I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 203's

That night Rayan repeatedly scolded Mr Lim who he considered not to be able to drive a car in an emergency. Rayan is really bad right now. Hearing and seeing directly even holding his wife who continued to moan in pain made the mixed feelings rule his heart.

“Pak Lim can not fast a little?!”

Sari could only look pityfully at Mr. Lim who was the target of Rayan's anger. Sari himself saw how crowded the road that made Mr Lim unable to drive a car at will. It would obviously be very dangerous for them alone.

“Sick Rayan.” Alana again groaned with her hands gripped tightly onto Rayan's shoulder. Alana never felt such pain during pregnancy. But now that sense arrived he felt that made his body feel helpless.

“Ya darling.. Patience yes.. We'll be back soon.” Saut Rayan was very soft.

Meanwhile, Mr. Lim, a private driver who has worked for a long time in the Rayan family, looks excited, nervous mixed with fear. Lim could not bear to see and hear Alana in pain. But recklessly penetrating the crowd of cars in front of him will also be very dangerous.

“Pak please dong.. My wife is already in a lot of pain.”

“I i yes sir.”

Sari sighed. The age of Alana content just entered 8 months more than one day. And Alana suddenly felt a pain that even though she never complained.

“If this is the right time, I beg God.. Make things easy.” Inner Sari with both eyes closed.

Because he did not want to continue to get tantrums from Rayan, Lim also decided to go through the rat road to the hospital. Mr. Lim also did not want to if until something bad happened to Alana. Not only because I am afraid of Rayan, but because Mr. Lim knows Alana is a good person who deserves to always live well and be happy with Rayan.

As soon as he arrived right in front of the hospital, Lim immediately went down as well as Sari. The two help Rayan who holds Alana out of the car.

Alana immediately got special handling. And it just so happens that the doctor who used to handle Alana has not come home so that Alana can be immediately taken to the delivery room.

“Suster, please prepare everything I will need later yes.” The beautiful doctor told the nurse.

“Good doctor.” Nurse then immediately passed out to prepare everything that will be needed by the doctor in dealing with Alana later.

“Doctor.. It hurts.” Alana Lirih.

“Yes mistress.. You have uterine muscle contractions. Patience to the lady.. We have to wait until the opening is perfect and you can give birth to your child normally.”.

Hearing that Alana smiled. Although the content is only even 8 months but it turns out the child in the womb is impatient to want out of his womb.

“Shortly mistress.”

Alana nodded weakly. His body felt very weak because of the pain that is sometimes lost but will not long come back to him.

“How is doctor?” Rayan asked as soon as the doctor came out of the room where Alana would be treated.

“Monya Alana has entered the opening of two masters.”

“Opening?” Rayan frowned not understanding what the doctor said in front of her.

“The opening is the process of widening the cervix that will be passed by the baby master. Be patient and do not panic. You can accompany Ms. Alana during the process. I excuse.”

“Ya doc..” Nodding Rayan still looks confused.

Meanwhile Sari who was behind Rayan smiled. His conjecture along the way to the hospital was correct. Alana's about to give birth.

Rayan was silent for a moment. This was the first time in his life to accompany a woman who was about to give birth and it was his own wife, Alana.

“Bu.. I..”

“You must be patient and calm. Everything will be fine.” Sela Sari's.

Rayan sighed. Alana giving birth was the moment that Rayan had been waiting for.

“Then I enter bu..”

“Ya.”Nod Sari smiled calmly.

Rayan went into the room where Alana was. And once inside, Rayan found Alana who was lying on her left side. Rayan held her breath for a moment and exhaled her roughly. Rayan warns himself to stay calm and not panic. Rayan believes his wife can go through that process.

Slowly Rayan stepped closer to Alana. Rayan pulled up the chair and sat right beside the left where Alana was facing.

Alana laughed softly despite grimacing at the end because the pain was felt again.

“We will soon meet with our son Rayan.” Lirih Alana told Rayan.

Rayan smiled with both eyes glazed over. As much as possible Rayan tried to hold back her tears so as not to fall and drip. Rayan must remain calm to maintain and strengthen Alana who will go through a process that Rayan knows will not be easy. The process by which Alana will risk her life to be able to give birth to their child in the world.

“Ya darling.. I can't wait to hold and kiss her.” Saut Rayan whispered.

Rayan grabbed Alana's hand and grasped it tightly. Rayan also kissed the back of the hand of the woman who was struggling between life and death for him as well as his son.

Alana laughed again. 8 Months was very short for him. It feels like only yesterday she was decided to get pregnant by a doctor, and now she is going to give birth.

“Rayan..” Call Alana lirih.

“Ya darling.” Rayan greeted me very gently and attentively looking at Alana.

“My waist feels hot. May I ask for help.” Alana looked at Rayan expectantly.

“Of course. What should I do, baby?”

“Please wipe my waist plan.” Pinta Alana with a little ringing.

Rayan nodded unable to say a word. His tongue felt mute with a chest that was so sasak. Rayan's gaze even blurred because of the tears that filled the eyelids of both eyes.

Rayan moved to sit on Alana's right side. Gently Rayan started rubbing Alana's waist. Rayan hopes that what he does now can relieve the heat that is being experienced by his beloved wife.

During the process, Rayan continued to be beside Alana. Rayan patiently took care of his own wife. Even Rayan forbade the nurse who was about to take Alana peed in the bathroom and intervened on her own to lead Alana who was still strong to walk towards the bathroom. The arrogant and fierce young lord Rayan whom Alana used to equate with the Beast figure did not feel the slightest disgust when cleaning Alana who finished peeing. And what Rayan did that managed to make Alana shed her tears. Alana never imagined the slightest bit of the process would be like that.

“Hey.. Why cry my dear..” Rayan gently rubbed the tears that were dripping down Alana's cheeks. Rayan also briefly kissed Alana's lips then smiled and looked calmly at Alana.

“You are strong darling. I believe you can.” He said he was reassuring and encouraged Alana.