I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 164

Not wanting the problem of his daughter and Rayan getting late, Sari immediately approached Alana who was immediately locked herself in the room. One habit that is easy to read when Alana is sulking.

“By mother enter?” Tanya Sari looked at the open door of Alana and Rayan's room.

Alana sighed softly and twisted her eyes. Alana knows that Rayan must have asked Sari for help to persuade her.

Reluctant to answer, Alana remained in her position sitting on the bed with her back to the door.

Sari smiled seeing him. Sari was never pregnant. Sari also never felt what it was like to crave. And also Sari never felt how sensitive the feelings of women who were pregnant.

Slowly Sari stepped closer to Alana. Sari sighed as she reached right in front of Alana who was still silent and reluctant to look at her.

“Mother must be asked to please with Rayan to talk and persuade me right?” Alana asked who knew what Sari meant.

Sari laughed softly.

“It is obvious yes?” Ask back.

Alana clucking. For some reason the end of this final Alana is easy what other emotions if at Rayan. Especially last night Alana saw what she shouldn't have seen. Rayan was taken by Juita, although Rayan seemed to refuse and did not like what Juita did.

“Mother never got pregnant. So I don't know what it's like.” Sari made Alana look at him.

Alana shook her head slowly. Alana didn't mean to offend Sari.

Sari sighed once more then sat down beside Alana.

“Mom knows how it feels son. You may get angry and irritable easily. But I also know how your husband, Rayan. I've known him since childhood. And I feel like now she's very different from what she used to be. It seems that it's because of you.” Sari.

“Nak..” Sari grabbed Alana's hand rubbing the back of her hand gently.

“Rayan loves you very much. Mom knows that. Rayan is not the type of man who easily falls in love with women. So you don't have to worry about Rayan falling in love with Miss Juita.”

Alana frowning.

“Mothers know Juita?” Tanya Alana was curious.

“Yes, Caterine used to come once when Rayan was still sitting on the lecture bench. Caterine introduces Miss Juita to Rayan but Rayan refuses because at that time Rayan has Miss Sakura.” Answer Sari slowly.

“But at that time Rayan was very easy to hold me, because I look like Sakura ma'am? What if my face changed? Will Rayan still love me?”

Sari turned her head to stare inexplicably with the mind path of her beloved daughter.

“Why do you think that far as Alana?” Tanya Sari did not expect.

Alana quiet. Alana herself knows nothing of her feelings. Alana is easily angry and even jealous even though she already knows what the truth is.

“I don't know mom.” His voice replied in a soft voice.

Sari then pulled Alana and hugged her gently. Sari also rubbed Alana's back trying to calm the feelings of Alana who may be very turbulent because of her pregnancy.

“You should calm down, dear.. Keep thinking positive. Rayan only loves you. You have to believe it.” Sari's whisper made Alana nod and tighten her embrace.

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Rayan slowly opened the door of her room and found Alana was pecking herself in front of a large mirror that could show her reflection from top to bottom. Alana was wearing a slightly exposed dress this time.

Rayan sighed. Somehow Rayan felt like Alana was mimicking Sakura's clothing style first.

Rayan stepped slowly closer to Alana. The man standing right in front of Alana made their gazes meet right then and there. Sure enough, Alana imitates the style of dress even Sakura, Rayan's late lover who has long gone.

“How?” Alana asked with a smile that began to be engraved on her lips.

Rayan smiled. Her hand touched the toska-colored dress strap that crossed Alana's pure white shoulder played her for a while.

“You are beautiful Alana. But you will be prettier if you are yourself.” Answer Rayan slowly.

Alana kept her smile. Hearing Rayan's praise that says Alana is beautiful if she is herself Alana feels flying.

“Oh yes?” Ask Alana slowly.

Rayan nodded her head. Rayan then lowered the rope from Alana's shoulder. A short but friendly kiss Rayan landed on Alana's open boat.

“I like you who Alana is. Not as Sakura's figure or anything else.” Bisik Rayan while blowing slowly on Alana's shoulder made a warm sensation on Alana's open skin.

“Of course it should be. I am no substitute for anyone. I'm Alana, not Sakura.” Reply Alana steady.

“It's good that you know and realize that, my dear. Now it's better to change your appearance like my usual Alanaku.” Rayan's orders are soft.

Alana according to him. Her mood instantly rose as Rayan kissed her shoulder. It feels very strange but comfortable.

Rayan sat at the bedside staring at Alana who changed her dress also remove and re-dress her face with natural makeup ala herself. Rayan laughed when she saw Alana who looked several times confused to choose the color of lipstick that felt right for her.

After being neat with her own appearance, Alana immediately invited Rayan to leave. Short-sleeved milk-brown dress with a mayung shape underneath makes Alana look sweet with a simple appearance.

“When are we going back to the old house?” Alana asked as Rayan was helping her with her seat belt.

Rayan smiled with a face that she was getting closer to Alana. When the tip of his nose was attached to the end of Alana, Rayan immediately distanced his face making Alana scowl disappointed. Alana thought Rayan would kiss her.

“After the business of cancelling my matchmaking and Juita finished dear we go straight home to the old house.” Rayan smiled.

Alana still scowled making Rayan feel even more anxious.

“Please don't have such an expression Alana. It's in the car and I won't be able to hold it if your face continues like that.” He said he made both of Alana's cheeks instantly blush. Alana suddenly remembers the romance they were daubed on their honeymoon.

“OK, we leave now.”

Rayan drove her car at a moderate speed. Juita and Luky were waiting for him in front of the police station where Caterine was being held. And Rayan wants all the problems quickly resolved although it is possible that new problems will arise due to Caterine's incomprehension with him.

Sure enough, when he got there and Juita explained about the intention of his arrival Caterine did not accept. Caterine even again accused Alana who was the cause of both Juita's parents to cancel Rayan and Juita's arranged marriage plan.

“Basic benalu !!” Bumpat Caterine on Alana who remained relaxed sitting next to Rayan.

Juita who heard him directly the inappropriate words Caterine said to Alana narrowed her eyes in disbelief. Juita could not imagine if until his match continued. Caterine is a selfish woman and does not want to admit her mistakes. And Juita felt like she couldn't relate well to someone like Caterine.