I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 17's

“How?”

Alana looked at Rayan who was eating her dinner. The man asked without looking at her who was beside him.

“I haven't done anything yet.” Answer Alana slowly.

Rayan nodded slowly. The man continued to enjoy the dish beside him without noticing Alana's confused expression.

“Rayan..” Call Alana slowly.

“Hem..” Saut Rayan glanced at Alana.

Alana clucking. Rayan, that guy is really hard to guess. Cold for a while romantic.

“I want to go home mom.” Said Alana then got up from her seat on the chair and stepped away from Rayan.

Rayan was surprised but kept silent. There is a sense of unwillingness to hear Alana wants to go home to Sari, her mother.

Rayan looked at Alana who was walking towards the back of the house. Rayan can guess his wife was definitely going to the garden behind the house because only the garden and room where he often stopped.

Rayan took off the cutlery she was using then got up from her seat chasing Alana's fairly fast pace.

While stepping behind Alana, Rayan's heart beat so fast. The man continued to focus on looking at Alana's back which he could slightly expect.

Rayan grabbed Alana's arm pulling her back until Alana's body was dragged and then into her wound. Alana screeched but was instantly silent as her hot lips touched hers.

Rayan kissed Alana in silence in front of the park's connecting door with no one to see.

Rayan let go of her kiss. His gaze was so serious to Alana who still looked very surprised because what Rayan did arrived at her.

“Rayan..”

“I'm not a romantic guy. I'm sorry.” He said to interrupt Alana's words.

Alana quiet. His gaze was right about the two bright brown eyeballs Rayan. Alana had no idea what the man in front of her was thinking. But the kiss made Alana really can't dwell.

“I may not be the man you love. But I'm your husband. And you can't just walk away from my side, Alana.” Said Rayan again.

Alana sighed then bowed her head but Rayan directly prevented it by holding Alana's chin. Rayan again landed her fleeting kiss on Alana's lips. There is no such thing as a hot kiss. Only the lips are stuck.

“Stay beside me Alana.”

“But Sakura.”

“Do not think of anything else.” Sela Rayan fast.

Alana breaks away from Rayan's embrace. Alana stepped slightly away from Rayan who remained standing beside her.

“You're selfish Rayan.” Said.

“You want me to keep it here but your heart is still for Sakura. That's very unfair to me.” Alana.

Rayan continued to stare at Alana's back which was a few steps away from where she was standing. Rayan thought about all that.

“So you want how?” Ask Rayan.

Alana quiet. Alana herself did not know how. But Alana also felt unable to continue living in Sakura's shadow.

“I don't know.” The answer.

Rayan sighed softly. Forgetting Sakura is not easy. But letting go of Alana is also something that Rayan never wanted. Alana is his wife. While Sakura, she was the one who managed to make Rayan feel very loved.

“Alana.” Call Rayan.

Alana turned her head. His eyes could not be read by Rayan now. Whether sad or not Rayan does not know.

“Do you want to learn to love me?”

Alana was surprised even so.

“What?” Sluggishly.

Rayan smiled faintly then stepped closer to Alana. Rayan stood beside Alana with her head looking up at the stars scattered in the dark sky. No moon tonight. But according to Rayan sparkling stars have made the dark sky look beautiful.

“I asked if you want to learn to love me?” Rayan repeated her question.

“Or maybe you still love that guy?”

Alana immediately shook her head quickly. Alana knows who Rayan means.

“I hate it now. Don't get me wrong.”

“I didn't misunderstand. Just want to know.”

“Oh then you are jealous.”

Rayan raised next to her eyebrows.

“I'm jealous?”

“Yes. You're jealous because you think I still have the same feeling as Dion. Though obviously I just asked for your help to repay all Dion's deeds with you.”

Rayan laughed softly. Jealousy is a simple word but holds meaning in a relationship.

“Alright, let's just say so. Now you come with me.” Rayan grabbed Alana's wrist grasping her slightly tightly.

“Eh, where are you going?” Alana asked confused.

Rayan did not answer and instead led Alana back into the house.

Rayan took Alana to the reading room. There are a lot of photos together and Sakura.

“What does that mean? You want me to be like him again?”

Rayan shook her head slowly. The man flicked his finger and just then 2 body guards entered the reading room.

“What is this? Rayan what do you want to do?”

Rayan did not answer Alana's question. The man stared at the 2 body guards standing bowing their heads beside him.

“Two of you, clean up all the photos and all about Sakura after that take it to the back garden.” His order.

“Good sir.” The two answered compactly then with a quick movement immediately picked up everything related to Sakura in that place.

Alana who saw that shook her head in disbelief. Alana stared at the 2 body guards who were so deft to take all the photos of Alana both big and small.

“Rayan, what are you doing?”

Rayan just kept quiet. Everything Rayan thought. And Rayan thought maybe that was the only way for Alana to stay by her side.

Rayan looked at Alana for a moment then passed from the reading room in silence.

Alana clucking. Rayan is really very difficult to guess.

“Rayan, wait for me.”

Alana ran after Rayan who returned to walk towards the garden behind the house. Alana felt the need to know what the reason Rayan did that.

“Rayan.”

BRUK !!

Alana was shocked when she heard the sound of the dropped object. Alana increasingly does not understand what Rayan wants to do on goods that concern Sakura.

“Now grab all the clothes in the mistress' closet in my room. Bring it here and combine it with the goods.”

Alana belittles. Now all his clothes must be cleaned.

“Hey.. What do you mean exactly? What's with my shirt?”

Rayan looked at Alana who was standing next to her.

“That's Sakura's shirt, not your shirt.” Answer Rayan slowly.

Deg

Alana felt a throbbing pain in her heart. Rayan said something true immediately hit her heart.

“I'll burn all that stuff.” Rayan again.

Not long 2 body guards were down with all Sakura clothes that had been put into the big box. They both gathered it all together into one.

“Burn all that.” Rayan's orders were firm.

“Good sir.” Answer one of the 2nd body guards Rayan.

When the match was thrown into the expensive clothes that had been doused in gasoline, the fire immediately devoured the expensive fine cloth cloth. Sakura's sweet smile on the photo was charred instantly.

“Yes lord..”