I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 76's

Ever since her pregnancy broke out, Sechil became quiet. Sechil even kept himself locked in a room and would not want to eat if Rayan did not persuade and bribe him. While Caterine, even though the woman never cared about Sechil. Caterine is busy with her own activities and never wants to know what happened to Sechil.

“You should eat a lot. Let you be healthy also your child.” Rayan's smile as Sechil takes a bribe from her.

Sechil just kept quiet. His gaze kept straight ahead was also empty. The girl seemed to no longer have the spirit of life.

Alana who sat on the sofa in Sechil's room could only silently look at Rayan who was so painstakingly feeding Sechil. Alana could see how much affection Rayan had for Sechil. Unfortunately that affection was never seen and always used by Sechil and Caterine.

Alana took a breath. Caterine doesn't care about Sechil at all this week. The woman looked at Sechil in her room never, ever, ever pay attention to him.

“Kak.” Sechil called to Rayan in a soft voice as well as hoarse. The girl looks like I'm a mess with messy hair. Her cheeks that are usually chuby look so thin that her cheekbones are very prominent.

“Iya.. Wh why? You want something?” Saut Rayan asked very attentively.

Sechil then looked at Rayan for a while after that staring at Alana who was sitting on the sofa across the bed that became her seat.

“What mommy is not at home?” Sechil asked still with his voice very soft.

Rayan was silent for a moment. Caterine never left the house. But Caterine never wanted to see Sechil these past few days. Precisely since they came home from the hospital to check the content of Sechil.

“Kak.. Does mommy no longer love me?”

Rayan closed both of her eyes. Rayan could not answer Sechil's question. Karna Rayan himself several times saw Caterine crying in silence. Rayan Tau Caterine was devastated by Sechil's pregnancy.

“Do I have to follow mommy to abort my womb so mommy loves me again sister?”

Rayan looked at Sechil. Since childhood Caterine was very pampering Sechil, it was natural that the girl felt very lost because Caterine was not caring for him.

“Sechil, listen brother. If you abort the fetus in your womb, you will be very sinful. The fetus in your womb is innocent.” Rayan grabbed Sechil's tapered cheeks and stroked him gently. His sister looks very poor now.

“But he's a bastard brother.” Crying Sechil shook his head.

Rayan shook her head, rejecting the word bastard Sechil said.

“All fetuses even newborns are sacred Sechil. Wrong is what you do. Maintain and take good care of this fetus. Brother will keep trying to find Ramon.”'s whereabouts

Sechil's shoulders are shaking. Sechil himself does not know who the father of the fetus he contains now. Accusing Ramon as his father would probably only be laughed at. But if Sechil was honest, Rayan would also definitely blame him.

Alana involuntarily shed her tears but quickly removed them. Alana once felt the pain of feeling neglected. Precisely when Alana could not get out of the captivity of Rayan and her mother who never came to help her even received a treasure from Rayan like selling it. But then Alana understood. It was just a misunderstanding.

“You want something Sechil?” Rayan asked very slowly trying to divert Sechil's grief.

Sechil shook his head.

“I just want mommy to hug me sister. I miss mommy.”

Rayan sighed then placed the plate containing the food she was holding. Rayan then hugged Sechil, gently rubbing the vibrating back of her only sister.

After Sechil calmed down and stopped crying, Rayan took Alana out of Sechil's room. Rayan does not know how to behave to Caterine who continues to insist that Sechil abort his womb.

“How's Ramon? Is there still no news?” Alana's question made Rayan look at her.

The two of them sat in the middle room on a long sofa facing each other.

Rayan smiled gently. The man gently stroked Alana's chuby cheeks. Alana looks more and more contained since pregnancy. Although every morning Rayan must strengthen her heart to see Alana who vomited vomit. And doctors say it's perfectly normal at a very young gestational age.

“He escaped out of town. But Luky said today also his people will bring Ramon here.” Reply Rayan.

Alana nodded her head. The woman then lowered her head. Her tongue rubbed gently on her own stomach which still looked flat.

“On Sechil mommy does not want to consider a fetus in the womb of his grandchild. Mommy even asked Sechil to abort his content.”

Alana paused for a moment of her speech. The woman sighed making Rayan frown.

“Can mommy accept this child I bear as her grandson?” Furthermore Alana raised her head and looked at Rayan with a sad face.

Rayan laughed softly hearing that. The man then grabbed Alana by the waist lifting her up and gently resting her on her lap.

“Strong women won't worry about it.” Rayan said menoel the tip of the nose pointed Alana made Alana's lips pursed.

“Alana, although mommy does not want to recognize our child as a grandson, there are still mothers who will love him very much. There are still aunts and other servants who will surely love him very much. You don't have to worry. God will not complicate the path of good people.”

Alana looked at Rayan with her thoughtful expression. Rayan's words immediately hit his heart.

Alana folded her hands under her chest. His gaze pointed straight ahead ignoring Rayan who was in front of him but with a sideways position.

“Why?” Tanya Rayan was confused.

“You are no longer a Beast. And honestly, I feel a little lost.” Alana.

Hearing that Rayan immediately grabbed Alana's face and directed her quickly for Alana to look at her. Rayan immediately grabbed Alana's lips and kissed her a little rough. Rayan did not even give the slightest gap for Alana to breathe so Alana had to hit even push the chest of Rayan's field for the kiss to come off.

“Hey what are you doing Rayan. You're forcing me?!” Alana glared at Rayan who was casually leaning her back against the sofa she was sitting on. The man did not look at all guilty after making Alana almost out of breath because of her kiss.

“Didn't you say you feel like you're missing a beast-like figure who's a hem-forcing beast? You need to know Alana, I'm even better than that disney guy.” Answer Rayan casually.

Alana squinted both her eyes feeling very annoyed. As he opened his mouth to say, Rayan's phone on the glass table in front of the sofa rang. Rayan raised her hand to give the code so that Alana did not first speak anything and then grabbed her cellphone.

“Ya Luky..” Rayan picked up the phone that turned out to be from Luky.

“My master is already on his way to your home. Ramon is already with me.”