I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 192

After thinking of a few days of trouble about Caterine, Rayan finally decided to house her once lived with Alana as a place for Caterine to be treated. Rayan did not reach the heart if he had to enter his own mother into a mental hospital. Although Rayan must pay a fine that is not small because it freed Caterine who was found guilty. Not to mention asking the inmate family that Caterine had hurt to lift his demands which also had to spend money. But Rayan doesn't bother about money. Most importantly for her mommy can be cured with proper handling. Rayan also hopes her mommy can really change after everything that happened.

“So this new home for mommy?” Ask Caterine to Rayan.

Rayan was silent for a moment. Rayan had said before that it was the house she had once occupied with Alana. But it looks like Caterine forgot what Rayan said earlier.

“We will stay together again right Rayan? You, mommy, and your sister Sechil.” Caterine's smile was very enthusiastic.

Rayan sighed. Rayan was a little confused actually had to how to explain it to Caterine. Because Caterine would turn angry if she heard the name Alana and Ramon called.

“No mom.. Mommy will be here with doctor Safana as well as other workers who will serve mommy. But mommy need not worry, later if mommy has healed we can stay together again.” Rayan clearly with a soft voice. Rayan stared intently at Caterine who started acting like a child. Rayan knows everything that happened to Caterine must be because of Caterine's own actions. But if you have to see Caterine crazy like Dion, Rayan will not be able to.

“Nggak Rayan's. Mommy wants to stay with you Sam Sechil too. Mommy doesn't want to stay with doctors or workers who don't know who. Mommy's scared of Rayan. What if they wicked mommy?”

Rayan smiled. Gently Rayan stroked dear Caterine's hair that was slightly tangled because it was rarely taken care of.

“As long as Rayan is still breathing, no one can hurt mommy. Rayan loves mommy.. Rayan will try whatever it takes to heal mommy.” Rayan.

“But, but mommy is healthy Rayan, mommy is not sick.”

“Yes.. Mommy is not sick. But mommy has to get better so we can be together again. Okay?”

Caterine looked at Rayan with her innocent face. That woman is really like a child now. Sometimes he blames Alana and Ramon. But Caterine also often forget with what and who. Caterine had even said she had not eaten yet even though the dish she used to eat was still held.

“Mommy should be good?” Ask like a child.

“Yes. Mommy has to be a good person. Mommy wants a grandchild. Soon they will be born. If mommy wants to see it, mommy must be a good person so that the grandson of mommy is not afraid of mommy later.”

Luky who was behind Rayan could only sigh. Luky has been working for Rayan for a long time. Luky also knows how Caterine has always been. And Luky thinks perhaps what Caterine is now suffering from is a rebuke from god given how petty and greedy a Caterine was from long ago.

Not long the Safana doctor who will handle Caterine came with one nurse and one household assistant that Luky had prepared.

Yes, Rayan had told Luky to make sure the housekeeper who would take care of all about Caterine was a good person and really sincere. Rayan does not want if until Caterine why napa because of his carelessness. Not only did Rayan's domestic assistant select even told Luky to install CCTV throughout the two-story house so that Rayan could watch him directly even remotely.

Before leaving Caterine with doctor Safana, Rayan invited Caterine to lunch together at the park beside the house. Rayan painstakingly fed Caterine who was acting unnaturally. And unknowingly Rayan dripped her tears looking at Caterine's current state.

“Luky, call Robin and tell her to invite 3 friends to stand guard at the front of the house and back. I don't want mommy to go unattended.” Rayan orders when Luky is about to start his car engine.

“Good sir. I'll call Robin.” Nod Luky.

Rayan turned her head and lowered her car glass staring at her house which is now a place to look after Caterine. At least never terbesit dibelakan Rayan Caterine will be like this. Rayan thought by languishing in prison Caterine would realize his mistake, not go crazy like now.

“Ya, we walk now.”

“Good sir.”

Luky turned on his car engine and began to drive it at the speed of being out of the yard of the house which is now where Caterine is handled directly by a psychiatric doctor.

When he was on his way to his company, Rayan called Sechil and told him that Caterine was in a much better place than police custody.

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Alana smiled looking at Caterine who was on the move as usual. Although indeed much is seen to change from the way his path even the expression on his face is clearly captured by hidden cameras installed in every corner of the house he had lived with Rayan also Sari. Alana felt Caterine was not acting like a child while walking. But more like a teenager who is always cheerful.

“I hope my decision is correct.”

Alana turned to Rayan who was sitting next to her. Currently they are in the middle room and Rayan shows Caterine activity which is always watched quietly by Rayan.

Alana put Rayan's phone on the table then grabbed Rayan's big hand and raised it and kissed the back of Rayan's hand briefly.

“I believe in you.. You're doing this for the good of all of us. Never feel doubt as long as what you do is true my husband.” Said Alana smilingly looking at Rayan.

Rayan looked back at Alana. Slowly a smile began to be engraved in his thin lips. Rayan nodded in agreement to what Alana said.

“Thanks for always trusting me.” Lirih Rayan's.

Alana just smiled. His determined decision brought him true happiness. The decision to be a good wife and love Rayan wholeheartedly.

“Oh yes dear.. Tomorrow isn't it time you went back to the doctor for a pregnancy check?” Rayan asked while pulling Alana gently and holding her.

“Iya.” Anguk Alana's.

“I'll take you to the doctor tomorrow morning. We all do USG.” Rayan kissed Alana's head.

Alana nodded again. Both of his eyes closed enjoying his comfort in Rayan's warm embrace.

While Rayan, the handsome man in a dark blue shirt continued to wipe Alana's back with love and affection.

“I love you Alana, love you so much.” Batin Rayan's.