I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 21

Alana looked at Rayan who seemed calm driving her car. For the 2nd time Rayan drove his own luxury car without Mr Lim.

Alana sighed softly. Alana was still thinking about the matter of Sandi being so angry and disappointed at Rayan a few days ago.

“What's the problem?”

Alana glanced at Rayan. The woman seemed to think for a moment looking at the street they were walking through.

“Sakura's father, has he called you?” Alana asked without looking at Rayan.

Rayan frowning. His wife is worrying about his relationship and Sandi.

“Why think of it hem?” Notya answered Rayan instead asked Alana.

Alana clucking. Alana is afraid that her presence makes Rayan and Sandi's relationship bad. Alana is very similar to Sakura. It must have been very hard to accept all that for Sandi.

“Not what.” Answer Alana.

Rayan smiled. Rayan herself is also actually confused about how to behave to Sandi. Sandi must be very angry with him. But Rayan is also unlikely to continue to expect love from people who are dead.

“Rayan..”

“Hem.” Saut Rayan glanced at Alana for a moment.

“What was Sakura sick before she died?”

Hearing Alana's question, the shadow of Sakura's last moment smiling at him instantly flashed across Rayan's mind. Sakura closed her eyes with a sweet smile on her lips. People say if someone dies with a sweet smile it means that heaven is waiting for his arrival. And Rayan believes that.

“Emm.. If you don't want to answer, don't you papa. I just want to know.” Said Alana quickly.

Rayan pulled her car over on a fairly quiet street from various vehicles. The man then turned his head and focused his attention on Alana who was sitting beside his wheel.

“Do you have any payment if I want to tell you?”

Alana frowning.

“Means?”

Again, Rayan smiled at Alana who looked confused by the word payment that Rayan meant.

“One kiss. That's a balanced pay like.” Rayan.

Alana blinked her eyes a few times. Alana was not forcing Rayan to tell a story but suddenly Rayan filed a payment with her.

“I only ask and do not force so you do not have to demand payment from me.”

Rayan raised her eyebrows and then closer to Alana who rewinded her body because of Rayan's face that was getting closer to her.

“Didn't husband and wife open to each other well hem?” It was right in front of Alana's face.

Alana swallowed her saliva. Rayan's handsome face was so close to his face at this time that even a warm gust of Rayan's breath could Alana feel.

“Only one kiss Alana, no more.”

Alana stared right at both of Rayan's clear brown eyeballs. And for the umpteenth time Alana was hypnotized. The look in the man's eyes really made Alana unable to take her eyes off.

“I..”

“A obedient wife will obey all her husband's will as long as it is good. And a kiss will make our relationship better. Isn't that Alana?” Sela Rayan's.

Alana raised her next to her eyebrows. Rayan is very good at talking.

“I'll tell you everything the same, how?”

“About Sakura and her papa?” Tanya Alana made sure.

Rayan nodded her head. The handsome man then distanced himself back and sat in his usual position in his steering chair.

“Just one kiss? Okay, I agree. Now tell me everything.”

Rayan glanced at Alana. The man smiled and patted his shoulder slowly telling Alana to lean there.

“What?” Alana did not understand.

Rayan did not answer. The man grabbed Alana's head and gently slid it on her shoulder.

Alana was silent for a moment but slowly a smile was engraved on her lips. Alana feels that Rayan is a romantic husband.

Rayan began to tell everything even the beginning of the meeting with Sakura until they finally established a serious relationship. 5 Years is not a short time. They are together wherever they go. Sakura does not even hesitate to accompany Rayan if Rayan is working outside the city and even abroad.

“Which one do you like?” Sakura asked Rayan who was looking at the wedding dress inside the boutique.

Rayan seemed to think while looking one by one the dress was mostly low-breasted.

“Can I be honest?” Rayan asked who was immediately nodded by Sakura.

“Nothing I like.” Said.

Sakura frowned confusedly. In his face again a row of luxurious dresses that even make Sakura confused must choose which one. For Sakura, all the dresses were very nice. If possible Sakura even wants to buy everything.

“What's the reason?” Sakura asked staring again at Rayan who was standing next to her.

“The dress is too open. I do not want my bride's body to be the object of the gaze of the invited guests later.”

Sakura laughed when she heard it. Rayan really just wants Sakura to be hers. And Sakura was very happy to know that.

“OK okay.. I'll design it myself and leave it to the designer as you want.”

“That's great.” Rayan's smile then briefly kissed Sakura's forehead.

“What is the dress I wore at our wedding is a dress designed by Sakura herself?”

Alana's question makes Rayan's memory of Sakura fade instantly. Rayan chuckles. It could be that he was imagining his past with Sakura while his own wife was leaning on his shoulder.

“Sorry Alana.”

Alana frowning. Alana straightened her head and confirmed her sitting position.

“Sorry for the dress?” Ask Alana.

Rayan shook her head. Her hand grabbed Alana's nape and then pulled her fast so that Alana wouldn't rebel.

“Rayan..”

“Forwardly I will love you so much Alana. Hold this word I say.” His whisper was right in front of Alana's lips.

Alana smile. Her cry slowly lifted then draped on the nape of Rayan. Alana pressed the nape of Rayan until their lips stuck together.

Rayan did not waste the opportunity. Rayan deepened her kiss on Alana who could instantly compensate her. They kissed long enough in the car although they had to inhale oxygen several times and then kiss again.

After being satisfied kissing, Rayan revived the engine of his car. They return to their main goal of leaving the house together to see the residence of Dion and Michelle.

“So this is his home?” Rayan asked as she stared at the 2-story residence belonging to Dion and Michelle.

Alana nodded slowly. It felt like Alana wanted to immediately return her heartache to Dion and Michelle.

“What do you want to do exactly on them?” Ask Rayan again.

“I want them to feel what I feel.” Answer Alana.

Rayan frowning. The man turned to Alana who was also staring at the residence of her former lover.

“Only that?”

Alana nodded her head steadily.

“Ya.” The answer.

Rayan sighed. Alana holds a grudge against Dion which means Alana also still has a little taste for the man.

“After Dion feels what you feel then what else will you do?”

Alana quiet. Alana thought of nothing but replying to what Dion had done to her.

“Do you hope Dion regrets marrying Michelle and then coming back with you?”

“What?”