I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 67's

Japanese restaurants are Alana and Rayan's choice. The two of them sat alone and faced each other.

“How are you feeling now?” Alana asked Rayan.

Rayan sighed. I don't know what Alana's question means now.

“I mean after taking all the facilities you gave Sechil. I know you love him so much.” Connect Alana.

Rayan smiled. It turned out that Alana was so sensitive and understood herself.

“Can I be honest?” Rayan asked Alana.

Alana nodded her head in response. The woman propped her chin up with both hands ready to listen to what Rayan wanted to tell her about the honesty.

Rayan laughed softly. His wife looks so adorable now. When Rayan opened her mouth to say something, their order came to make Rayan urung say it.

“Thanks.” Rayan's smile on the waiter at the restaurant.

“Same as sir. Enjoy.” Nod the waiter then passed by carrying an empty tray.

“So?” Alana asked impatiently.

Rayan was silent for a moment. His gaze led to the various food menus that Alana had ordered for the two of them.

“It's good we eat first.”

Alana breathed an annoyed sigh. The woman then grabbed a bowl of ramen and devoured it without saying anything to Rayan.

“Hey... slow down his meal plan.” Rayan grabbed the tissue and gently rubbed the corner of Alana's lips.

“I can't wait to hear what you want to say honestly Rayan.” Said.

Rayan laughed softly.

“Good.. I'll tell you everything honestly later. You just eat slowly okay?”

Alana smiled with a nod of her head. Quietly they ate lunch with Japanese food menu that Alana wanted.

After finishing lunch, Rayan invited Alana to the nearest security. They sat in long whitewashed chairs beside a fairly shady tree. The breeze made Alana smile to feel the cool air that flew her hair down.

“You can say it now Rayan.”

Rayan smiled thinly. Rayan grabbed Alana's hand and grasped it gently. It made Alana turn to look at Rayan who was beside her.

“Honestly I'm a little confused Alana.”

“Why?” Ask Alana slowly.

Rayan sighed softly. His gaze was directed at Alana who also kept looking at him.

“I love Sechil. She's my only sister.” Rayan said honestly from the bottom of her little heart.

“But I also really don't like his brazen attitude towards you Alana. I took all the facilities I gave Sechil not just because of that.”

Alana frowning.

“Then?”

Rayan sighed again. Rayan was afraid that something bad might happen to Sechil.

“His association out there is very free. Sechil even had a few times to throw a party at the night club, precisely after I gave him monthly money.”

Alana was not surprised. Looking at the Sechil gelagat it felt very natural. Alana had even seen a red mark on Sechil's neck which Sechil immediately covered.

“You know Alana, Sechil never even entered college.”

“What mommy knows about this?”

Rayan shook her head.

“Mommy really spoils Sechil. Mommy must have always believed in Sechil's reasoning. Although wrong in the eyes of mommy Sechil is still right. Mommy always considers Sechil a little child who must be understood all his actions.”.

“Didn't you do that too? Pampering Sechil too acute.” Alana Sela.

Rayan laughed softly.

“Yes, it's also my fault actually. I was too indulgent and obeyed all his will.”

“I guess it's Sechil.” Alana.

Rayan spread both her shoulders. His one free hand reached into his pocket in his suit. Sure enough, Sechil called her.

“You're right.” Rayan's smile looked at Alana then picked up the phone from Sechil.

“Halo.”

Alana who was curious approached Rayan. Alana even moved to sit on Rayan's lap and close her ears to Rayan's cellphone.

“Kakk.. Why did you do this to me?” Sechil's voice across there sounded very heartbreaking. His voice was shaking like he was holding back a cry.

“Why Sechil?”

“ATM my brother blocked, My credit card is also my brother blocked. What's my fault, sister?”

Alana turned her eyes away and both of her eyes heard that. Alana hoped that Rayan would not melt just because the bad girl had a sad voice.

“Sechil.. Brother did this for your good. From now on you should be able to live enough. Don't waste money scattering for something unimportant.” Rayan replied firmly.

“Yes god.. Sis.. Is this because of Alana? Brother instigated is it the same him? Why is it so cruel to your own sister?”

Alana heard it. Eager for the woman to come to Sechil and then shout in front of his sickening face that Rayan is doing her on her own thoughts. Not because of his incitement.

“Sechil, you are really very disrespectful. Alana wife sister. You must respect it.” Rayan's tone sounded very upset because of Sechil's unreasonable question. How could Alana incite him.

“Kak.”

“Already. Keep your attitude if you still need money from brother.” Ray hung up the phone after that. The man clucked in annoyance because Sechil was not even aware of his own mistakes at all.

“You're great.” Alana draped her hands together in Rayan's neck making the man look at her confused.

“You are great because you can be firm on Sechil. I'm sure it's not easy.” Alana Smile.

Rayan smiled. Everything is not easy, but Rayan believes what she did to Sechil is right. Rayan will give back the Sechil facility if Sechil changes and will respect Alana as his wife.

“You like?” Tanya Rayan.

“I'm not Rayan's bad guy. I'm sorry if Sechil has to live like never before. But I also thought maybe this was the only way for Sechil to understand.”

Rayan did not scowl. Sechil doesn't seem to be able to understand his point.

“Alana.” Call Rayan slowly.

“Hem?” Alana rubs gently on Rayan's tapered cheeks. The condition of the park at that time was quiet and there were only a few people there.

“Can I ask something?”

Alana looked at Rayan with both eyes narrowed.

“If you want to ask me to be strong, I am strong. If you want to ask me to continue to stay by your side I will do so as long as you also keep your heart and love just for me. And if you want to ask me to believe in you, I have no reason not to believe in you.” Alana ngoceh himself made Rayan crackle slowly.

“Already?” Rayan asked slightly off guard after Alana finished talking.

Alana grimaces. The woman felt like this time Rayan was not asking her for what she had just said.

“I just want to kiss.” Rayan.

Alana laughed softly. Rayan's request was just a kiss but her thinking was so long.

“Basic bauble.” Anxious Rayan while pinching Alana's pointed nose.

“Awh.. Pain Rayan.”

Rayan releases her pinch directly on Alana's nose. The man then hugged Alana's loin.

“Don't listen to anything mommy said. You're Alana, not Sakura. You are not a replacement.” Said Rayan staring in Alana who was wiping the swab of her nose reddened because of Rayan's pinch.

Alana smiled then briefly dyed Rayan's tapered cheeks.

“Of course. I'll turn a deaf ear to anything that's not good for our relationship. Because I know, I'm not Sakura's replacement. I'm your soul mate.”

Rayan was relieved to hear that. Rayan believes her and Alana's relationship will be strong despite facing various obstacles later.

“I love you, Alana.”