as soon as Alana came out from inside the bathroom. Yes, that man does look very impatient.

Alana looked at Rayan. The woman issued a test that is still so neat with her packaging.

“Loh why not open?” Rayan was confused. Alana did not open and remove the pregnancy-testing stick from her packaging.

“Or.. You can't open it either?” Both eyes of Rayan narrowed to assume the spoiled style of Alana will be issued again.

Alana shook her head. His gaze looked very sad on Rayan who began to guess what plan was being designed by his wife's brain.

“My server..” Pause for a moment. Alana then lowered her head sighing sadly.

“I mens.” Next lirih.

Rayan held her breath for a moment then exhaled the skartis. Something felt so good in him. Alana gets her monthly guest which means Alana is not pregnant yet.

“Thankful.” Batin Rayan.

Rayan feels free from threats now. Rayan does not want Alana pregnant with her child. Rayan is just not ready if you have to face the behavior of Alana which will certainly be very magical. In fact, it is not impossible that Alana will also have Rayan use a costume of a terrible monster like a Beast if she really is pregnant. What else Alana said greatly admired that huge tall figure.

”I..” Alana started to get laid. His head continued to bow in front of Rayan who was just silent.

“I think I.. It was so long ago.”

Rayan smiled knot. Alana's definitely gonna get pregnant, but not for now.

“Already, it's okay.. Maybe god hasn't allowed.” Rayan tries to ease Alana's disappointment.

Alana quickly raised her head looking up at Rayan.

“But Michelle is pregnant. And I've said I'm pregnant too.”

The smile at Rayan's lips instantly disappeared.

“What do you mean Alana?” His question looked at Alana with both eyes narrowed suspiciously.

Alana did not answer. Alana wants to show Michelle that she also deserves the love of a man. Especially if it's her husband.

Alana stepped slowly past Rayan who was still waiting for an answer to her curiously charged question. Right now it's in Rayan's mind to assume that Alana is just trying to use her to show Michelle and Dion who ever cut a wound on Alana's heart. Showing that Alana can be without them is not because she really wants to be right by Rayan's side.

“Alana.” Call Rayan full of emphasis.

Alana kept quiet. Slowly Alana sat herself by the bed. After this, Alana will be very embarrassed to be caught lying. Michelle, she's gonna laugh at him. And so did Dion.

“I think that if I get pregnant quickly everything will be better Rayan.” He said he started with a soft voice but also slightly shook.

Rayan raised next to her eyebrows.

“You still intend to use me for revenge on them?”

Alana turned to look at Rayan who was still standing in her place in front of the bathroom door. Slowly Alana shook her head.

“Don't if I was pregnant you'd love me so much?”

Rayan was silent again. Rayan is determined to love Alana. Not as a substitute for Sakura, but as a soul mate that God gave her.

“If I'm pregnant you will definitely obey all my will right? you will take great care of me. You also will not be angry.”

“And you will make me your slave.” Raman Rajan.

“Rayan.” Call Alana to keep staring at Rayan.

“Michelle and Dion, they'll laugh at me later. They will definitely assume I married you just selling myself to change fate. Didn't you?”

Rayan clenched her two hands hearing that. Inexplicably, Alana becomes acting like a desperate woman.

“Rayan..”

“I told you not to be a weak woman Alana.” Cut Rayan full of emphasis.

Alan remained silent. Rayan looked so angry right now.

“You're my wife. You are by my side to be my companion forever. Not just a fan of my life. Remember it's good good Alana.”

“My server.”

Cup

Alana's words were cut because of Rayan's hot lips that scooped her lips. Rayan kissed him very gently making Alana lulled.

“I'll make you give birth to a dozen children Alana.” Bisik Rayan paused for a moment to kiss her.

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“You should take a lot of rest Michelle. You are pregnant. Now look, you got this anemia.”

Michelle could only smile at her mother-in-law's nagging, Agatha her name. Not without cause Michelle to experience anemia. All of that, of course, was because of Dion.

“Come sit down first.”

Michelle said that Agatha was waiting for her to sit outside the room of the obstetrician who had just checked her condition.

“Mamah has called Dion many times but still not appointed Chelle. Where is he exactly?”

Michelle was confused as to what to answer. If he answered honestly by saying Dion was gone since yesterday, Agatha would be very angry. And Dion, of course he would also be very angry at Michelle.

“Padahat before marriage you are always together where. You guys are so compact. Dion too, he doesn't seem willing to leave you alone an item for a second.”

Michelle smiled wryly. Dion did not want to leave it alone. Dion is a maniac who almost every time works on Michelle's body. Dion always said sweetly by saying he would always be there for her, not always love her. And Michelle was stupid to want to obey Dion. Michelle also always enjoyed the touch of that jerk.

“Nak..”

Agatha's gentle touch in her eyes made Michelle wake up from her daydream.

“Ah yes mah.” Michelle smiled with her pale lips that also looked dry.

Agatha shook her head slowly.

“What's Alana?”

Michelle's smile instantly faded away. Alana had nothing to do with her messy relationship with Dion. Alana is even a victim of the selfishness of Michelle and Dion.

“Negot mah.” Nod Michelle.

“Don't lie to Michelle. Alana loves Dion very much. Alana must not be willing for you to get married so she bullies Dion. He must also have influenced Dion so as not to take care of you properly.”

Michelle shook her head refusing what Agatha said. Alana is not wrong. Alana had nothing to do with her problem and Dion.

“Mah.”

“You don't have to buy Alana Michelle. Don't be so good. Later you are underestimated.” Again Agatha cut in and assumed herself about Alana.

“Not so mah.. But Alana, she's married. Alana doesn't bother me or Dion. Don't blame Alana.”

“Then who's wrong here? Dion's? or you?” Agatha's question made Michelle shut up again.

“Already. Mom will talk about this with Dion later. And about Alana, mamah will still come to him later.” Agatha continued to insist on blaming Alana.

“Mah.”

“Michelle please massage with mama. This is also for you and Dion.”.