I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 150's

By morning Rayan had just returned to his residence. Rayan got out of her car and then stepped wide towards the main door of her house. Rayan felt her head almost break now. Caterine keeps acting wherever she is. Caterine even injures the occupants of other cells.

Rayan opened the door to her room. In the dim light Rayan could clearly see Alana sitting in the middle of the bed with a gaze fixed on the large glass window where through the large glass Alana could see various stars scattered in the sky. It seems Alana did deliberately not close the hoodeng in her room and Rayan.

Rayan knew Alana must be waiting for him who left without first saying anything to her.

Rayan went into her room and then closed the door again and stepped slowly towards Alana who was not aware of Rayan's presence.

Rayan smiled. There was a sense of regret in his heart because he had silenced Alana earlier. Rayan also regretted leaving without saying goodbye so that made Alana wait for him until now.

Rayan took off her shiny black shoes and climbed on the bed. The sound of bed squeals due to Rayan's movement made Alana wake up from her daydream. Alana turned her head and was surprised to find that Rayan was already beside her.

“Rayan..” Lirih Alana's.

“Come darling.” Rayan's smile gently pulled Alana into his embrace. Alana swallowed her saliva. Both of his eyes closed feeling the warmth of Rayan's embrace.

“Sorry I left without saying goodbye earlier.”

“Where are you from? Why so long?” Alana asked in a soft voice.

Rayan closed both eyes looking for calm through the smell of roses that emanated from Alana's body.

“Is something happening?” Ask Alana again.

Rayan smiled. Rayan herself does not know until when Caterine will continue to act. Rayan also does not know when Caterine will really change and realize all his mistakes.

“Mommy tries to escape from Alana prison. Mommy also injured her cellmate. And his cellmate was so badly injured that he had to be taken to the hospital.”

Alana breaks away from Rayan's embrace. Alana thought after Caterine was imprisoned that the woman would change and realize all her deeds.

“I don't know until when mommy will be like this Alana.”

Alana swallowed her saliva staring sadly at Rayan who was always made dizzy with her own mother's behavior.

“Rayan.. I don't know how either. But I know you can face all this with a patient heart.” Said Alana who felt she did not know what else to say to strengthen her husband.

Rayan laughing. The handsome man who was still wearing his grey tuxedo pulled Alana back into his warm embrace.

“Of course. As long as you and our child are always beside me any obstacle and as heavy as it is I can certainly face it. You're my power source.” Said Rayan kissing the top of Alana's head.

Alana smiled hearing that. Alana had no reason to leave Rayan. Although until now Caterine did not approve of their marriage but Alana never questioned him. For Alana from Rayan to love and be able to care for her is more than enough. That has been a strong reason for Alana to always stay beside Rayan wherever and whenever.

“It's almost morning. We better sleep now baby.”

Rayan forgets back the problem about Caterine that drains his patience and his intelligent brain. Rayan knows everything she'll be able to get through. God never sleeps and will always give him the best way out to face everything. For him, the most important thing is to try and strive for the best for everyone he loves and loves.

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“So I met and got acquainted with Cleo.” Sechil feels unable to hold everything by himself and chooses to tell Ramon everything he feels.

“Cleo?” Ramon asked who then got up from his bed on their own medium-sized bed.

Sechil smiled and then got up and sat down beside Ramon.

”Cleo is Bastian's fiancee. She is very pretty and seems like she is also a good person.”

“Did he say something that made you feel annoyed?” Ramon asked who had begun to understand the Sechil residence since returning home from Bastian and Cleo's engagement party.

Sechil turned his head to look at Ramon who looked very worried about him. Sechil leaned his head against Ramon's comfortable boat and then nodded his head.

“Yes. He said something concerning this child.” Sechil answered while gently rubbing his own stomach.

“What did he say Sechil?” Ramon asked again impatiently.

Sechil closed his eyes while enjoying his comfort in Ramon's strong boat. Sechil knew that nothing would happen for no reason. Her pregnancy is her path to good. And Sechil thinks there's nothing to regret about her pregnancy. What he did with Bastian was an accident. Sechil is framed by someone who is eventually saved by Bastian but ends up also with a touch by Bastian which makes him pregnant now.

“She said she doesn't mind if Bastian is in charge of me and this kid. Maybe that means while I'm pregnant. But for this child will happen next. Cleo said she strongly objected that one day this child would follow Bastian.” Sechil's Story.

Ramon grabs Sechil's shoulder and re-enforces Sechil's sitting position.

“You have no mind to give this kid the same Bastian right?” Ramon asked with both eyes narrowed at Sechil who was laughing at the question.

“What are you doing anyway? I love this kid to Bastian. It is impossible to.”

Ramon breathed a sigh of relief. Although Ramon does not have anything but Ramon will not be able to let the child who is difficult Sechil bladder given away to Bastian. Instead of obstructing Bastian's custody of his own son, Ramon is only afraid that the boy will not get Cleo's sincere affection later.

“Whatever happens I will keep trying to take care of this kid. I'll make sure this kid gets full affection from me alone.” Sechil's determination looked down at his stomach which he rubbed very gently and affectionately.

Ramon sighed. The man reached out his hands grabbed both cheeks of Chuby Sechil and cupped him rubbing very gently and heartily.

“Never feel all this is a Sechil load. Having a child is a great gift from God. We should be grateful to take good care of it and take good care of it. Many people there wanted the presence of a child and God did not believe it. You are so lucky that God trusts you to care for and care for our child.” Ramon looked at Sechil softly.

Sechil smiled hearing that. Sechil nods his head and then sprays into Ramon, who immediately replies.

“We take care and care of our children.. Never worry about anything because I will always be there for you.”