I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 85's

Sechil entered into Rayan's workspace with slow steps. Sechil did not know why arrived Rayan told aunt to call him and immediately face Rayan who was in his office.

“Kak.”

Sechil's slow call managed to attract Rayan's attention from her laptop. Rayan lifted her head and smiled looking at Sechil who was already standing in front of his desk.

“Aunti said brother told me to make it here. What's up?” So curious Sechil immediately asked Rayan's intention to tell him to meet him.

Rayan laughed softly. Sechil really looks so innocent now. Not as arrogant and arrogant as before.

“Sit first.. We'll talk relax.” Rayan.

Sechil nodded slowly then immediately occupied himself in the chair in front of Rayan's desk.

Rayan did not immediately talk about what was on his mind. The man was silent for a few minutes trying to think of what words were appropriate for Sechil to easily understand his point.

“OK, it's about Ramon Sechil.”

Sechil just kept quiet. When it comes to Ramon Sechil already know what Rayan will talk to him about. It's just that Sechil felt a little astonished. Ramon said he wanted to take responsibility for marrying her, but the man did not contact her at all to talk directly about her behavior to Sechil. There Sechil was getting worried. In addition to feeling inappropriate, Sechil also fears Ramon just wants revenge on him. Although it seems impossible considering how and who a Ramon is.

“Mommy already told me sister.” Sechil said slowly. It felt impossible if Sechil said he had also heard himself directly because Sechil was silent eavesdropping and peeping that night.

Rayan was silent. Caterine strongly opposed and looked down on Ramon.

“Sister won't ask about how mommy reacted. This is about you also your future with the baby who is in your womb now.” Rayan was silent. Rayan looked at Sechil who was not looking back at her at all.

“Sechil, see brother.” Rayan Pinta.

Sechil slowly raised his head to look at Rayan who was in front of him.

“Now be honest with sister.. Are you still expecting Ramon back?”

Rayan's question made Sechil swallow. Sechil wanted to answer Yes, but Sechil was hesitant. Ramon must still be heartbroken by what Sechil has done.

“I don't deserve to talk about that brother. I'm not a good woman.” Lirih Sechil with both eyes glazed.

Rayan shook her head in disbelief at what Sechil had just said.

“Don't be silly Sechil. You may have made a mistake and that is natural. Just want to change and become a good woman and mother for your child later. Nothing is impossible Sechil. The proof is Ramon still loves you.”

Sechil shed his tears but he quickly wiped them. The blame is so great for Rayan, Alana, and Ramon. Sechil even felt unworthy of the affection of good people like them.

“Kak me..”

“Kakak has found out all about Ramon Sechil. I know what the real Ramon is. And if you still love him, accept him and try to change for the better. I'm sure you'll be happy with Ramon.” Sela Rayan stared intently at Sechil.

Sechil. Sechil feels like he hurt Ramon a lot.

Seeing the crying Sechil, Rayan felt unbearable. Rayan got up from her seat then approached Sechil. Rayan hugged Sechil's frail body. Her sister is so pathetic now.

“How about mommy brother.. Mommy wouldn't agree if I married Ramon.” Lirih Sechil in Rayan's arms.

Rayan rubbed soft blond hair down Sechil. His mother always looked at everyone in terms of material possessions. No wonder Caterine is against Ramon and Sechil to be together.

“Don't worry about the others. Mommy let it be sister's business. Brother will also tell Luky to find your Daddy in America as soon as possible.”

Sechil doesn't know how to thank Rayan. They are both different fathers which means Sechil has absolutely no rights whatsoever on everything that Rayan has. But Rayan, she's been so very good with letting Sechil enjoy everything. Rayan even loved Sechil as his only sister.

“Thank you brother.. Sister is very good.” Lirih Sechil closed his eyes.

Rayan smiled behind Sechil's back.

“Hem.” Nodding Sechil smilingly agreed to what Rayan said.

From the gap of the door that was slightly open, Alana saw and heard everything. Alana smiled, Rayan followed her advice to speak directly to Sechil. Alana is also happy because Sechil wants to marry Ramon after what Rayan said. Sechil may have really changed, but Alana still feels unable to trust completely in anyone other than Rayan her husband and Sari, her mother.

“Ngapain you here Alana?”

Alana gasped in shock when she suddenly heard Caterine's voice. Alana quickly turned around and found Caterine standing behind her with a suspicious look.

“You eavesdropped.” Accuse Caterine directly.

Alana remained silent and calm. Caterine's accusation is indeed true, Alana eavesdropped on Rayan and Sechil's conversation. But Alana was sure Rayan wouldn't get angry. Toh Rayan is also talking about what Alana herself already knows because it is Alana who advises Rayan to directly talk to Sechil.

Caterine looked at Alana from top to bottom. The woman smiled cynically imagining Rayan who would be very angry if she knew Alana eavesdropped on her conversation inside.

“What if Rayan finds out you eavesdropped on her conversation in there Alana?”

Alana laughed softly. Caterine was trying to find a loophole from her mistake.

“Mommy is so funny.. But please call me Rayan. We'll see if he's angry or not.” Alana said defiantly.

Caterine smiled cynically. Caterine felt very confident that Rayan would be angry at Alana because she had been slow to listen to what Rayan was talking about in her room.

“Good, move you !” Ketus Caterine's.

Alana walked away from the door relaxed. If only Caterine dared to push him even slowly, Alana would retaliate. It doesn't matter who Caterine is. Alana is only trying to protect herself as well as the fetus she is containing from Caterine.

“Include you.” Caterine's orders go to Alana.

“Iya mommy.” Nod Alana smiling sweetly.

Rayan and Sechil who saw Alana and Caterine enter looked confused. Sechil who sat up immediately stood up.

“Alana.. Mommy.. What's up?” Tanya Rayan was confused.

Caterine stopped walking when she got to Sechil and Rayan. With arrogance the woman folded her hands in front of her chest.

“Rayan, what punishment do you think is appropriate for people eavesdropping on other people's conversations?”

Alana wanted to laugh when she heard it. Caterine is really very funny and always try to find his mistakes.

“What does mommy mean? Who's eavesdropping?” Rayan asked in confusion.

Caterine glanced at Alana who was trying to hold back her laughter from exploding.

“Of course he is, your wife.” Caterine answered haughtily.

Rayan looked at Alana who was silent. Rayan knew her mommy never liked Alana.

“Is that true Alana?” Rayan asked looking at Alana seriously.

Alana nodded her head without the slightest hesitation. Alana is sure Rayan will not misinterpret the word “Euping” thrown by Caterine.

“Good. Sechil and mommy please get you out first. Let me talk to Alana.” Said Rayan with an emphasis sentence.

Caterine smiled triumphantly. Caterine then grabs Sechil's arm and takes him out of Rayan's room.

“Come on, let Alana get rewarded for her mistake.” Said.