I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 114

Rayan really obeyed his wife's will this morning to set aside for a moment the business of his work. The man accompanied Alana on a walking path around the complex by carrying Alana on her back. The two of them chatted lightly and occasionally joked around making anyone who saw him smile look at the two who looked very happy.

“When do we move Rayan?” Tanya Alana made Rayan immediately shut up. Somehow now Rayan felt unsure about his decision.

“Oh yes, later if we move I can invite Fina? I'm comfortable with him. He is nice and nice to chat with.”

Rayan smiled faintly while nodding her head. Alana and Fina were already very familiar. Fina is also always alert to keep Alana in any situation and anywhere.

Not getting any response other than a nod of the head, Alana was irritated. The woman pursed her lips which were certainly not realized by the handsome man dressed all in black.

“You heard me not Rayan?!” Ask again in a slightly elevated tone.

Rayan stopped moving her legs. The man then turned towards the park and lowered Alana in front of a long black-painted chair in the complex. Rayan sat herself in the chair which was followed by Alana who continued to have an adorable expression beside Rayan.

“Alana, I want to be honest with you..” Said Rayan slowly.

Alana frowned staring inexplicably at her husband. Although in fact Alana was also able to guess from the expression of Rayan who began to hesitate with her own decision.

“How about we try to stay in our new home for a week. If you feel comfortable there we speed up our movement. But if you don't feel comfortable we look for another.”

Alana took a breath. Rayan was indeed beginning to hesitate with her own invitation.

“What's mommy for?” Alana asked directly and refused to hold it.

Rayan swallowed his saliva. Not just because of Caterine, but because of Sechil. Rayan still feels afraid Sechil will change again if abandoned. Rayan was already happy with Sechil's good changes.

“Honest Yes.. I can't bear Sechil alone with mommy. Although there is Ramon, but Ramon cannot always be there for Sechil. I'm afraid mommy is affecting him again.”

“You're not sure of mommy's kindness?” Ask Alana again.

Rayan smiled.

“Not once twice mommy says will change Alana.”

“Then what about me? What if I feel uncomfortable living in the house now?”

Rayan looked at Alana. The two men's eyes narrowed slightly at Alana who said something that Rayan had not expected before.

“You're really uncomfortable?” Rayan's back questioning confirmed his wife's taste.

Alana sighed softly. The woman straightened her eyes.

“Yesterday Dion again stalked me not far from the gate. Sechil saw it. Did you not check the CCTV footage?”

Rayan clucking. Rayan is still kind enough not to run out of Dion's company. But it seems that the man is also not deterred by the problems he faces. Dion still took the time to disturb Alana.

“I feel a lot of changes in spikis also my body Rayan. I get angry and irritated easily. I also easily feel tired and a little depressed if there is a burden on the mind now. This time I ask for understanding from you.”

Rayan swallowed his saliva. Rayan regrets for expressing honesty to Alana. Rayan believes that Alana must think that Rayan cares more about Sechil than him.

Alana smiled hearing that. Rayan's tone sounded very sincere and filled with regret.

“Thanks..” Lirih Alana with both eyes closed and lips curved into a smile.

Rayan smiled. Providing a comfortable place for Alana was her main goal. Besides that, the distance from his new home is also closer.

After thinking everything carefully, Rayan immediately told Fina and aunt to prepare. Rayan also asked the two to help her to clean up her and Alana's belongings.

“My decision is round. Tomorrow morning me and Alana are also aunt and Fina will move.”

Caterine who heard Rayan's crushing decision could only faintly smile. The woman nodded her head slowly approving Rayan's decision.

“Why should I move anyway brother.. Wouldn't it be that if we were always together it would be better? We can support each other here.” Sechil protested and objected to her brother's decision.

Rayan smiled.

“But there are times when we should strive to be self-sufficient Sechil.” The answer.

Sechil sighed. Hearing what Rayan said, Sechil felt a little offended. During his marriage to Ramon, Sechil was still following Rayan.

“Then me and Ramon will also move.”

Sechil's speech made Ramon who was drinking a glass of water immediately choke. The man rubbed his wet lips and chin with a tissue immediately then turned to Sechil who looked so sure of his decision.

While Caterine, the woman smiled smirkily with both eyes glazed with glass. Caterine looked very sad to hear what Sechil said.

“Do you two no longer need mommy? Then why were you taking mommy to the hospital? Why don't you just let mommy die?” Caterine shrieked with a trembling voice.

Both Rayan and Sechil were silent. They both don't know how to explain.

“Mommy knows mommy is not a good mommy. But mommy's trying to change. If you can't be a good person at least mommy is no longer a bad person. But why when the big process is underway do you two even intend to leave mommy? Is that how angry you guys are at mommy?”

Rayan swallowed his saliva. Caterine has not shown a bad attitude both behind and in front of him. When only two with Alana, Caterine still behaves well. But the words that Caterine always uttered were always insinuating and immediately dying according to Rayan.

“Mom..”

“Have gone. Do what you both think is good. And for you Sechil, accept whatever the consequences of living with Ramon are. Don't be like mommy.”

After interrupting what Rayan wanted to say, Caterine got up from her seat. Caterine passed from the dining table with an occasional sobbing and wiped her tears.

Rayan who saw that could only be silent. If explained now Caterine would also not be able to accept. It could be that Caterine would also be angry at him.

“How is this sister?” Tanya Sechil looked at Rayan and Alana alternately.

Alana just kept quiet. Alana doesn't want to talk that might make a misunderstanding. Alana understood how Rayan and Sechil felt now.

“Continue breakfast. We'll talk about this later.” Rayan said firmly.