I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 149's

Alana takes Rayan home before Bastian and Cleo's engagement party is over. Alana felt sleepy because she ate too many dishes. But as they walk in the courtyard of Bastian's house, they both meet Sandi who is also invited by Gery, Bastian's father.

Rayan and Alana stopped stepping and looked at Sandi who also stopped and stared at the two alternately.

Rayan sighed softly. Every time he met Sandi, Rayan felt his emotions began to rise to the ubun and seemed to swell. What else if you remember what Sandi accused him of.

Reluctant to say hello to Sandi, Rayan also grabbed Alana's waist and led Alana to step quickly through Sandi who stood in front of the gate.

Sandi who saw Rayan's cold attitude towards him clenched both of his hands. His jaw was hardened because Sandi felt Rayan did not respect him anymore.

While Rayan and Alana, they both enter the car in silence. Not wanting to make Alana wait for long, Rayan immediately turned on the engine of his car and then passed at medium speed.

“Are you guys still alive?” Ask Alana heart.

Rayan did not answer. He was still angry at Sandi because of the words of Sandi who accused him of changing someone's face just for the sake of his own satisfaction and self-interest. Rayan could not accept the accusation as to what else the accusation concerns about Alana.

“He accused me of changing one's face to look like Sakura. I can't accept that.”

Alana frowning. Without asking again Alana knew who the person meant.

“Why don't we just prove it?”

“For what? We're not wrong Alana. What good is it for him to know about me? After all we are someone else now.” Rayan's quick reply even seemed to interrupt Alana's question.

Alana took a breath. The Sandi accusation is indeed quite outrageous.

“Rayan...” Call Alana slowly.

“He behaved like that because he loved his daughter so much. How good we are to appreciate that. Maybe by knowing that my face is the original feeling of hatred for you will disappear Rayan.. He will understand and realize everything.” Said Alana trying to give understanding to her beloved husband.

Rayan did not whine but still listened to Alana's advice. The man increased the speed of his car to get home soon and Alana was able to rest as soon as possible.

Once home, Rayan also Alana warmly welcomed by aunt and Mr. Lim who opened the door for Alana.

“Thanks sir.” Alana's smile on Lim.

“Same as mistress.” Reply Mr. Lim nodded his head respectfully to Alana.

Alana stepped slowly towards Rayan who was still standing beside her car. Looking at her husband's cold-looking expression Alana could immediately understand. Rayan might not be able to take advice from him.

“I rest first.” Alana's smile before passed with the aunt leading her.

Rayan just stayed in place. Rayan did not want to take advice from Alana. Rayan just felt himself innocent and should not Rayan give evidence to Sandi who basically is not who. Sandi is only the father of the woman who ever made Rayan happy. Sandi has no right to interfere in any matter in Rayan's life.

“Excuse me sir.”

Rayan turned her head when she heard the voice of Roky who had been in front of her car since when.

“Roky. What's up?” Ask Rayan directly.

Roky sighed and closed her eyes for a moment before speaking to Rayan.

“Someone I want to talk about sir. It's about the lady Caterine.”

Rayan frowned hearing Roky mention her mommy name.

“Why with my mommy?” Rayan is really curious now. Caterine is where she should be.

Rayan clucked and closed her eyes. Caterine always does. Caterine never once made Rayan calm in living her day.

“Bring my car, we're there now.” Said Rayan throwing his car keys at Roky who immediately could swiftly catch him.

“Siap mr.”

Rayan and Luky then get into Rayan's car. And Rayan's car again left his residence at medium speed with Roky driving.

Alana who had been watching in the balcony of her room could only be silent. The woman was still wearing her white dress. The drowsiness that had mastered it now disappeared just like that after entering his room.

“Mistress, whose warm water is already.”

Alana turned her body and nodded her head smiling at the aunt standing on the sidewalk of her balcony door.

“Thanks ya bi.”

“Same as mistress.” Nod the aunt with a sweet smile on her lips.

All along cleaning himself until finished even lying on the bed Alana kept thinking about Rayan and the various problems that Rayan faced. Rayan's problems always come and change. Starting from Dion, Caterine, then Sandi.

Alana grabs her phone with time. Helaan breathed back out from her natural red lips.

3 Hours have been Rayan out and until now has not returned. Alana wanted to call but was hesitant. Alana doesn't want Rayan to think she doesn't trust him anymore. What's more now Rayan is being very sensitive in the slightest thing.

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“Keep mommy from here Rayan, mommy please.” Caterine clasped tightly onto Rayan's hand visiting her tonight. The woman tears and looks at Rayan with hope that Rayan will let go.

“Mommy apologizes.. Mommy knows mommy's wrong Rayan. Mommy's sorry.. Please get mommy out of here.”

Rayan smiled cynically. Caterine could not think as well as she did. Caterine could not be aware of all the mistakes she made.

“Mom.” Rayan gently rubbed Caterine's hand that tightly grasped her hand. Rayan did not want to lose her respect for Caterine, her own mommy. But Rayan also cannot continue to understand what else covers what Caterine has done both in the past and in the present.

“Until when will mommy continue like this? Do you think treasure is everything? Mommy even to send a variety of foods where it contains substances that mommy herself knows it is very dangerous for Alana and my son who is Alana bladder.”

Caterine shook her head. The woman still feels right about what she has done.

“Alana and Sari are just using you Rayan. They are also looking for your treasure. You should know that. Mommy is just trying to protect you and your treasure.” Caterine continues to feel what she did right by getting rid of Alana and the fetus in her womb.

Rayan laughed when she heard it. Rayan let go of Caterine's hand grip on her hand forcefully.

“I still respect mommy because mommy is the woman who gave birth to me. But I also can't follow all of mommy's will. I'm an adult. I know what's best for me now. Please mommy keep the attitude here. Because if until mommy returns to violence on another mommy punishment will get heavier.”

Caterine shook her head in disbelief at what she heard. Rayan absolutely can not be ignored Caterine.

“Nggak Rayan's. Get mommy out of here. Mommy please.” Caterine was crying. Her tang was about to grab Rayan's hand but Rayan quickly stood up from her seat dodging Caterine.

Rayan then looked at the officer guarding the prison where Caterine was now stationed.

“Please move my mommy to another cell. Don't mix my mommy with her other prisoners.” Said.

After saying that to the cell guard officer, Rayan passed. Rayan paid attention to his hearing from Caterine's excruciating cries and cries that kept begging and calling out his name. Caterine was his real mother. But the law is still the law. Caterine must take responsibility for her actions.