I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 141

Reluctant to delay time, Bastian immediately visited the new residence of Ramon and Sechil that night. Bastian was surprised by the small contract whose building was lined with other buildings. It was very unlikely that the sister of a wealthy man like Rayan would want to live in a slum like the one in front of him.

Still not believing what he saw, Bastian immediately contacted Luky. Bastian asks if Luky gave him the wrong address or not.

Bastian sighed after confirming the truth to Luky. The man stepped slowly towards the main door of Sechil and Ramon's rented house.

Once again Bastian sighed. Bastian doesn't know what's going to happen. But certainly his good intentions wanted to ascertain whether Sechil was the woman he slept with that night or not.

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“How does it feel?” Ramon asked looking at Sechil who was tasting the meatballs he had just bought.

Sechil seemed to think while trying to feel the taste of the meatball sauce that he had just sucked out using a spoon.

“It feels good, but a little less spicy.”

Ramon laughed softly. Sechil is very fond of spicy food as well. No wonder if 3 spoons of sambal that is inserted into a bowl of meatballs is still less spicy according to him.

“Sechil, my mother says pregnant women should not eat too much spicy.” Ramon's smile looked at Sechil who was trying the hot meatballs again.

“Oh yes? Why indeed? What's afraid of my baby starting up inside?”

Ramon laughed again. Sechil is really very plain.

“Not so. Mother said that pregnant women eat too much spicy, during labor later her waist will feel hot.” Ramon answered explaining.

Sechil nodded his head understanding. A second later, his eyes widened slightly. Sechil looked at Ramon with a serious look also surprised.

“Do you know that I'm pregnant?” Ask Sechil in a soft voice.

Ramon nodded slowly. Both of her parents did not know about Sechil's pregnancy.

“I haven't told him.”

Sechil sighed. I don't know what Ramon's family would say if she knew she was pregnant before she married Ramon. What else if they all knew the child Sechil conceived was not the son of Ramon. Considering all that arrived when Sechil's appetite disappeared. Sechil pushed slowly the bowl of hot meatballs in front of him. The meatball smell no longer even made her stomach feel hungry.

Ramon who saw that frowned confusedly.

“Why?” Ask very gently.

Sechil smiled faintly then shook his head.

“I arrived not hungry.” The answer.

Ramon sighed softly. There is no way Sechil arrived not hungry if he is not thinking about something. What else they just talked about the Ramon family. Ramon can guess Sechil's appetite is lost because of the discussion.

“Let me feed..”

When Ramon was about to grab the bowl of meatballs, the sound of knocking on the door distracted him. Ramon looked back at Sechil with a sad expression.

“Awhile, I open the door first.”

Ramon got up from his seat on the carpet and stepped towards the door. The man opened the main door of his rental house. And as soon as Ramon's door opened, the figure standing in front of the door managed to surprise him. Ramon silently looked at Bastian who was smiling kindly at him.

“You..”

“Goodnight. Sorry if my arrival interfered. I'm here to meet Miss Sechil and Mr. Ramon.” Bastian said kindly.

Ramon stuttered a little. Ramon also believes that Bastian may have been the biological father of Sechil's child.

“Emm.. I'm Ramon. Let's please enter.”

“Good sir.” Bastian.

Ramon invites Bastian in. As soon as Bastian entered Sechil was surprised. The woman immediately got up from her seat standing staring at Bastian in disbelief.

“You.”

“I Bastian.” Bastian's smile stood opposite Sechil. Bastian glanced at Sechil's slightly bloated stomach. Bastian swore if indeed the growing fetus in Sechil was his son, Bastian would love and love him very much.

“Sitting master.”

“Emmm.. Just call me Bastian sir.” Sela Bastian turned to look at Ramon who looked very awkward because Bastian was too close to Sechil, his wife.

Sechil who understood with awkwardness her husband slightly stepped back.

“Let me make you drink.”

“Em miss, no need. Let's sit here together.” Sela Bastian made Sechil and Ramon look at each other.

The smile and nod of Ramon's head made Sechil sigh. Sechil nodded his head then stepped towards the chair that was near him and Ramon. Sechil sat next to Ramon who first occupied himself in front of Bastian.

Bastian looked at Ramon and Sechil for a moment then sighed. Bastian is confused actually, Bastian does not know both of Sechil and Ramon.

“So like this sir, miss.”

“Eem.. Sorry Bastian, no need to call sir. Just call me Ramon. That makes me much more comfortable.” Sela Ramon with a smile on her lips.

Bastian laughed softly then nodded his head.

“I just came from Mr. Rayan's house. And Lord Rayan has already explained everything to me. What Lord Rayan said was exactly what I experienced that night. I saved a man who was nearly abused and was already affected by stimulants. I'm just an ordinary guy. And I couldn't help myself then plus the guy took the initiative first. Maybe because of the influence of the drug. I consider it an accident. I'm very very sorry.. Especially to you, miss. I'm here to clarify everything. I will be responsible. But not to marry Miss Sechil because I myself already have a lover and will already be engaged.”

Sechil closed his eyes with his head down. Everything wouldn't have happened if Sechil wasn't so wild in hanging out. Sechil doesn't know whether to be sorry or grateful now. Being sorry is no longer useful. Everything has already been done, the seed has also grown fertile in his diahim. But Sechil also sometimes feels that everything that happens to him is just like a clue for him. Sechil realizes all his mistakes and marries Ramon who he still loves very much. There, Sechil sometimes felt grateful for all the events that happened to him.

“I will cover all the needs of Miss Sechil. Please give me a chance Ramon. Because after all the child who is Miss Sechil is my child.”

Ramon nodded in understanding. Ramon does not prohibit if indeed Bastian well intentioned to take responsibility for the fetus that is being conceived Sechil.

“I do not forbid your goodwill Ramon as long as it is best for my wife and also the child in her womb.”

As for Sechil, the woman was just silent with her head bowed. Sechil also could not resist if indeed Bastian wanted to take responsibility. Bastian's origin doesn't keep him apart with Ramon alone that's enough.