I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 144

It was a very painful night for Rayan. Witnessing her own mommy being taken forcibly by the police even Rayan herself who asks Luky to take the police and arrest Caterine. All that Rayan did is not without reason. Rayan did not know how else to treat Caterine who had tried to poison his pregnant wife. All of that is really beyond the limit. Caterine no longer deserves to be called a mother, but rather deserves to be called a criminal.

Alana who witnessed for herself how fragile a Rayan for the second time can only hug him while whispering to strengthen her husband. Alana herself did not expect what Rayan was doing. Rayan reported mommy herself to the authorities. A decision that is not easy considering who Caterine for Rayan.

Until the morning of both Rayan, Alana and Sechil and Ramon they could not close their eyes. The four of them sat in the family room with a quiet atmosphere that enveloped.

Sari who had indeed only noticed from afar what had happened earlier could only sigh. Sari knew the heartbreak that Rayan felt would not be easy to heal. What's more this is the umpteenth time Caterine destroyed her feelings as a child. Sari herself was confused by Caterine's attitude. Caterine should protect and maintain the feelings of her children instead of destroying her only because of her wealth.

“What should we do bu Sari?” Fina's question made Sari look over. Sari herself did not know what to do now.

“I also don't know Fina.” Answer Sari slowly.

Fina sighed. During the move in the new house this is the first time Rayan and Alana are silent like that.

“Better now you just rest Fina. This is my business.” Sari's smile was immediately carried by Fina.

Fina got up from her seat next to Sari then stepped past from the living room to her room which was behind to rest. Fina felt useless there if she could not help what.

After Fina passed, Sari called out slowly to Alana and Ramon. Sari told the two to bring their partner to the room. Sari was confident that they could talk and strengthen each other.

Alana slowly opened the door of her room and then led Rayan to enter. Alana took off the jacket that Rayan was wearing and then led Rayan back to their bed. Alana knows her husband is devastated right now.

Alana sits slowly Rayan on the bed. When Alana was about to take a change of clothes for Rayan was covered in clothes Rayan blocked her wrist like reluctant if Alana was a little distance from him.

“Do not go.. I beg.” Lirih Rayan's.

Alana closed her eyes. Alana could feel the pain her husband was feeling right now. Rayan even seemed traumatized to fear being abandoned by the people she loved.

Alana sighed then turned her body to face Rayan. Alana grabs Rayan's hand which blocks her wrist then grasps and kisses her. Alana's tears trickled down imagining how painful it was to be a Rayan. But Alana then wiped the tears that soaked her cheeks quickly. Alana knows to strengthen Rayan herself must also look strong.

“Don't leave me.. I don't want to be alone.” Rayan spoke again. Fear was clearly visible from the look in his eyes that were staring at Alana.

Alana shook her head. A sweet smile tried Alana carved in the heart of her heart to Rayan. Rayan needs his strong not the weak.

“I don't want to be alone Alana.. I'm afraid myself.” Now Rayan is really traumatized. Many times Caterine's heartbreak coupled with everything Rayan knows from everything Caterine planned. That really made him feel so bad. The wound was not bleeding but the wound was able to dispel Rayan's trust in Caterine, his own mommy.

Alana let go of Rayan's hand then hugged the man affectionately. Alana was crying silently behind Rayan's back. The wounds her husband felt were really contagious to her.

“Don't be like this.. I'm begging.. Stay strong and tough Rayan. Me and our son need you.” Alana spoke with a trembling voice. Alana is afraid that Rayan's trauma will have an adverse impact on Rayan's feelings in the future.

“Our son.” Lirih Rayan was like a dazed person. His heart injury caused by Caterine is really very deep so that makes Rayan almost forget about everything around him.

Alana took off her wound. The woman grabbed Rayan's hands and put them gently on her belly. At that time there was also a smooth movement that seemed to chase Rayan's big hand. The movement managed to make Rayan's lips curl into a smile.

“My boy.” Rayan murmured with tears coming back dripping down his thin cheeks.

Rayan felt her empty heart back full once the smooth movement of Alana's stomach hit her hand. Rayan looked up at Alana who was standing in front of him.

“Yes, he's your son.. Our son.” Alana's smile with both eyes glazed over. This was the first time Alana felt a smooth movement from her stomach and it was because of the touch of Rayan's big hand. The movement was like solace for Rayan who had acted like a dazed person.

Rayan then looked back at Alana's stomach. A gentle kiss of Rayan landed in Alana's stomach. Rayan is aware that there will be a figure who craves affection and protection from her. His son needs his figure. And so is Alana.

“I will love you very much later. Quickly born my son.. I can't wait to kiss and hug you in my strong arms.” Rayan whispered in Alana's stomach.

Alana was very relieved to hear that. Her husband is back now. Although Rayan's heart injury because Caterine will not be easy to heal but Alana will continue to try to be the antidote to the wound. Alana's going to be right next to that guy no matter what. That's Alana's promise to herself.

“In the meantime, I'll get you a change of clothes.” Alana's smile said as Rayan looked back at her.

When Alana was about to turn around, Rayan immediately hugged Alana, wrapped around the woman's distended stomach with her two burly arms.

Rayan smiled and grabbed Alana's lips, kissing her very softly and affectionately. Rayan felt her spirit flaring back. Rayan realized she was needed by people around her, especially Alana and her son. Rayan also realized that she must always be strong and strong in dealing with any problem.

Rayan let go of Alana's lips, with the tip of the nose still sticking together the two smiled. Again and again Alana made the wound in Rayan's heart heal instantly. But this time not only Alana who acts as an antidote to Rayan's heart injury, but also the fetus in his womb who began to actively move and managed to raise Rayan from adversity.

“I can take my own dressing gantai darling.” Rayan whispered right in front of Alana's lips.