I'm Not a Substitute

Episodes 10

After knowing all about Sakura from Rayan's own mouth. Alana becomes urinating on her own. Alana could not accept the fact that she was just a surrogate. Even if you think again that reality also benefits him. Alana could avenge her heartache on Dion and Michelle.

Alana took a breath. He has been living in that magnificent house for almost a month. During that time, Rayan never touched her again. Even though they sleep in bed. Rayan only hugged him if Alana was asleep and woke up in the morning when the man's big arms covered her body.

“Excuse me madam.”

Alana turned her head and frowned as soon as she found the oldest of the 4 servants in the house standing not far from the chair she was sitting in the garden behind the mansion.

“What's up?” Alana asked without saying anything.

“In front there is madam Sari. He's looking for you mistress.”

Alana was silent for a moment. It was strange to hear the maid calling her mother mistress. They usually just call them by name.

“Eem.. Yep. Please make warm tea.. I'll be out now.” Alana said with a smile on her lips. Alana can't hate them. Because the guilty here is Rayan and maybe also her mother who just want to receive the treasure from Rayan.

Alana got up from her seat from the long chair in the garden and stepped into the house to meet her mother.

“Mommy can explain everything nak.”

Alana looked at her mother's touching hands and grasped them. Currently the two of them are already in the living room on the floor of one of Rayan's magnificent houses and sit lined up on one sofa.

Alana also cannot fully believe that her mother traded her for the treasure on Rayan. That day her mother said it would really stop working on Rayan so Alana came to pick her up.

“Alana listen mom.”

Sari turned her head to the right and left making sure that there was no one there but her and Alana.

“Mother forbid you to come here for fear of this happening.”

Alana frowning.

“Mother know something?” Tanya Alana was curious.

“Your face and Sakura's mistress are the same. You guys are like twins.”

Alana quiet. Her mother had always told her to hide for the past year if Alana came to see her. And now Alana knows why her mother told her to hide. Because Rayan will definitely ask.

“Then what should I do now bu?” Alana looks confused and frustrated. Alana didn't stay in that house for long. Alana wants to get out and be free like she used to be. Moreover, Alana has just got a permanent job that may now have been replaced by someone else.

“Nak.. You already have no other choice but to be a good wife to Mr. Rayan.” Said his mother.

Alana clucking. Sakura, somehow she has to die so now Alana has to replace her.

“I don't want to be a substitute for Sakura bu..” Alana looked at her mother hoping for mercy from the woman who loved her so much.

Sari shakes.

“You are not a substitute for son. You son mother.”

“But Rayan, she treats me like Sakura. She bought what Sakura liked then gave it to me.”

Sari sighed. Rayan loves Sakura very much. Even a month after Sakura's departure, Rayan still celebrates Sakura's birthday.

“Bu.. please help me.. Help me get out of this house.”

“Sorry son. Not mom won't. But I know what kind and how Mr. Rayan if already angry.”

Alana clucked in frustration. I don't know who he's leaning on right now. His mother was too afraid of Rayan.

“Aibi !!”

Rayan's call made Alana flinch. Alana's daydreams about her obrola with her mother soon disappear.

Alana looked at Rayan confusedly. His expression as if asking “What's wrong?” to Rayan.

“I sir?”

The oldest servant who seemed to be very trusting Rayan bowed a little respectfully stood beside the chair that Rayan was sitting on.

Alana surprised. I don't know what's wrong with the dish in front of her so Rayan told her to take care of it.

“Why? I haven't eaten anything.” Alana protested because she had not tasted the delicious dishes in front of her.

Rayan looked at Alana with her flat face. The man then got up from his seat and approached Alana.

“Cute me.” He said then passed by with quick steps from the dining table.

Alana blinked her eyes a few times. It's a pity to see the delicious dishes in front of him must be resolved.

“Bi.” Call Alana slowly.

“Ya mistress.”

“Eatenya..”.

“Alana !!”

Saruan Rayan made Alana hiss with both eyes closed. Alana was really confused and did not know what was wrong with the dish in front of her.

“Better madam soon after before lord tempered.” Aunt's advice.

Alana nodded her head. With a sense of annoyance that began to control his heart Alana rose from her seat then passed from the dining table following Rayan who was waiting for him in front.

“Log !” Rayan's orders once Alana gets to her front.

Alana frowning. By folding both of her hands under her chest Alana stared boldly at Rayan.

“Why should I want?” Ask to challenge Rayan.

Rayan narrowed both her eyes. His firm attitude was completely unable to make Alana fear him.

“Because you're my wife.” Rayan replied with great emphasis.

Alana laughed when she heard it.

“Do you think by forcing and doing as you please, you feel great sir?”

Rayan's jaw is hardened. Alana was not afraid of him at all. Feeling annoyed, Rayan grabbed Alana's arm and pulled her roughly making Alana's body approach even to the point of sticking to her.

“Do not provoke my emotions dear. Or I'll make you unable to walk tomorrow morning.” He looked at Alana sharply.

Alana belittles. The shadow when Rayan was on top of it that night immediately controlled his mind as well as his two eyes. Rayan was so strong that it made Alana resigned helpless under him.

“Now get in the car and don't ask much. Okay?”

Rayan opened the car door and forced Alana into it. The man then walked quickly around the back of his luxury car. Rayan got into the car and sat in the steering wheel beside Alana sitting down.

Alana clucking. Reluctant to look at Rayan, Alana melengos even until Rayan drove his own car out of the spacious yard of his magnificent residence.

The quiet atmosphere while on the way made Rayan silently smile. Alana is very stubborn but somehow Rayan feels like it. Alana was so brave to challenge him and it made Rayan even more curious.

Rayan stopped her car in front of a restaurant that looked very crowded that night. Without saying anything to Alana Rayan get out of her car.

“Restaurant? What's he bringing me here for?” Alana's confused now.

“Come down.” Once again Rayan generously opened the car door for Alana.

“What are we here for?” Alana looked at Rayan confusedly.

Rayan smiled. The man grabbed Alana's hand grasping and pulled her gently to get Alana down from her luxury car.

“Maybe dinner here will make you a little happy.” Said.

Alana frowning. Somehow his heart felt touched hearing what Rayan said.