I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 112's

Alana smiles as she gets a soft kiss from Rayan. As usual, this morning Alana delivered Rayan who would go to work until her home.

“Heart of heart.” Alana Smile.

Rayan nodded her head then got into her car where Mr. Lim had been waiting.

Sechil who was staring from the balcony of his room smiled. Rayan and Alana are so sweet and romantic. They both seem to always support each other and trust each other. Sechil wants to be like that with Ramon. Love each other and complete in any circumstance.

When staring at Rayan's car that began to come out of the yard of the 3-story luxury house, the smile on Sechil's lips instantly vanished. Sechil saw the figure of Dion standing not far across the gate. Sechil is sure Rayan certainly did not see it directly but Rayan will certainly see it later through CCTV footage installed at the gate.

Sechil suddenly remembered himself and Caterine had a plan with Dion. But Sechil no longer know whether the plan is still running or not because at that time Sechil was immediately caught pregnant.

“Is mommy still in touch with her?” Gumam Sechil was curious.

Sechil seemed to think for a moment. They had agreed to separate Rayan and Alana. Sechil knows who Dion is because Dion told him a little about his past with Alana to himself and Caterine.

“Do I have to tell brother?” Sechil sighed softly. His gaze continued to be on Dion who had not made any movement at all. The man just stood next to his car while staring at Alana who seemed unaware of Dion's presence at the time.

Worried that something bad happened to Alana and Rayan's relationship, Sechil soon passed from the balcony of his room. Sechil thinks perhaps helping Alana and Rayan stay together could pay for the sins he had committed.

“Where are you?”

Sechil who had touched the door handle of his room immediately turned his head. Sechil looked at the neat Ramon with his backpack on his back.

“Front of my ex-boyfriend Alana. He's evil, I have to reprimand him.”

Ramon's eyes were straight round. The man stepped quickly towards Sechil who was still standing in his place.

“What do you mean?” Asked Ramon who was immediately apprehensive.

“I know him. Name's Dion. He still loves brother Alana and intends to reclaim brother Alana from brother. I don't want that to happen. Brother Alana can only be my sister.”

Ramon shook his head not understanding what Sechil was saying now. But Ramon understood with the word “Jahat” also “Mantan girlfriend Alana”.

“Do not like Sechil. Rayan is a smart man. Kak Rayan can handle it. You are pregnant now.”

Sechil looked at Ramon in silence.

“I just want to make amends for my past mistakes to Brother Alana. Maybe by helping her stay with sister is the only way.” Sechil continued to feel confident about what he would do.

“Be a good sister. That is enough to make up for your old mistakes.” Ramon's reply was quick.

“But Dion.”

“Kak Rayan has a lot of trust behind him. Just tell me everything later about Dion's arrival. Okay?” Sela Ramon very gently.

“Smart mother candidates. Let's go ahead.” Ramon's smile grabbed Sechil's hand, holding him in a friendly manner led Sechil out of their room.

After taking Ramon who was about to go to college also work, Sechil went back into the house. Sechil immediately looked for Alana who was breathing fresh air in the back of the house that morning.

“Kakak..”.

Sechil's voice made Alana look up. The woman smiled and immediately patted the soft spot beside her telling Sechil to sit next to her.

“What's up?” Alana asked after Sechil sat next to her.

Sechil sighed softly. Sechil had heard a piece about Alana and Dion's past from Dion's own mouth.

“So I saw Dion not far from the gate. Looks like he's watching over brother and sister Rayan.”

Alana frowning. Dion hasn't shown up in a long time. Alana thinks Dion has given up and is desperate in trying to destroy her and Rayan's relationship.

“If I could know brother, how was sister's relationship with Dion first? Why does it seem like Dion is not willing to lose a brother. Dion is still trying to get a brother even though he already knows that brother belongs to brother Rayan. Did Dion love you so much?”

Alana smiled faintly at Sechil's long question. Alana used to believe that Dion loved her. But after getting a wedding invitation from Dion who was entrusted to his mother immediately the trust was lost. Alana was disappointed and even hurt.

“I don't want to discuss anything about the past.” Answer Alana briefly.

Sechil nodded in understanding. The past should not be exposed. What else if the past leaves a wound that makes you disappointed.

”OK, I understand kak.” Sechil's smile nodded his head receiving a subtle rejection answer from Alana.

Silent. Sechil thought back to what he was going to say to Alana. Sechil thought about Ramon who never touched him.

“Kak, may I know why you can fall in love with sister Rayan first? You guys always look compact and support each other.”

Alana smiled again. Loving Rayan was something Alana thought was impossible just yet. Because in addition to always forcing the will, Rayan also always does things of her own accord without even thinking about Alana's feelings.

“I don't know. But I always believed that Rayan was my soul mate. Rayan good male.” Alana's smile answered.

Sechil smiled and nodded his head. The woman then lowered her head staring at her stomach which was starting to show. Sechil suddenly thought that if he was pregnant with Ramon, maybe Ramon would also love him very much. Ramon will touch her lovingly. Ramon won't keep his distance either. Ramon won't sleep on a couch often.

“Ramon is also a good male. You're lucky to be loved by men like Ramon.”

Sechil smiled miris. Ramon always said love to her. Ramon always praised him and treated him with gentleness.

“Ya brother..” Agguk Sechil withholds the death of his heart to pour out everything in his heart to Alana. Sechil realized that the problems in his household should not be told to others even though it was his own brother, both Rayan and Alana.

Alana glanced at Sechil silently silently. Alana guesses Sechil as if he wants to tell her something but Sechil tries to keep her. Alana smiled faintly. Alana cares for Sechil but Alana does not want to ask who will make Sechil feel ashamed of him because he feels not ready to express what he thinks.