I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 111

Until the morning Sechil could not close his eyes. Sechil keeps thinking about Ramon who hasn't come home yet. What worries Sechil is that Ramon's number is no longer active.

“Yes god.. Ramons.. Why until almost this morning you have not gone home.” Sechil muttered with an erratic feeling. Many times Sechil kept trying to contact Ramon but his number kept on going off.

Sechil got up and got out of his bed. Sechil intends to get out of his room and wait for Ramon in the main room of the luxury house.

Sechil stepped out of his room. When he was about to go down the stairs, Caterine's voice calling to him made Sechil turn his head.

“Mommy..” Sechil smiled trying to cover up what he was feeling. Sechil doesn't want to make Caterine misunderstand Ramon's return.

“You're awake? or are you not sleeping?”

Sechil. Caterine looked at him so seriously and like she was reading the look in his eyes.

“Eem.. L'm.. I'm hungry mom.. It's down to find food in the kitchen.”

Caterine frowning. The woman felt awkward at the reason of her daughter. Coupled with Sechil who avoided his gaze.

“Sechil, see mommy.” His orders firmly.

Sechil sighed. Sechil tried to get rid of the mind of the bad mind of the state of Ramon now. Sechil won't let Caterine know if Ramon didn't come home until now.

Sechil smilingly looked at Caterine who was still staring at him full of probing.

“Mana Ramon?” Ask Caterine later.

Sechil kept trying to maintain his smile.

“Ramon hasn't come home mom.. He was waiting in line to buy me the food I wanted.”.

Sechil didn't want to lie actually. But Sechil also does not want if her husband is blamed by his mommy. Plus Ramon who is trying to make a living for him is also the fetus that is being contained.

“Byttri? what food is Ramon buying until waiting in line for morning like this?”

Just then Ramon appeared with a parcel. The man looked exhausted from the look on his face. Sechil who saw it immediately welcomed warmly.

“Where have you been Ramon? Why did you just come home at this time?”

Ramon smile. Tonight the workshop was a little crowded plus one of the mechanics who became his coworkers asked to be escorted because he was not invited by his father to make Ramon with all his kindness to support. That was the main factor of his late return. His friend's father was ill and had to be taken to the hospital.

“Eem.. My mom was.”

“Mom I told you Ramon was waiting in line to buy me a kebab.. Here he brought his kebab.” Sela Sechil hurriedly took the parcel containing the kebab that Ramon had brought.

Ramon looks confused. The purpose of buying kebabs is indeed for Sechil. But as he remembered, Sechil never ordered kebabs on him. Ramon also did not queue when buying it.

“Eem.. Yes mom we went to the room first yes.”

Sechil grabs Ramon's hand and instantly pulls it past from Caterine's face. Sechil doesn't want Caterine to ask more questions that will definitely make his lies exposed. Sechil is sure, Caterine will be very angry if you know Ramon is coming home late because of his work.

When he got to the room, Sechil immediately closed the door and locked it. Sechil sighed in relief as he managed to dodge from Caterine.

“Why should you lie to mommy?”

Ramon's question made Sechil turn his head immediately. Sechil tau Ramon does not like if he lies what else if to lie to Caterine, his own mommy.

“Indeed you want to get tantrums from mommy because mommy knows you come home late even before morning?”

Ramon could not answer. Sechil lies to protect her from Caterine's anger.

“Where have you been? You just said come home a little late instead of coming home early.”

Ramon sighed softly. The man lowered his head. If Sechil knew he was helping his colleagues drive him home to take his father to Sechil's hospital, he would have misunderstood. What else if Sechil finds out if Ramon's co-worker is a woman.

“Sorry.” Lirih Ramon did not know what to answer.

Sechil. Getting angry at Ramon will only cause trouble. What else now Ramon just came home and must be tired still mastering it.

“It's better now you take a shower. I'll prepare the warm water.” Said Sechil put a parcel containing kebabs that Ramon deliberately bought for him on a table beside their wardrobe. After that Sechil stepped towards the bathroom to prepare warm water for Ramon to take a bath.

Ramon could only sigh. Ramon didn't mean to hide what he did tonight to Sechil. Ramon just doesn't want Sechil to be mad at him.

Not long after Sechil came out of the bathroom. The woman told Ramon to clean himself up immediately, remembering that it was almost morning.

While Ramon was cleaning himself, Sechil opened the kebab parcel. His smile expanded staring at the meat-filled food. Suddenly his stomach was hungry.

“It's cold. But no papa, cold also remains good if the husband who buyin.” Sechil's smile then devoured the kebab.

After finishing the kebab, Sechil suddenly felt drowsiness. Sechil stepped towards the bed and directly laid his body there. Slowly, Sechil's eyes began to close until finally Sechil really fell asleep in peace.

Ramon smiled as soon as he found Sechil asleep. Ramon guessed Sechil must not be sleeping because he was waiting for him.

Ramon grabs his backpack taking out his cellphone which ran out of battery. The man immediately dyed her while turning on the flat object. Just when the phone is back on all call notifications and messages from Sechil enter. Ramon smiled again. His head turned to look at Sechil who was asleep. Ramon was very happy when he read the message Sechil had sent him. Ramon puts his phone on the nightstand and then approaches Sechil. The man stared intently at Sechil's face which looked very innocent and beautiful while asleep. Ramon still does not think he can have Sechil again. Ramon is Sechil's husband now.

“God... Please allow me to always be by her side.. Allow the servant to be the only man who accompanies him until death separates later.” Inner Ramon was hopeful.

Ramon grabbed the blanket and covered Sechil's body to the shoulder. Having the woman he loved so much was the most beautiful thing for Ramon.

Ramon then yawns. Tired and sleepy again attacked him. Not wanting to disturb Sechil who had already fallen asleep, Ramon also rose from his seat on the bed and stepped towards the sofa. Ramon laid his body on the couch and began to close his eyes. There was still 1 hour before dawn for him to sleep, Ramon thought.